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2015-09-24 at 7:12 AM UTC
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Also, don't snort a crushed up oxy 80 your first time, malice, you will die, or wish you were dead. The first time I ever took opiates was an oxy 40, and I was pretty much incapacitated and poisoned for 48 hours. Screaming headache, repeated, endless vomiting… Start small, and slow, and try the same dose in different situations to get a feel for the drug. You have all the time in the world, no sense rushing it and having a bad experience.
Nigga' i got so much chronic tolerance, if i take an 80 after a good while of not using i just nod breh. Well, ALMOST, i never quite nod actually unless i lay down and close my eyes when i'm on oxy or something.
But yeah Malice take like 15mg, maybe 20 for your first time. -
2015-09-24 at 7:28 AM UTC
You have an idea of how many problems I have, but you can only see a small fraction of it. At every step of the way, for every action, for every major concept and segment in life, things I can't find satisfying answers for, come to terms with, things that will realistically never change, that we don't have the power to change. The problems that arise with communication and its limitations, human nature, the vast array of factors influencing human behavior, cognition, so many cognitive biases, things in your own life, profound inadequacy, insignificance, limitations in life, the prison of biological reality, wondering how your life has effected your neurological development and whether you can realistically change things to a point that's satisfactory. An inability to just forget for a moment.
I just imagine you sitting in a minimalistic appartment all day wallowing in self pity when you say things like this.After speaking to people do you just obsess over their flaws? Their personal failings, failing to adhere to certain standards, such as open mindedness, impartialness, rationality. Over the habits of their mind, the immense amount of cognitive biases and logical fallacies they engage in, the material they read and the quality of it, their thought processes in analyzing it? The tragic limitations of intelligence that apply to the majority of people and the effects of it?
Adapt or die, people not meeting your expectations? Can't agree with everyone. There are two approaches here, wallow in sadness cause everybody is so stupid, or realize your superiority and act accordingly but don't get cocky. The problem with smart people is that they think they're smarter than everyone else.I'm not sure if this conveys it properly, but I just couldn't stop thinking about. I spent years leaning against a wall, sitting on the stairs, hiding in the bathroom, just fixated on these things, on every problem in the world. I'm genuinely afraid it could destroy me if I was confronted with everything to the fullest extent, even within the time it would take for etizolam to kick in and abort it.
Why do you care so much about the world Malice? I know how i want the world to work and what would make it work well, but it doesn't so it can burn for all i care, i'll take care of myself and the people important to me.3-7g is quite a lot considering the dosage.
Lol yes, that's like 5000 good doses. -
2015-09-24 at 1:57 PM UTCSo I've been trying to quit drinking every day because my needy whore of a gf doesnt like it plus 3rd year university and shit. I make at least $200-500 tax free erryday and need to buy a car but have no license. The people closest to me are the ones that drive me insane. A week or so ago I thought that girl was pregnant (hasnt had her period since august 2nd) so we talked about it, then I got a call so we went to a hotel, me and a guy went out for a smoke and when I got back she was acting weird and I realized she did coke behind my back so the next day I took her to a bridge, threw her purse and coffee off and told her I'll kill her if she tries to keep the baby. Thankfully yesterday she took her 5th or 6th negative pregnancy test. I plan on cheating on her tonight and she already suspects I'm going to and can't stop me so hopefully tomorrow I'll just tell her I cheated so have some self respect and fuck off. I take concerta and oxycontin everyday and of course smoke weed/hash and drink. I've accepted my alcoholism and the physical effects it brings every morning, thankfully I learned how to live with this from my old man back in the day. I live in a pretty nice apartment in a pretty nice area surrounded by asians. I have enough money to buy a good used car and have a bunch left over, put a down payment on a house or potentially get a business off the ground. I got a 5k line of credit I'm going to pay off within a few months of receiving. I literally have no taxable income either, just niggers who are willing to say I have a job. I have 160 or some odd hours of community service to do by the end of the year I've been lying to my PO and saying I've been doing. I'm literally going to register a company before deciding what to do with it. My gf says she never got anxiety (or multiple orgasms) before me and I can't remember the last day where I didn't see her cry.
