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i cant believe what just happened im so totally fucked
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2019-10-11 at 3:06 AM UTCIf you have no evidence of your neighbor contacting you through the phone it likely didn't happen. Even if it seems very real you could be tripping hard.
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2019-10-11 at 3:06 AM UTCThis feels trollish of the highest order. Or else it's TRUE which would explain why youd not only kiss a little girl youd also come here and talk about it.
I am on the fence, slight lean toward troll. -
2019-10-11 at 3:08 AM UTC
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2019-10-11 at 3:10 AM UTCTripping on meth is not fun. I enjoy it but I imagine it's hell for any normal person.
Hallucinating stuff about people close to you is fucked up because it seems so real. especially when you call them when your fucked up at 3am -
2019-10-11 at 3:11 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ This feels trollish of the highest order. Or else it's TRUE which would explain why youd not only kiss a little girl youd also come here and talk about it.
I am on the fence, slight lean toward troll.
Not a troll. Narc is a pedophile. I'm calling the police right now and I already filed with the NCPS -
2019-10-11 at 3:12 AM UTCKissing children normal also unless you use tongue but I doubt they would notice unless you also fondled her
My parents used to kiss me on the lips. -
2019-10-11 at 3:13 AM UTCnext thing im sitting on their sofa with this girl chatting away non stop next to me and i start to keep noticing it was a little weird the way she was always looking me straight in the eye everytime i looked at her. and i notice she does have a very pretty face but i wasn;t thinking anything like that about her at all. and she had this smile thing going on the whole time. then the next thing i know i'm looking at her and she stopped talking for a second and this weird thing felt like i was just drawn into her and ive just pecked her on the lips then she seemed to smile more and these eyes were just drawing me in and then before i know im properly kissing her like adult kissing her and i can feel her tongue brushing inside my lip but its weird at first im totally expecting her to pull away and maybe even freak out or something but it just keeps going and i cant get why the fuck i kissed her in the first place or why on earth she was kissing me either. buit it was so weird coz until right up until it happened i wasnt thinking anything like that toward her it literallu just came out of fucking nowhere.
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2019-10-11 at 3:14 AM UTCDid you have FEELINGS when you kissed? Maybe you should kiss her again and if it's weird then you can shake it off as random meth weirdness and it's totally ok.
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2019-10-11 at 3:15 AM UTCI'm being fucked with.
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2019-10-11 at 3:18 AM UTCi dont suppose anybody here been in any similar situation at all? i really dont know wtf to do here
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2019-10-11 at 3:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by Narc next thing im sitting on their sofa with this girl chatting away non stop next to me and i start to keep noticing it was a little weird the way she was always looking me straight in the eye everytime i looked at her. and i notice she does have a very pretty face but i wasn;t thinking anything like that about her at all. and she had this smile thing going on the whole time. then the next thing i know i'm looking at her and she stopped talking for a second and this weird thing felt like i was just drawn into her and ive just pecked her on the lips then she seemed to smile more and these eyes were just drawing me in and then before i know im properly kissing her like adult kissing her and i can feel her tongue brushing inside my lip but its weird at first im totally expecting her to pull away and maybe even freak out or something but it just keeps going and i cant get why the fuck i kissed her in the first place or why on earth she was kissing me either. buit it was so weird coz until right up until it happened i wasnt thinking anything like that toward her it literallu just came out of fucking nowhere.
Why would you write this you sick fuck -
2019-10-11 at 3:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by Narc next thing im sitting on their sofa with this girl chatting away non stop next to me and i start to keep noticing it was a little weird the way she was always looking me straight in the eye everytime i looked at her. and i notice she does have a very pretty face but i wasn;t thinking anything like that about her at all. and she had this smile thing going on the whole time. then the next thing i know i'm looking at her and she stopped talking for a second and this weird thing felt like i was just drawn into her and ive just pecked her on the lips then she seemed to smile more and these eyes were just drawing me in and then before i know im properly kissing her like adult kissing her and i can feel her tongue brushing inside my lip but its weird at first im totally expecting her to pull away and maybe even freak out or something but it just keeps going and i cant get why the fuck i kissed her in the first place or why on earth she was kissing me either. buit it was so weird coz until right up until it happened i wasnt thinking anything like that toward her it literallu just came out of fucking nowhere.
For what it's worth, I don't see you as some sort of horrible irredeemable monster.
You clearly recognize on some level that what you did was inappropriate.
People are out there gathering their pitchforks and their tar and feathers and all, but I just want you to know that, while what you did WAS innapropriate, you're not as bad of a person as some here will make you think.
But you did fuck up, tho.
You already seem to recognize that, though.
I dunno.
I hope it works out well for you, as long as you don't fucking do this same shit again.
When someone asks you to babysit, from here on out, you say "NO! I'm busy". -
2019-10-11 at 3:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by gadzooks For what it's worth, I don't see you as some sort of horrible irredeemable monster.
You clearly recognize on some level that what you did was inappropriate.
People are out there gathering their pitchforks and their tar and feathers and all, but I just want you to know that, while what you did WAS innapropriate, you're not as bad of a person as some here will make you think.
But you did fuck up, tho.
You already seem to recognize that, though.
I dunno.
I hope it works out well for you, as long as you don't fucking do this same shit again.
When someone asks you to babysit, from here on out, you say "NO! In busy".
Do you presume that from here on out if he were to accept any babysitting jobs that he would inevitably do the same thing again? Predisposition if you will? -
2019-10-11 at 3:24 AM UTC
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2019-10-11 at 3:25 AM UTCWell this is a fun drinking convo I guess, too bad I don't have any drink.
Anyway, yeah like scron was saying what gets me on meth is windows, because when I do too much I'll hear cops or people I know ratting me out to the cops, and they're watching me try to sleep without looking guilty but failing, using that as a cue to come knock at my doo. Then if I DO do it like on acid or meth I guess then I realize what a fool I was and it gets better for a while.
I'm thinking one of the bigger reasons I never had a bad trip until I did is because I was on benzos every time until that time, and that trip was fucking amazeballs until I ran outside as happy as I'd ever been in my life but I was naked and then the whole cop paranoia thing took hold and it never went away.
Anyway, yeah none of your story happened, but if you're on meth just lie low no matter what. Even if you have a better plan, don't do that plan, and instead just lie low. -
2019-10-11 at 3:29 AM UTCits like you can't just accidently kiss an 8 year old kid yet i just literally accidently kissed an 8 year old kid. how the fuck? makes no sense.
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2019-10-11 at 3:38 AM UTCPedophile
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2019-10-11 at 3:40 AM UTCWell, as I see it you've got two options:
1. Confess to the parents, if they get mad you'll have to kiss them as well to calm them down
2. Flee the country and go live with Benny in the jungle
honestly I find it bizarre that someone would leave you alone with their kids though -
2019-10-11 at 3:49 AM UTCyou know what im thinking? thats not the first time that kid has kissed someone like that. like she immediately started kissing me back and knew exactly what she was doing. if you were 8 and had never made out with anybody like that before and somebody just kissed you without warning you just wouldn't know wtf to do, would you?
i got a strange feeling that girl was planning on kissing me the whole time there. i keep thinking the way her face was getting closer to mine right before it happened. -
2019-10-11 at 3:50 AM UTCi mean i know that aint getting me off the hook but it definitely makes more sense when i think about it.