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The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-05-31 at 2:41 AM UTCno, geometry sucks. Can't I pray to raj or something?
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2019-05-31 at 2:48 AM UTC
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2019-05-31 at 2:50 AM UTC
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2019-05-31 at 2:54 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietYellow Everyone is nice to Hydromorphone because she's charming and nice.
mmq- Don't jump in front of trains. Go get a job you actually like.
CASPER- 12 steps is not about coming to know God, it's meant to teach you the coping mechanism of lying to yourself that you don't have control over your life and that you need to do what God (((other people))) tell you to do because you can't make your own decisions because you are "powerless" Protip: Nothing could be further from the truth. The truth is that NOTHING has power over you except you. The truth is that whether you like it or not, only you have the power to stay sober or not. If you are powerless over your addiction, then who drug your ass to NA? Who made the decision for you to get sober? Obviously not you because you're powerless, right?
Look, 12 steps is a cult, but it's a useful cult. It keeps millions of people sober. If praying to the prophet Bill W who died to save your sins is what keeps you in line, then you need to do that. I don't care for any of that shit, but I do find AA/NA meetings invaluable. Without it, idk where I would be. The most important thing is to keep going to a room full of people who have similar problems, lines of thinking, and experiences as you, and to talk to them.
But CASPER, I recommend either SMART recovery, or better yet Refuge recovery, which is Buddhist based. I've been to both, and both are very solid. You will probably have to be comfortable meditating for some period of time for Refuge, as the one I went to started with a 20 or 30 minute mediation. SMART recovery has a really good workbook that I have, and I'm looking to get the Refuge book which looks even better. That's what my counselor uses even though Hazelden is 12 step only.
Thats pretty much exactly how i feel. I want to observe, practically, how people have made their lives better. Not better in a "i no longer suck dick for crack" sense, but in a "I was homeless in my car shitting in a home depot bucket, and now i live in West LA selling overpriced Kombucha" sense. I want to know HOW. I can see how 12 steps would be super helpful for someone who is just not super cognizant of their thought processes, but im just constantly evaluating what I think and say and do. I constantly examine my motivations and whether im doing something out of necessity or impulse. I dont doubt ill stay sober (as long as my brain doesnt go all batshit when i get off methadone), but i want to do WELL.
Im not sure what i thought they would provide for me. I guess maybe i was just lonely and wanted to get out of the house. I completey accept the fact that it could be my junkie brain trying to make exceptions for myself bc "im special and i should still be able to get high occasionally", but im pretty sure thats not it.
SMART Recovery sounds right up my alley. Unfortunately, the nearest one is like 20 min away and the NA meeting is right across the street. -
2019-05-31 at 6:52 AM UTCHydromorphone is a stupid cunt
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2019-05-31 at 7:22 AM UTC
80s-90s anime kicks assThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-31 at 7:28 AM UTC
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2019-05-31 at 7:29 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-31 at 7:42 AM UTCand her boyfriend broke §m£ÂgØL's preciousThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-31 at 8:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost You're just mad she took ggg Virginity before you could
Lol.
But to be straight: She did kinda groom him as a minor, she did practically abuse him by inviting him to live with her (classic abuser move to separate you from your family, get you addicted to drugs, make you financially dependent and restricted on the abuser for access to drugs, and a subservient living in shit conditions). §m£ÂgØL was manipulated into believing he was living a "sex drugs and rock and roll" lifestyle for a hot minute before realising his insanely fucked up conditions. His husband and her basically abused a young adult in a fucked up abusive three way relationship in their rape shack by keeping him doped up.
So at the very least, yeah, she's a piece of shit. No, this isn't the story that §m£ÂgØL fed me. Bitch, this is the story that I WATCHED IN MOTION FROM THE INTERNET. I gathered all the Intel I could as it developed. This shit has been fucked up from the start and mother FUCKERS out here are literally lolling around harbouring this incredibly creepy piece of shit like she's a nice person.
She is literally a hugely manipulative cunt. All you gay pussy whipped cucks who suck her dick do not understand how hard you have been manipulated. Maybe she even gave you noods at one point. Hey retards: women use what they have. They have a direct line to your brain through your dick. That adrenaline and testosterone and dopamine starts firing you gay motherfuckers get a tiny little bump in your peepee and she has a fucking joystick to your mind. She will inevitably seduce another one of you dumbasses and move to wherever the hell Sisterfuck, Alabama to be with whatever nerd believes she has a heart of gold next lmao. She is only temporarily homeless because she's dropping lines like crazy. Or she would be if she wasn't already a dumb ass bitch.
She literally has no moral core. You guys have encountered a true ass 100% Certified Grade A Heartless Hoe. It is a rare specimen. Enjoy it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-31 at 8:33 AM UTCwhat makes you think i've got a moral core myself?
and if she'd sent me noods you'd all have seen em by now.
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2019-05-31 at 11:22 AM UTCI need to go buy a car today, nothing special, just something cheap that will get me around till I can secure finance.
I really cba though, I got really nice pollen hash last night and still have some left.
Fuck it imma get high lolololololol
***PROCRASTINATION***
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2019-05-31 at 11:47 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra 80s-90s anime sucks ass
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2019-05-31 at 11:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator Lol.
