alcohol tripping

1. 2019-08-05 at 1:02 AM UTC

   #21
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   drink some water
2. 2019-08-05 at 1:11 AM UTC

   #22
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

   Originally posted by Jυicebox Lol, I took five grams of T-PAIN, drank a fifth of everclear

   
   

   Originally posted by Jυicebox Then I got out of jail, drank a half gallon of vodka and passed out

   
   why?
3. 2019-08-05 at 1:18 AM UTC

   #23
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   That's what I'm trying to figure out. It's like something else is in control of my actions
   
   I've been chugging water and Gatorade for the last couple days but it seems to get better, then worse, then better, then worse
   
   Haven't been drinking or taking any drugs since then though, maybe it's alcohol withdrawal
4. 2019-08-05 at 2:02 AM UTC

   #24
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   I mean, there's got to be a reason you're getting full tilt pants-shitting drunk. do you just not remember starting, do you feel compelled to do it or is it a more conscious decision?
   
   I'm not being judgmental, I'm a stranger on the internet so who cares anyway. I just mean there's got to be a reason you're doing this and without addressing it it's going to keep happening... Which is fine if that's what you want, but it seems like a bad way to live and a painful way to go out
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5. 2019-08-05 at 11:43 AM UTC

   #25
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   The problem is, I keep thinking I've figured out what the problem was, then it happens again, and I think "fuck this, if this is going to keep happening, I'd rather just be dead"
   
   But then it gets too painful or I get too afraid and then end up getting it treated/treating it myself
6. 2019-08-05 at 11:47 AM UTC

   #26
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   But yeah, a lot of times I either don't remember starting or it starts with a massive overdose of something else
7. 2019-08-05 at 1:32 PM UTC

   #27
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I might do tia half gram and something else
8. 2019-08-05 at 2:37 PM UTC

   #28
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

   Originally posted by Jυicebox The problem is, I keep thinking I've figured out what the problem was, then it happens again, and I think "fuck this, if this is going to keep happening, I'd rather just be dead"

   
   I'd recommend speaking to a medical professional but I know you've tried that and I'm not sure the huge majority would do much to help anyway aside from prescribing you something that will likely make it worse in the long run.
   
   are you able to stay away from alcohol entirely? it may be worth getting a hold of some of that stuff they give to addicts (baclofen? I'm not sure) to block the effects for a while, at least until you get out of the habit.
9. 2019-08-05 at 3:51 PM UTC

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   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

   Originally posted by Needledick Needledick Needledick

   
   although this is a terrible song, its message is important. The most important thing about alcohol is it throws your reservations out the window and allows you the excuse to do things you want to do. For example the last time I drank, I did a bunch of stupid shit and drank in order to have the excuse to do it. That's basically what people use alcohol for when they aren't owned by the liquor. Sploo wants to stare at the wall for hours so he drinks to allow this, I want to yell at a hipster, do heat shit, play chess in public and get head from a mediocre bitch and your mom wants to get gang banged by the Miami Heat so that's why we all drank
10. 2019-08-05 at 3:58 PM UTC

    #30
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I think it's message is dangerous; it tells the retarded masses that it's acceptable to blame your retardation on drugs and alcohol
    
    

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    May not be the intended message but that's how people perceive it
11. 2019-08-06 at 3:54 AM UTC

    #31
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I haven't thought of it that way, yeah that's spot on for why I use a lot of the time, like when I get into a good spot feeling great and then "Heeeyyyyy, I don't know how to make a good situation even better and better, so I'm gonna get fucked up real quick and do destructive shit.
12. 2019-08-06 at 10:43 AM UTC

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    Ghost Black Hole
    Congrats you have the same drinking habits as Jeff Dahmer who binged on alcohol at an early age and abused it throughout his life
13. 2019-08-08 at 4:10 AM UTC

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14. 2019-08-08 at 4:11 AM UTC

    #34
    frumbob 🐎🦄🐈🐯🐷🦊 African Astronaut
    woof wood
15. 2019-08-08 at 4:12 AM UTC

    #35
    frumbob 🐎🦄🐈🐯🐷🦊 African Astronaut
    Eeeee?
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