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Although everyone does on about how the wd's from alcohol will kill you, they really don't last too long and if you just drink in decreasing amounts at night you can get through it. I didn't sleep for a few weeks and had wicked restless legs but I survived
2019-10-28 at 11:55 PM UTC
I have no friends and no life. I only leave the house to go to the store. Im bordering on being incapable of taking care of myself, and Im too tired to even move my body most of the time. I have no hobbies or passions, the only thing ive done for fun in years is get high enough to focus on video games. As a teenager this wasnt too abnormal, but now that Im in my 20s with no life skills, no experience, and total social isolation Im thinking im bound to just be forever alone and a non functioning human. I dont have opioids to brighten my mood so I now can analyze how hopeless and dead my situation really is. Ive already missed out on the important parts that would define my life, squandered all my social relationships. How the fuck I can bounce back from this and become someone who isnt a loser I have no idea. I am so lonely for years and I have nothing to look foward to but a computer screen and my body is weak and tired like an AIDS man
2019-10-28 at 11:56 PM UTC
Long term alcoholics are the worst. Worse than every day wake and bake stoners.
2019-10-29 at 12:03 AM UTC
Like I have no idea where to start making friends again that i would actually want to be around, and even if i did what would i have to say for myself "im 22 and ive never accomplished anything and i have no job and my parents do my laundry for me". Its like im permanently going to be frozen in time as a 13 year old before i started inhaling toxic fumes, who missed out on every developmental stage afterwards. Sometimes I wonder if i genuinely have some form of mental retardation or autism or parkinsons disease because i dont think ive ever met someone who destroyed their own life as blatantly as i have
2019-10-29 at 12:06 AM UTC
Is there some way out of this ever
2019-10-29 at 12:10 AM UTC
Sploo, drop the drugs for literally a week, bust that whole week towards writing an absolutely basic resume, get a basic ass job, any job you can get, and hold it down. I fucking PROMISE you shit will improve.
Don't buy drugs with your money, literally give it to your parents if you can't manage it and 5ou can trust them. Or better yet if you can get direct deposit, pipe it right into your parents' shit.
You are a chick who never left the nest, never learnt to fly. Go, learn to make your own money. Go to a bar every once in a while, find a nerdy bar or something close to you, just go hang out and have a couple of overpriced drinks to hang out in a cool environment. Talk to the bartender, talk to people beside you. Just learn how to be a person, out yourself into position to talk to people normally and make friends. You will find then in unexpected places. A supermarket, a bus stop, an airplane, who knows?
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2019-10-29 at 12:11 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by frumbob 🐎🦄🐈🐯🐷🦊
I have no friends and no life. I only leave the house to go to the store. Im bordering on being incapable of taking care of myself, and Im too tired to even move my body most of the time. I have no hobbies or passions, the only thing ive done for fun in years is get high enough to focus on video games. As a teenager this wasnt too abnormal, but now that Im in my 20s with no life skills, no experience, and total social isolation Im thinking im bound to just be forever alone and a non functioning human. I dont have opioids to brighten my mood so I now can analyze how hopeless and dead my situation really is. Ive already missed out on the important parts that would define my life, squandered all my social relationships. How the fuck I can bounce back from this and become someone who isnt a loser I have no idea. I am so lonely for years and I have nothing to look foward to but a computer screen and my body is weak and tired like an AIDS man
bro I literally warned you over and over this was going to happen. You need some immersion therapy and ego death. Not ego death because you're super confident in a way that prevents you from experiencing things, ego death because the cocoon you've encased yourself in is killing you. Go outside and lie on the sidewalk and kick your splayed legs at random pedestrians ffs.
Develop something because you're rotting without growing. I don't think it's too late but you need to stop what you're doing quickly before you get on that bus
Originally posted by Big League jedi
Long term alcoholics are the worst. Worse than every day wake and bake stoners.
What an enlightening statement. I see your entire reference point for substances is based on marijuana and as such you should terminate your dirty brown hippie existence
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2019-10-29 at 12:19 AM UTC
Or actually, let's start even more basic.
Try to make every day a +1 day. Get SOMETHING done every day. Cleaning your room. Making your bed. Dusting your desk. Clearing out the dishes in your sink. Laundry. It could be smaller even. Try to create as little mess as possible and get your house in order little by little.
Try to get your personal hygiene in order. Write yourself a rough schedule like this on a piece of paper for a week. Literally allocate time to getting your basic shit together like an SRPG. Start building a routine. Wake up at a set time, take a shower every morning, brush your teeth every day, floss, keep adding these as +1s to your routine.
Stop wearing fuck around clothes every morning, change into real clothes every day, put on real pants.
Just start slowly getting your shit together. Stop thinking of all that bullshit about what your life was supposed to be in your head. Focus forward. Where are you? What can you do? It's hard but just Do a little bit positively every day.
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