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2016-11-30 at 11 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR I also didn't just waste my life away in those years. I ensured that my family will at least have monetary support when I'm gone. I upgraded the house. I payed debt. Lots of shit.
Do you still have your job?
Do you really think you made up for the enormous aggregate cost it took to raise you to the point where you could begin paying it back? You've done no one a favor. "A mother is only as happy as her unhappiest child." You'll only scar them for life, leave them wondering what occurred, never truly being able to understand what drove you to this, wondering whether they could have done anything to [prevent it, why you didn't speak to them about it, ask for help. Anything but their precious child and sibling (do you have siblings?)/relative taking their own life. A that will never heal, hole in their life that will never be filled. Until the day she dies she will look at pictures of you and wonder what happened, what could have been. Of course you will flash through her mind on her death bed, decades from now, decades she had to live with that. You should know that it's a normal part of depression, particularly among the suicidal, to feel no one really cares about you, to feel separate/detached from other people, isolated/alone, feelings of guilt, that people will be better off without you and you're simply a burden to them.
You really should read Why People Die By Suicide, if your rotted and atrophied brain can still manage it. It is an excellent book that will allow the wise and just to see what led to this. You deserve to die. -
2016-11-30 at 11:02 PM UTCclip for clip
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2016-11-30 at 11:18 PM UTCYou never really know how much you need/want something until it's gone. I really hate running out of cannabis (product). Fortunately I can just order online with my debit card and have it delivered in 15-20 minutes.
I love this high CBD stuff, it actually became even better with time, likely due to some shift in CB1 receptors (Bad, too schizomimetic).
Don't give it access to your location, and type in 94111 to see what I have available: [link]https://www.eaze.com[/link]
I could buy this for only $19 after my $20 discount: [link]https://www.eaze.com/products/4645[/link]
Or a 24:1 cartridge to balance out any low-CBD cannabis I may want to try. -
2016-11-30 at 11:28 PM UTCwhy does sativa carry less power thn indica
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2016-12-01 at 12:20 AM UTCMan, I'm fucking Jonesing hard. Fucking winter, 54F/12C is too damn cold to go outside. Drugs are apparently a much stronger motivation for me to go outside compared to food.
Drugs and internet, you're all I need, baby. -
2016-12-01 at 12:21 AM UTCdont take any breakks fukkc that IF ANYTHING at all smokee a tiny bit less enjoy wakee n wakee
if u smokee like eight times a day
lower it to four!
fukkc the tolerance breaks if u a real stoner u cant handle em -
2016-12-01 at 12:47 AM UTCSleep is the only tolerance break you need.
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2016-12-01 at 12:52 AM UTCHuman emotions are really disturbing.
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2016-12-01 at 1:13 AM UTC
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2016-12-01 at 1:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR Do you still have your job?
Yes, 10% unemployment too. 50%+ for my age group. -
2016-12-01 at 1:44 AM UTCUgly
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2016-12-01 at 6:27 AM UTCWell, the urge for drugs was shown to be more powerful than my hiki disposition.
Met up in front of a coffee shop whose wifi I could leech off. First BART (rapid transit) station if you enter from the east (bay), right by the pier and tourist traps, along with a few mediocre sights. Surprisingly fast, despite being 8PM. Smooth transaction as before, just do the exchange, hand over a tip if you want. Even got a nice tote-bag.
You know, as the bag suggests, I think will try posting a referral link along with a review/detailed overview of the process. Free credit is always good.
That 24:1 extract is mellow. If you want something for socialization, sleep/relaxation, something without an excessive psychedelic aspect, a nice body high, muscle relaxation, something for an event you want to be augmented yet avoid overwhelmingness. It's good just by itself.
The 3:1 packs a nice punch and seems to be closer to an ideal ratio of CBD to THC, for me.
I can swap between the two to try to attain an ideal level of what I want.
There's nothing like legalized drugs. Pretending you harvest KGs every few months, it just isn't the same at all.
Did you know we even have cannabis farmer's markets here?! [link]http://www.vice.com/read/are-marijuana-farmers-markets-coming-to-a-city-near-you-326[/link]
C'mon RisiR, admit how jealous you are and I'll stop. Give me another good line to feed my ego, like "I'd kill you for your life."
Before the evaluation I actually drank to ease my nerves, despite only being a video conference, which I've never done before. Afterward, about 2-3 minutes later, I became ridiculously giddy at having succeeded, for an extended period of time. -
2016-12-01 at 2:18 PM UTCFound an ET supplier.
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2016-12-01 at 5:41 PM UTC"Well, the urge for drugs was shown to be more powerful than my hiki disposition."
Normie faggot. Why don't you enjoy a spliff and a couple beers with some people in a bar or club and get a girlfriend that loves you how you are?
Hahaha...
I only said that because you have lost the game of life to the point where you sleep on a bunch of rags and I wish I could sleep in every day and not care about it. Cannabis and its social aspects don't bother me. I don't have to wait 15 minutes to get it ordered, I just stand up and get some. Better quality than the sasquaheena weed they sell you for $40 per G because it's overhyped by some noobs.
I have smoked in closed circles for 15 years and I'd rather avoid it. Which I do.
Be happy as long as the honeymoon phase lasts. I'll smoke long after you decided that some dumb ass nootropic is ACTUALLY THE REAL DEAL. Haha. -
2016-12-01 at 6:10 PM UTCI remember bipolar high roller and gun lover said they bought weed online because they couldn't find any and I never trusted them again
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2016-12-01 at 6:13 PM UTCSometimes I walk around my neighborhood trying to find someone who doesn't sell weed.
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2016-12-01 at 7:01 PM UTCweak willed?
no homie when u litterally get headaches and bacc aches becuz uve been smoking for more then half your lifee and everything else in lifee juss sukkc it really does u dont understand it does make u a real stoner....
people who dont need weed or juss cant get it when they want wont ever understand Bein a Real Stoner and Fiend sorry u cant tell me shit tho. -
2016-12-01 at 9:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Sometimes I walk around my neighborhood trying to find someone who doesn't sell weed.
1 hundo. I can't even walk downstairs without getting high. -
2016-12-01 at 9:52 PM UTCLOL... I just read the rest of your post, Mal.
Farmers markets?! OH MY GOD. Hahahaha... You literally 10 years late buddy. This is hilarious. -
2016-12-01 at 11:07 PM UTCWhat are you talking about?/please clarify.