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2016-01-25 at 4:27 PM UTCI was kinda thinking kick him in the nuts, he bends over, then I lay my best punch on him and we take it from there. But I'm not a fighter, I'm just drunk. I'm guna go steal more wine first.
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2016-01-25 at 4:27 PM UTCIf you moved to his town he probably knows more people than you. It's probably not worth the stress.
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2016-01-25 at 4:31 PM UTCNah all the people in this town are little faggots, all talk no action. I'm bringing the action.
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2016-01-25 at 4:34 PM UTCHahaha, nice. Get what's yours son.
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2016-01-25 at 4:35 PM UTCTake a screwdriver with you incase you have to murder him.
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2016-01-25 at 4:40 PM UTCI was guna take a wine bottle behind my back to crack him over the head. He probably wont even come out.
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2016-01-25 at 5:44 PM UTC
Definitely not a good idea. Their general response will simply be "Stop taking this immediately." It's extremely unlikely they're going to know anything about the substances, the research behind them, safety, the industry, testing done to ensure purity, interactions etc. and they're adverse to self-medication for a good reason. There's this process you have to go through to really understand what you're doing, you have to learn how to learn, how to properly interpret data. People read shit from sites like Mercola or Natural News and think they know something from a single article, vastly overestimate their understanding. I refer to psychiatrists as generally being jacks of all trades, mediocre at best at all of them, because there are just so many disorders and medications (just look at the size of the DSM-5), but you really do need a very high level of intelligence, the average IQ is around 125 IIRC, and an immense amount of schooling to become one, so they will know much more than the average person. Becoming an "expert on your condition" isn't feasible for the vast majority because you really can't have a full understanding with just a limited understanding of one disorder, lacking a general understanding of neurology, the brain being the most complex object in the known universe, and pharmacology.
I've read some comments of this leading to very bad outcomes, and at the very least it could reasonably prevent them from prescribing a mediation with dangerous contraindications/interactions like an MAOI.
It's really best to keep it to yourself.
I've literally been kicked out of out of a psychiatrists office and haven't seen one since for announcing 'im taking turmeric 3 times a day. It's a maoi.'. Before that she prescribed me Luvox and I only took it 4 times before it turned on me. She even told me it would help me sleep if I took it before bedtime and even though I suggested mirtazapine she insisted that because it acts on norepinephrine it would give me anxiety even though I wake up without difficulty breathing when I took it in the past. I wanted to smash her gook face into the corner of her desk before I walked out while she was busy making excuses but I didn't want it to get back to my doctor. Weeks later I saw my doctor and told him about the turmeric incident. He brought up some kind of letter I couldn't see on his computer from the psychiatrist. I asked him about the turmeric and he flat out told me not to take it and wrote me the script for mirtazapine. This isn't even a drop in the bucket to the fucking stupidity I've encountered. I hate doctors more than anything. I'm almost a bigger shut in than you are btw. except you can order drugs and are on disability. all I can do is drink where I live. -
2016-01-25 at 5:50 PM UTCHe wasnt up for a scrap, so we're going for a pint instead.
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2016-01-25 at 9:27 PM UTC
I've literally been kicked out of out of a psychiatrists office and haven't seen one since for announcing 'im taking turmeric 3 times a day. It's a maoi.'. Before that she prescribed me Luvox and I only took it 4 times before it turned on me. She even told me it would help me sleep if I took it before bedtime and even though I suggested mirtazapine she insisted that because it acts on norepinephrine it would give me anxiety even though I wake up without difficulty breathing when I took it in the past. I wanted to smash her gook face into the corner of her desk before I walked out while she was busy making excuses but I didn't want it to get back to my doctor. Weeks later I saw my doctor and told him about the turmeric incident. He brought up some kind of letter I couldn't see on his computer from the psychiatrist. I asked him about the turmeric and he flat out told me not to take it and wrote me the script for mirtazapine. This isn't even a drop in the bucket to the fucking stupidity I've encountered. I hate doctors more than anything. I'm almost a bigger shut in than you are btw. except you can order drugs and are on disability. all I can do is drink where I live.
I hope not. Do you have any social relationships? Spend any time around people? Get out of that cycle as soon as you can, it does not end well: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3u999j/toward_a_neurology_of_loneliness_the_neurological/ -
2016-01-25 at 9:54 PM UTC
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2016-01-26 at 1:53 AM UTC
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2016-01-26 at 3:54 AM UTC
HNNNGGGG. Goddamn this is a gorgeous rack. https://eroshare.com/tgrfx5eb
Not really. -
2016-01-26 at 7:16 AM UTC
Not really.
U gay. -
2016-01-26 at 7:43 AM UTCInitial appointment with psychiatrist went alright. Follow up in a week to discuss medication. She had some specialization in treating autism, has an interesting bio (won't link to it to be safe); probably a better than average match. Not just medication, but referrals/recommendations for therapy and other forms of treatment as well.
Good god I come off as a fucking autist after 2 years of not having really had a conversation with someone. Did feel good to actually meet and speak with someone IRL, though. Let's be honest, I'm well aware of how I come off in my current state. Wish I had realized this and gotten help before my mental breakdown.
I wonder if chronic prolonged severe depression and social isolation (near the maximum) are enough to explain why I genuinely have no thoughts of sex throughout the day, sex seems gross and repulsive, don't develop erections, including morning wood, or masturbate anymore, don't even look at or show any interest in attractive women IRL, feel no sexual attraction to them. No, not homo (unfortunately?). I wonder if I may actually have a pituitary gland tumor (one of the common causes of secondary hypogonadism, which I seem to have. Did give her the line about having a recurrent sharp throbbing headache that lasts a few minutes and feels concentrated around the area behind the center of the forehead. Will hopefully get some brainscans and blood panels.
Also, high functioning autism/Asperger's can have some creepy/disturbing/unnerving aspects about it: https://www.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/32ia3y/is_it_normal_to_not_have_a_personality/ -
2016-01-26 at 9:05 AM UTCI woke up this morning, farted, and shit myself.
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2016-01-26 at 9:54 AM UTC
U gay.
Not really i like small tits on little girls. -
2016-01-26 at 10:52 AM UTCFor some reason I just started typing zoklet out before realising we're not zoklet anymore, we're niggas in space. That was a weird throwback.
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2016-01-26 at 11:23 AM UTC
I woke up this morning, farted, and shit myself.
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2016-01-26 at 11:45 AM UTCIt's only the 2nd time it's happened, the first was when I was on flubromazolam and I thought it was a safe fart but for some reason a solid poop popped out down my trouser legs. This time it was wet.
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2016-01-26 at 11:50 AM UTCSeriously if I didn't have this forum, I'd have no outlet. It's not as if I can tell anyone IRL that I shit myself.
