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2019-07-02 at 12:53 AM UTCi have a bit of a family history of alcoholism on one side and gambling on the other side. i have neither gambling or alcoholism but i am a bundy popping spice smoker so ive received all of their best qualities to be capable of higher level degeneracyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-07-02 at 12:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by frumbob ππ¦ππ―π·π¦ i have a bit of a family history of alcoholism on one side and gambling on the other side. i have neither gambling or alcoholism but i am a bundy popping spice smoker so ive received all of their best qualities to be capable of higher level degeneracy
Sploo? Babe I thought you had died. -
2019-07-02 at 12:57 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-07-02 at 1:41 AM UTCBaby
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2019-07-02 at 2:38 AM UTCNiggee
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2019-07-02 at 11:24 AM UTCIβm done, Iβm done, Iβm done with the tramadol after 2 1/2 years. Yay! I think I went through the withdrawals as I was weaning down. I was taking 25 mg every other day, thatβs when I wanted to rip peoples faces off. Now Iβm done. Weβll see how I feel, I was done last week!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-07-02 at 7:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist Iβm done, Iβm done, Iβm done with the tramadol after 2 1/2 years. Yay! I think I went through the withdrawals as I was weaning down. I was taking 25 mg every other day, thatβs when I wanted to rip peoples faces off. Now Iβm done. Weβll see how I feel, I was done last week!
so you will now tone down your anti pedo hate speeches.
yes.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-07-02 at 9:20 PM UTC
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2019-07-04 at 7:32 AM UTC
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2019-07-22 at 11:52 AM UTCy'all are just pretend sober
my girlfriend threatens to break up with me for how sober I am -
2019-10-08 at 8:34 AM UTCBumped.
How many of you are still on drugs? If i have to test your pee I will.
I have ways. -
2019-10-08 at 2:34 PM UTC
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2019-10-08 at 7:31 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I quit drinking and smoking cigarettes. I still smoke weed and take opiates but really only as much as necessary.
How's the juice taper going?
Nice dude. Gotta fill in with other stuff though to make sure it sticks.
Im down to 44mg from 179. Should be off in the next 3 months. Remains to be seen how ill feel once im not on anything at all, but if i have to slow the taper to 1 or 2 mg a week in a couple months, so be it. Thats one reason i wanteds to start getting my health and depression in check now - so if there is that inevitable dip down, itll be a bit more manageable.
Felt so good the other night I chased a homeless black man down my block at 1am in my pajamas to give him some money and a hug (I showered afterwards). His name was Robert. I was just sitting there all comfortable, having some soup, binge watching netflix, paying my bills on my phone. My life is still dogshit by normal standards, but in that moment it just kind of put in perspective how lucky i am to be off heroin, not totally broke, with food, in okay health, a job..... Its easy to get sunk into the bullshit of day ato day life and lose sight of that stuff.
But yeah. Feel fucking good.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-10-08 at 8:02 PM UTCit's sooooo good to hear it!
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2019-10-08 at 8:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Nice dude. Gotta fill in with other stuff though to make sure it sticks.
Im down to 44mg from 179. Should be off in the next 3 months. Remains to be seen how ill feel once im not on anything at all, but if i have to slow the taper to 1 or 2 mg a week in a couple months, so be it. Thats one reason i wanteds to start getting my health and depression in check now - so if there is that inevitable dip down, itll be a bit more manageable.
Felt so good the other night I chased a homeless black man down my block at 1am in my pajamas to give him some money and a hug (I showered afterwards). His name was Robert. I was just sitting there all comfortable, having some soup, binge watching netflix, paying my bills on my phone. My life is still dogshit by normal standards, but in that moment it just kind of put in perspective how lucky i am to be off heroin, not totally broke, with food, in okay health, a job….. Its easy to get sunk into the bullshit of day ato day life and lose sight of that stuff.
But yeah. Feel fucking good.
That's awesome, one of the greatest gifts I've had from being off drugs and a bad lifestyle is the ability to feel anything since you're so used to blocking things out or dealing with them in a bad way. In a lot of ways I'm immature and in others I have a very healthy perspective, it's just hard to know which is which when you're reacting to it (if that makes any sense.
everyone always says the last few mls are the hardest because it's proportionate so there's no shame in slowing down as you get down to it. That's awesome you managed to break the cycle man, some people take their whole lives to do it. There are definitely a lot more gifts of recovery in your future. -
2019-10-09 at 1:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Bumped.
How many of you are still on drugs? If i have to test your pee I will.
I have ways.
I've bought one gram of weed in the past three weeks and that's it. No alcohol or anything else. I even turned down free benzos yesterday despite having pretty bad anxiety. I never turn down free drugs, especially benzos. -
2019-10-09 at 1:13 PM UTCi turn down free drugs all the time
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2019-10-09 at 1:14 PM UTCI'm on a diet of 1p-LSD and noopept. And I'm about to run out of the 1p.
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2019-10-09 at 1:17 PM UTCim on the keto ass and mold diet
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2019-10-09 at 1:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by GAAAAALM I'm on a diet of 1p-LSD and noopept. And I'm about to run out of the 1p.
How's that going? What's your MD schedule and dosage? Maybe you should try to get some ALD-52 and compare it. I'm debating if microdosing psilocybin would still be possible/beneficial now that I'm on an atypical antipsychotic mood stabilizer (Vraylar).
