Originally posted by Solstice
Because the anxiety had a delayed response and didn't kick in until a few hours later and now everything about the situation sounds like a bad idea.
Nah dawg you're strong enough. Of course you're gonna be anxious and probably medicated and yo daddy will be as well but I promise you you'll be happy you did
Originally posted by Sudo
Nah dawg you're strong enough. Of course you're gonna be anxious and probably medicated and yo daddy will be as well but I promise you you'll be happy you did
You're only saying that because you're a deadbeat dad, and hope some day to be forgiven and loved by your child without ever putting in an ounce of work.
Originally posted by Solstice
Well my friend just told me my father has leukemia now and is getting a bone marrow transplant in a few weeks from one of his sons, my half brother I've never met and know nothing about. I had a lot of resentment and anger towards him when I was younger but let it go in my late teens because its pointless to hold on to shit like that. Now it's more a sense of curiosity I guess, and it might do my mental health some good to humanize him a bit because I've always had him painted as a total villain in my eyes and I think that has an effect on my sense of self esteem and self worth whether I realize it or not.
My friend says he's a good man and has a passion for volunteering and helping people now like I do. Pretty fucking weird. I need to get in touch with my grandma/his mom and discuss this (used to have a great relationship with her when I was younger but we drifted apart and haven't talked in a few years). I seem to forget she's my last living grandparent left.
I wish my father was dying of leukemia and needed my bone marrow. I would take great pleasure in denying him.
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Originally posted by Sophie
Witch house is objectively; meh.
i obsess over certain genres for a while
ive had periods where i only listened to 1 genre and it was grindcore, gabber, witch house/rave, trash house, nu metal, EDM, angercore, death metal, PCP rave..
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Originally posted by frumbob 🐎🦄🐈🐯🐷🦊
i obsess over certain genres for a while
ive had periods where i only listened to 1 genre and it was grindcore, gabber, witch house/rave, trash house, nu metal, EDM, angercore, death metal, PCP rave..
i have very similar music listening habits
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Those look eerily like the spirals that I associate with the fracture within my mind and a peek at what's on the other side. There's much more spillover during times of organic or artificial stress, it's not like I see it or experience it most of the time.. it's usually there when I go psychotic, also has something to do with LSD rewiring because I don't recall it prior to one of my trips.
Not like in little wormy things, but one kind if huge defining a crack or so. There's also colours and sometimes they turn into ribbons and I full on hallucinate for no reason and feel like I'm having seizures