But to be straight: She did kinda groom him as a minor, she did practically abuse him by inviting him to live with her (classic abuser move to separate you from your family, get you addicted to drugs, make you financially dependent and restricted on the abuser for access to drugs, and a subservient living in shit conditions). §m£ÂgØL was manipulated into believing he was living a "sex drugs and rock and roll" lifestyle for a hot minute before realising his insanely fucked up conditions. His husband and her basically abused a young adult in a fucked up abusive three way relationship in their rape shack by keeping him doped up.
So at the very least, yeah, she's a piece of shit. No, this isn't the story that §m£ÂgØL fed me. Bitch, this is the story that I WATCHED IN MOTION FROM THE INTERNET. I gathered all the Intel I could as it developed. This shit has been fucked up from the start and mother FUCKERS out here are literally lolling around harbouring this incredibly creepy piece of shit like she's a nice person.
She is literally a hugely manipulative cunt. All you gay pussy whipped cucks who suck her dick do not understand how hard you have been manipulated. Maybe she even gave you noods at one point. Hey retards: women use what they have. They have a direct line to your brain through your dick. That adrenaline and testosterone and dopamine starts firing you gay motherfuckers get a tiny little bump in your peepee and she has a fucking joystick to your mind. She will inevitably seduce another one of you dumbasses and move to wherever the hell Sisterfuck, Alabama to be with whatever nerd believes she has a heart of gold next lmao. She is only temporarily homeless because she's dropping lines like crazy. Or she would be if she wasn't already a dumb ass bitch.
She literally has no moral core. You guys have encountered a true ass 100% Certified Grade A Heartless Hoe. It is a rare specimen. Enjoy it.
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2019-05-31 at 12:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator But to be straight: She did kinda groom him as a minor, she did practically abuse him by inviting him to live with her (classic abuser move to separate you from your family, get you addicted to drugs, make you financially dependent and restricted on the abuser for access to drugs, and a subservient living in shit conditions). §m£ÂgØL was manipulated into believing he was living a "sex drugs and rock and roll" lifestyle for a hot minute before realising his insanely fucked up conditions. His husband and her basically abused a young adult in a fucked up abusive three way relationship in their rape shack by keeping him doped up.
Eh, to be fair, you can't really blame Hydro for the fact that §m£ÂgØL had a fucked up and romanticized view of what was basically crustpunk life. He was your pretty stereotypical totse kid who thought train hopping and hitchhiking and gutter life were cool because he'd never actually lived gutter life. Once he lived it for a while, he realized it wasn't for him. Pinning that on hydro is kinda silly. §m£ÂgØL was a naive suburbanite and got a dose of reality.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-31 at 12:59 PM UTCWait, this actually happened?
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2019-05-31 at 1:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by HTS Eh, to be fair, you can't really blame Hydro for the fact that §m£ÂgØL had a fucked up and romanticized view of what was basically crustpunk life. He was your pretty stereotypical totse kid who thought train hopping and hitchhiking and gutter life were cool because he'd never actually lived gutter life. Once he lived it for a while, he realized it wasn't for him. Pinning that on hydro is kinda silly. §m£ÂgØL was a naive suburbanite and got a dose of reality.
intra-rectallyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-31 at 1:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator Lol.
But to be straight: She did kinda groom him as a minor, she did practically abuse him by inviting him to live with her (classic abuser move to separate you from your family, get you addicted to drugs, make you financially dependent and restricted on the abuser for access to drugs, and a subservient living in shit conditions). §m£ÂgØL was manipulated into believing he was living a "sex drugs and rock and roll" lifestyle for a hot minute before realising his insanely fucked up conditions. His husband and her basically abused a young adult in a fucked up abusive three way relationship in their rape shack by keeping him doped up.
So at the very least, yeah, she's a piece of shit. No, this isn't the story that §m£ÂgØL fed me. Bitch, this is the story that I WATCHED IN MOTION FROM THE INTERNET. I gathered all the Intel I could as it developed. This shit has been fucked up from the start and mother FUCKERS out here are literally lolling around harbouring this incredibly creepy piece of shit like she's a nice person.
She is literally a hugely manipulative cunt. All you gay pussy whipped cucks who suck her dick do not understand how hard you have been manipulated. Maybe she even gave you noods at one point. Hey retards: women use what they have. They have a direct line to your brain through your dick. That adrenaline and testosterone and dopamine starts firing you gay motherfuckers get a tiny little bump in your peepee and she has a fucking joystick to your mind. She will inevitably seduce another one of you dumbasses and move to wherever the hell Sisterfuck, Alabama to be with whatever nerd believes she has a heart of gold next lmao. She is only temporarily homeless because she's dropping lines like crazy. Or she would be if she wasn't already a dumb ass bitch.
She literally has no moral core. You guys have encountered a true ass 100% Certified Grade A Heartless Hoe. It is a rare specimen. Enjoy it.
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2019-05-31 at 2:11 PM UTCwhy did you take out jedi? You're a fucking cuck, someone told you to do that and you did it. that's not the infinityshock I know
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2019-05-31 at 2:12 PM UTCI'm a fucking cluck