I need to shit so bad right now right now right now
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2015-09-24 at 1:57 PM UTC0 replies
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2015-09-24 at 1:58 PM UTCfuck yeaaa no floodz in spayse
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2015-09-24 at 3:24 PM UTC
So I've been trying to quit drinking every day because my needy whore of a gf doesnt like it plus 3rd year university and shit. I make at least $200-500 tax free erryday and need to buy a car but have no license. The people closest to me are the ones that drive me insane. A week or so ago I thought that girl was pregnant (hasnt had her period since august 2nd) so we talked about it, then I got a call so we went to a hotel, me and a guy went out for a smoke and when I got back she was acting weird and I realized she did coke behind my back so the next day I took her to a bridge, threw her purse and coffee off and told her I'll kill her if she tries to keep the baby. Thankfully yesterday she took her 5th or 6th negative pregnancy test. I plan on cheating on her tonight and she already suspects I'm going to and can't stop me so hopefully tomorrow I'll just tell her I cheated so have some self respect and fuck off. I take concerta and oxycontin everyday and of course smoke weed/hash and drink. I've accepted my alcoholism and the physical effects it brings every morning, thankfully I learned how to live with this from my old man back in the day. I live in a pretty nice apartment in a pretty nice area surrounded by asians. I have enough money to buy a good used car and have a bunch left over, put a down payment on a house or potentially get a business off the ground. I got a 5k line of credit I'm going to pay off within a few months of receiving. I literally have no taxable income either, just niggers who are willing to say I have a job. I have 160 or some odd hours of community service to do by the end of the year I've been lying to my PO and saying I've been doing. I'm literally going to register a company before deciding what to do with it. My gf says she never got anxiety (or multiple orgasms) before me and I can't remember the last day where I didn't see her cry.
I need to shit so bad right now right now right now
Sounds like you have a healthy relationship with her breh. -
2015-09-24 at 3:28 PM UTCI am tired of waking up with the alcohol shits every morning. Why must I always binge when I have money? I've been drinking pretty much everyday since I've had this job, going on almost two months at this place.
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2015-09-24 at 3:36 PM UTCAt least you're not waking up with the shakes, lol.
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2015-09-24 at 3:41 PM UTCYeah, pretty much. I will eventually if I keep this up though. I've got to cut down on the drinking. If I still had my vape I'd switch to weed, or honestly, if i had a script for ambien I wouldn't be using either. I only drink at night so that I can get to sleep.
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2015-09-24 at 5:23 PM UTC
Yeah, pretty much. I will eventually if I keep this up though. I've got to cut down on the drinking. If I still had my vape I'd switch to weed, or honestly, if i had a script for ambien I wouldn't be using either. I only drink at night so that I can get to sleep.
Go doctor shopping then? -
2015-09-24 at 5:55 PM UTC
fuck yeaaa no floodz in spayse
this post made me lol so hard i coughed up a solid rock of Raid TM insect repellent, which i proceeded to sell -
2015-09-24 at 9:44 PM UTCfuck
I'm trying to flush my hot water heater and I have no idea what I am doing
searching online doesn't help much
Right now I am emptying the whole thing, I guess, got the hose going down the driveway, and its flowing, I got the tap open, pressure valve open, everything is fine. The main water to the house is turned off atm.
so, after it empties, I turn the water supply back on, run water into it and just let it flush out for a couple hours, or what?
Or should I be flushing it out this whole time? -
2015-09-24 at 9:45 PM UTCThe one, ONE time ever that infinityshock might actually be useful for something, and his dumb ass isn't here
or her dumb ass
....yeah, I suspect that infinityshock is female -
2015-09-24 at 9:52 PM UTC
….yeah, I suspect that infinityshock is female
Well he does seem to talk a lot about penises, but i think he's just bicurious. -
2015-09-24 at 10:06 PM UTChe (she) always claimed to be a lesbian....I never flat out asked his (her) sex, but he (she?) often repeated this claim, and not in a joking manner
No matter what infinityshock is, he was a whiz with home repair stuff.
Now that I think about it, definitely a bull dyke thing to be into. -
2015-09-24 at 10:08 PM UTCAnyway, the plastic drain valve was leaking, and I bought a brass cap without a valve. Wondering if that will suffice for now. I guess we will see if it leaks or not.
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2015-09-24 at 10:08 PM UTC
he (she) always claimed to be a lesbian….I never flat out asked his (her) sex, but he (she?) often repeated this claim, and not in a joking manner
No matter what infinityshock is, he was a whiz with home repair stuff.
Now that I think about it, definitely a bull dyke thing to be into.
I must be perpetually misinformed because i have never seen him/her mention it. -
2015-09-24 at 10:17 PM UTCI even saved a quote of his, let me see if I can dig it up:
ok here. this is an actual quote from I think sanctuary, one of two times I saw infinityshock mention it:im a lesbian so technically…
and its the only term that works. 'big phone' sounds stupid.
Some people save PI
I save quotes -
2015-09-24 at 10:23 PM UTCwat
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2015-09-24 at 10:25 PM UTCI was convinced in my mind that he was a he, lemme try to dox him right quick to see if i can get to the bottom of this. Got a general location for me maybe?
