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2019-11-21 at 5:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr Even though my depression came back im glad im off Crouton. It causes mental retardation and i didnt listen to music for like an entire year when i was on it . It made me content with who i am and my living situation, but i realize now that it was just stagnating me in a state of never growing. Being able to experience sadness is a good thing, it feels bad but its necessary for retrospection and growth. Im grateful for the suffering, theres no other as powerful motivating force in human psychology to push a person to evolve. Realizing how fucked up i am (in the ways that arent cool) is the first step to progress
substitute Crouton for opiates/drugs in general and I'm talking to me when I was a little younger than you. My emotional maturity hit puberty last week -
2019-11-21 at 5:28 AM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 8:03 AM UTCDo I want to go to your place and do a bunch of meth ? Yes. But also no.l3av3 me alone!
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2019-11-21 at 8:08 AM UTCLeave me alone
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2019-11-21 at 8:22 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-11-21 at 10:50 AM UTC
I can non stop smoke kief if my lungs didn't stop working after smoking one tiny hit -
2019-11-21 at 11:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr Even though my depression came back im glad im off Crouton. It causes mental retardation and i didnt listen to music for like an entire year when i was on it . It made me content with who i am and my living situation, but i realize now that it was just stagnating me in a state of never growing. Being able to experience sadness is a good thing, it feels bad but its necessary for retrospection and growth. Im grateful for the suffering, theres no other as powerful motivating force in human psychology to push a person to evolve. Realizing how fucked up i am (in the ways that arent cool) is the first step to progress
You just said similar shit a couple weeks ago, then you went on an Imodium binge. Do you realize how bad that is for your heart?. I won’t be surprised if you’ve done irreparable damage. One day you’ll get your mind right, (I hope), then your body will give out physiologically.
I hope you turn it around before it’s too late. It might be too late now, but I hope not. -
2019-11-21 at 12:57 PM UTCYes it's horrible
You should take more -
2019-11-21 at 1:28 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-11-21 at 1:29 PM UTCJust like Gabe Newell
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2019-11-21 at 1:39 PM UTCI've eaten a lot of krattom in the past 3 days and I haven't been nauseous once despite it always making me feel sick in the past. Weird shit. I'm also not getting real strong effects despite no tolerance. I wonder if it lost potency.
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2019-11-21 at 1:51 PM UTCmaybe you should try a real drug like fentanyl or heroin
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2019-11-21 at 1:53 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 2:13 PM UTCYou can get enough fentanyl to OD for $20 if you know where to look (bad neighborhoods)
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2019-11-21 at 2:38 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 4:26 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 5:41 PM UTCyou guys are falling into the chinese fingertrapThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-11-21 at 5:46 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 5:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo you guys are falling into the chinese fingertrap
The chinese might produce it but in Canada they make it in superlabs domestically to avoid seizure through the mail
you don't need a delivery address for anything except bulk chemicals and if you buy a lot it lasts a long time.
The Company
https://www.reuters.com/investigates/special-report/meth-syndicate/
"The Asia-Pacific region is awash in crystal meth. A multinational task force is on the trail of a China-born Canadian national who, police tell Reuters, is the suspected kingpin of a vast drug network that is raking in up to $17 billion a year."
"The syndicate is enormously wealthy, disciplined and sophisticated - in many ways more sophisticated than any Latin American cartel, say anti-narcotics officials. Sam Gor supplies a bigger, more dispersed drug market and collaborates with a more diverse range of local crime groups than the Latin cartels do, including Japan’s Yakuza, Australia's biker gangs and ethnic Chinese gangs across Southeast Asia.
The crime network is also less prone to uncontrolled outbreaks of internecine violence than the Latin cartels, police say. The money is so big that long-standing, blood-soaked rivalries among Asian crime groups have been set aside in a united pursuit of gargantuan profits.
“The crime groups in Southeast Asia and the Far East operate with seamless efficiency,” says one veteran Western anti-drugs official. “They function like a global corporation.”The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-11-21 at 5:53 PM UTCI just realized what I need to do.
I need to get really drunk and go to treatment , but I need an intervention. But I need to be drunk to agree with it. Otherwise I wont want to. But if I'm fucked up I'll be like "yeah yeah totally. Good idea. Yes. I will go to treatment right now. I love it!" And then I'll wake up like when you wake up in a jail cell after blackout DUI and collect yourself and ask why the fuck am I here how did I get here ?
It's perfect. Its thr only way I will ever get "help."
But I also dont care. Drinking brings me adventures. I sound dumb. Sorry. :(The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
