2019-07-26 at 4:13 AM UTC
cant tell if coricidin is intellectual mana supplement or highly toxic poison
eating 30 of em and hoping i wont die is good stuff
2019-07-26 at 4:24 AM UTC
Why is taco bell so fucking disgusting
2019-07-26 at 4:26 AM UTC
I went there once and saw them melt cheese in a microwave and I was like wtf I don't even do that at home
2019-07-26 at 4:57 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I'm being pulled in all kinds of different directions. I hang with this girl and her son a lot and she basically just frowns when I cheat on her and likes to poke a bruise I got from another girl. I might wife her were both fucked up but seek stability. My swimfan fan club thought their friend went to jail but it turns out he just got shot lol so he can repay a loan but another friend was supposed to pay a loan and instead went off on fucking dexies and ritalin like a weirdo and fought the cops and he owed him 100 less than the other guy lol. He has an impending family situation that will last a while so things will change for him likely for the better. It will be different tho and he can't fall back into predictable coping patterns
2019-07-26 at 4:59 AM UTC
the hundreds of times ive mixed ssris/tcas with bundy and sometimes cpm has convinced me either i have no serotonin whatsoever or serotonin syndrome is a myth
i have basically no reaction at all to high dose psychedelics so im thinking there's something profoundly wrong with how my brain processes this neurotransmitter unless the ssris/tcas broke the effect somehow
2019-07-26 at 5:04 AM UTC
weed makes me trip balls
not prone to nicotine, alcohol, opioid, or cocaine dependence. they are boring drugs to me. i was addicted to Crouton but i only had effects from the strains that are stimulating. im sure i could force myself into a physical addiction with these and i have with nicotine but i dont miss it and smoke cigs sometimes without cravings.
prone to dissociative and synthetic cannabinoid abuse.
get orgasmic from gabapentin when no tolerance.
so my serotonin, GABA, acetylcholine, dopamine, opioid, and norephinephrine receptors are abnormally underreactive to stimuli. especially serotonin
my cannabinoid, calcium channel gabapentinoid, and glutamate receptors are excessively active
weird on a neurochemical level?
2019-07-26 at 5:16 AM UTC
Yeah
Haven't read too much about it but I used to get a lot of the novel serotonergic psychedelics from the darknet when I was in high school and most of my friends would say they didn't feel shit other than PNS stimulation, while the few that did got intense effects with the same doses
Eventually we figured out that the ones who were on or had at one point been on antidepressants were the ones that got no psychedelic effects
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2019-07-26 at 5:17 AM UTC
tfw zoloft killed my soul forever
so most of your highschool friends were on antidepressants then, thats odd enough on its own
but you get an effect from them. im surprised after years of going to psychiatrist youve never been on ssri
2019-07-26 at 5:30 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I almost look comatose, who wants to be sober, gross!
I foam like a Doberman, mouth open I overdose
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