2019-09-19 at 2:30 AM UTC
m8 pills, yeah i didnt crush for shit
2019-09-19 at 2:34 AM UTC
DP, I think you’re freaking out again. Doesn’t sound like you’re overdosing if you can drive, so I think you’ll be fine. Go home and relax.
2019-09-19 at 3:25 AM UTC
Goddamn being in love is fucking annoying and amazing all at once
2019-09-19 at 6:59 AM UTC
I didn't go in, I'm not gonna freak out on fucking opiates, gonna delete those stupid posts. I only got a small buzz from a cumshot I swallowed after missing but felt like a person for the first time in I don't know. Was a period of no pain and now I'm angry gonna shoot up more gooder tomorrow, is a full 8mg too much for 0 tolerance? Well I guess tramadol technically makes a little bit of tolerance but not really, they say equal to hydro 40, but that's bull.
I guess tramadol helped curb cravings while being in a sober house, but I already notice that the anitdepressant part of it killed any benefit because they all make me miserable and retarded. Being sober completely while I'm in the amount of pain every goddamn day that ruins my life, yeah right. I made friends with the first 3 people I saw because I wasn't in pain for the first time in years from just a tiny little buzz and felt like getting more done than I did in a week because I didn't feel like my being alive is fucking retarded and not helping me and not helping anyone else and useless because I don't really want to be here if I'm gonna be a brain damaged pissed off asshole by mandation, getting closer to snapping and irreversibly becoming full blown schizophrenic by the day; I use to talk about being schizo kind of playfully, tongue in cheek overplaying the symptoms that I had, but it's honest to god happening now. I'm starting to hear voices I know aren't really there talking about me in paranoid fashion during the day out in public as well as domestic and I think I'm skating very close to the point of no return; I think it's a coinflip at this point as to whether I actually get there. How am I supposed to go through life like that?
I'm not under the spell that hard opiates are the answer to all my prayers, I can't go back to using using them regularly for myriad reasons, unless I decide to say fuck it and go gov't issued heroin water or listerine strips which is becoming more attractive for the increased productivity alone, not that that would last long anyway I'm losing my mind with or without drugs which I don't even care about and I don't think I'm getting it back should that happen
2019-09-19 at 8:48 AM UTC
Name your puppy "Syndrome" lol
2019-09-19 at 8:52 AM UTC
God damnit
I wanna die due ride dj3 .
2019-09-19 at 8:53 AM UTC
Just trying to hold on one more fucking day
2019-09-19 at 9:12 AM UTC
I lost my phone for almost 48 hours. It was a really weird time. I..
.I did so many things. Too many to count.
Hey
Will one of you help me die ?
Originally posted by Technologist
I’m a lover, not a fighter; but if someone hits me 1st, I’m gonna defend myself.
If you get hit first there is a pretty good chance you'll be so injured that you'll be unable to defend yourself.
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2019-09-19 at 11:02 AM UTC
"The drums they can get pretty boring as a solo instrument; but if you play the right things and suport music, and play songs rather than beats, it can has infinite possibilities and can take people to other places."
CAREY, Daniel Edwin
