drugs r fucking boring once youre no longer plugged into the reality theyre supposed to enhance your perception of. Its like taking acid 10 min before you fall asleep
Originally posted by DietPiano
It's amazing how just one gram of dope is enough to throw you in moderate withdrawals. I have work to do so I bought a bottle of lope and took a REASONABLE amount that won't hurt you. The FDA finally capped the amount per package at 48 pills, but they didn't make them put it them in blister pack like they said they would so it's really pointless tbqh.
You can actually get high though when you're in withdrawals which is like the only time you can but I didn't take enough to do that because I'm not a homeless dollar tree drug addict idiot.
Also I have a few golf ball sized yellow/green areas of skin on my right arm, one on my medial vein I shoot up 90% of the time (besides when I was doing it every day), and one on my distal vein I shot like once or twice this time, and one where I fell down the stairs and scuffed my wrist a little but disinfected only because I had handy dandy alcohol wipes. I don't get it family. The only reason it makes me groan is because I reused a 3ml barrel a few times when I ran out of them, but I used new needle attatchments every time so it's not dull needle bruising. Protip: They gave me the BD brand without asking and they are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better than the generic, good lord. I probably could have ended up with 50% less misses and vein scarring over the years with name brand alone, and also these 3ml rigs with detatchable needles are awesome, it flows so well. All I had was 25g which is about the biggest you're ever gonna want for IV, but it gets in there very quickly, I was impressed. /hydromorphone over
I'm glad I got that out of my system, I needed that (apparently).
Originally posted by CASPER
Pretty much. Not particularly enjoyable but itll scratch that itch and get you through the day. Even just being able to get high whenever i wanted ended up making it worth it in the end. Smoking or cooking a shot of tar in the 5x5' bathroom right next to bosses desk wouldve been no-go, but taking a couple quick bumps while the faucet runs would be a lot easier.
I smoked tar on foil outside the basement door where you can smoke at work like twice and it was the most junkie/homeless I've ever felt in my life and the paranoia made me never ever even think about doing it again. I quit smoking in favor for the prick shortly after that anyway so then I would start mixing shots of tar in the bathroom down in the basement (tar takes forever to mix if you've never done that before) and I would disappear for like 15 minutes once a night to do that and they started getting pissed off wondering where I went cause there was only two of us on night shift.
Tar really is way much better than powder imo, only made me barf like twice and it's a lot more euphoric. I didn't really "get" what the big deal about heroin was until I tried tar for the first time and then I never stopped for about a year.
Originally posted by CASPER
drugs r fucking boring once youre no longer plugged into the reality theyre supposed to enhance your perception of. Its like taking acid 10 min before you fall asleep
Not true at all. Disconnection from reality enhances the experience if anything
I took promethazine pills before I went to sleep last night and dreamt I sit fire to an apartment building that I lived in because an enemy of mine also lived there. It's a pretty good metaphor for vengeance. I really want to take someone who used to be my friends chain because he did a snake thing and everyone is trying to talk me out of it because of my legal situation
I'm gonna listen to broken social scene and read Freud and talk to my gf and take painkillers and hopefully feel better. These last 2 weeks have been hell, save brief moments of beauty. It's hard being so awesome sometimes. I feel I need to heal
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I thought of a really effective way to murder suicide as an old man. Buy a hooker, pay for the hour, tell her you want to do some bondage, handcuff her to the bed and hide the key, put a ball gag in her mouth, get a knife and gut her alive, fuck her, take a preprepared syringe of heroin, inject and OD. Would be a good way to go and seems foolproof unless you miss your shot.
Originally posted by Rrr
I thought of a really effective way to murder suicide as an old man. Buy a hooker, pay for the hour, tell her you want to do some bondage, handcuff her to the bed and hide the key, put a ball gag in her mouth, get a knife and gut her alive, fuck her, take a preprepared syringe of heroin, inject and OD. Would be a good way to go and seems foolproof unless you miss your shot.
how interesting and edgy wow.
Posts like this are SO boring
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My psych either screwed up or sent me an early xmas present because she maxed me out on gaba so fuck you roshambo, you lose. I honestly don't really feel it anymore but it is a good painkiller. My head has been feeling a lot better lately and I'm not really sure what did it, but it was probably botox.
In my nigger class I got an A on my revisions even though I was high I think and did it within like 2 hours before class after staying up for a day straight and I knew I did pretty badly but he gave me an A anyway and I would feel more guilty about it because the girl next to me who probably actually read the book got a B-, although I don't hear her talk much so maybe she's dumber than I think, but I'm taking it P/F, so it doesn't matter that much. I could have easy A'd it but I had no idea what to expect. I spent a whole lot of time with him early in the semester so I think he wants to see me "succeed". It makes me feel kinda bad for not doing the work on better terms though, he's a swell nigger.
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Ive realized now that I enjoy first person shooter games more than RPGs actually. RPGs require focus/learning which I have none of, vs shooting everything I see
Interestingly enough i ended up at some travel vlog about Riyadh, KSA, earlier. And uh, i know 'Russian Bots' is a meme but have you ever heard of KSA bots? Because whether they were actual people or not they were out in force. 8000 comments saying basically the same thing alternating between English and Arabic. And since there was so much English in the comments i can't help but think these comments were meant for outsiders more than anyone else. So basically me, thank you Riyadh, very cool!
