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2015-09-22 at 9:23 PM UTC
I think I'm going to try piracetam or noopept again. The time I had to take etiz I took piracetam beforehand so I've been kinda weary since but it frustrates me that I tend to forget details, important ideas and stuff. I write stuff down sometimes but when I'm peaking it's hard to even work a pen, what comes out is really only marginally articulate. I think a racetam might help with that recall (the more intense trips I've had with piracetam/noopept are the most vivid in my memory).I think I'm going to try piracetam or noopept again. The time I had to take etiz I took piracetam beforehand so I've been kinda weary since but it frustrates me that I tend to forget details, important ideas and stuff. I write stuff down sometimes but when I'm peaking it's hard to even work a pen, what comes out is really only marginally articulate. I think a racetam might help with that recall (the more intense trips I've had with piracetam/noopept are the most vivid in my memory).
What about recording your voice (smartphone)? Oi, hearing yourself rant on psychedelics could be painful, but there may actually be something there. If there isn't actually any merit to your ideas and it only feels that way because you're under the influence, at least you'll know.
Bacopa and PRL-8-53 are the best drugs available for enhancing memory. Maybe something for the nicotinic receptors as well, this could have a very positive effect overall effect on cognition and increase the cerebral qualities of the trip. Processing speed and power, memory, sensory gating, possibly some anxiolysis, concentration. I can't remember everything it effects, but I think those are the main things I've mentioned before that nicotine actually seems to be one of the best supported and strongest cognitive enhancers. I took 50mg of this right and am pretty impressed with the effects, definitely above average effects compared to most nootropics: https://newmind.com/sen12333-3058.htmlhttps://newmind.com/sen12333-3058.html
Hmm, I'm not sure, but I may be experiencing a pronounced effect on the perception of time, which could be due to the above factors.but ended up freaking out and thought I was dying or something so I took some etizolam to bring it down. I kinda regret doing that because I feel like there was something there I could have figured out if I had stuck with it. but ended up freaking out and thought I was dying or something so I took some etizolam to bring it down. I kinda regret doing that because I feel like there was something there I could have figured out if I had stuck with it.
The same thing happened to me with a high dose shroom trip. Do you remember my trip report on Zoklet, "What happens when you fight against ego death and take a beating"? It's really unfortunate because when it occurs it means you're right at the door of an incredibly profound experience. My life could have turned out shockingly different if I had broken through. Of course no one really dies directly from psychedelics, you just have to tell yourself and accept, truly understand and believe, that it's not going to occur, even if it genuinely feels like it, and that feeling this way, this experience, is normal, and the fear will end and be replaced by something wonderful once you break through. Of course it's very difficult to maintain your composure and control, override, your emotions, particularly while under the effects of psychedelics, how they alter your thoughts processes. I'm interested in trying pyrazolam with psychedelics because it may be so selective that you can still have a strong anxiolytic effect while not interfering with the trip. This is why I recommended phenibut, although I remember you told me that while it made the come up much smoother it may not have made much of a difference at the peak due to the intensity, but a higher dose may be able to take care of this. -
2015-09-22 at 10:41 PM UTCReading about neurological differences in the brains of autistics.
Most Autistic People Have Normal Brain Anatomy
http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/neuroskeptic/2014/10/25/autistic-people-normal-brain-anatomy/
Oh god, I hope so. That would be a blessing. What I mean is, if it's a problem with neurotransmitter levels, that's much easier to correct than, say, if certain parts of the brain are much smaller than usual or malformed, connected differently/improperly. Structural differences would be much harder to alter, there would be far more complexity involved, if it was even possible at all; an absolute nightmare. And if treatments were found they may only be usable or (particularly) effective at an early age. -
2015-09-22 at 10:51 PM UTCMalice you write too much about things that don't interest me. Now, realistically there's no reason at all why you should care what interests me, just thought i'd mention it. Now that i think about it, i probably feel like us, you and me, we, could talk about so much more interesting things than bitcoin and nootropics.
Reading about neurological differences in the brains of autistics.
Most Autistic People Have Normal Brain Anatomy
http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/neuroskeptic/2014/10/25/autistic-people-normal-brain-anatomy/
Oh god, I hope so. That would be a blessing. What I mean is, if it's a problem with neurotransmitter levels, that's much easier to correct than, say, if certain parts of the brain are much smaller than usual or malformed, connected differently/improperly. Structural differences would be much harder to alter, there would be far more complexity involved, if it was even possible at all; an absolute nightmare. And if treatments were found they may only be usable or (particularly) effective at an early age.
See this was interesting. Have you ever been diagnosed with autism Malice?
Incidentally, i seriously considered robbing an old person today. I was at the pharmacy to pick up my GF's script when i saw he got three boxes of 37.5mcg/hour fentanyl. I could tell by the color and shape of the boxes. My immediate thought was: I want those. Then i thought, would i feel bad for robbing an old man of his pain medication he's probably getting for terminal illness? I thought maybe... But seeing how he was with another person it would have been too much to deal with without a weapon since i didn't bring my knife. If the guy was alone, i could just hit him in the face first thing, grab him by his throat and tell him to hand over the medicine and phone so that he couldn't call teh police immediately and get the fuck out. But there was CCTV in the pharmacy and i'm pretty sure he saw me there waiting, so all he'd have to do is tell the police that and they would have requested the footage of the pharmacy to identify me and that would be that so i decided against it. -
2015-09-22 at 11:19 PM UTC^ Thats awful to rob someone who didnt deserve it, fuck, find mymother and liberate her of her roxi script and Id be happy that she doesnt have them and someone, anyone but her does. Id never sink so low as to do that tosomeone, because Iknow what its like living in chronic pain, but by allmeans if they have it coming, do it. I was so happy to hear my mother got fucked over in a deal where she fronted (by her own sack of shit family non the less).
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2015-09-22 at 11:32 PM UTC
^ Thats awful to rob someone who didnt deserve it, fuck, find mymother and liberate her of her roxi script and Id be happy that she doesnt have them and someone, anyone but her does. Id never sink so low as to do that tosomeone, because Iknow what its like living in chronic pain, but by allmeans if they have it coming, do it. I was so happy to hear my mother got fucked over in a deal where she fronted (by her own sack of shit family non the less).
The point is not what someone else deserves the point is getting what i want. When i worked as a pharm tech a while ago i was taking diazepams, tramadol and k-pins by the shitload. It was good because i had access to the computer system so i just changed the supply in the database and no one was ever any the wiser.
Anyway, my empathy/sympathy is selective and i didn't end up doing it in the end so i deserve +1 alignment to lawful good. -
2015-09-22 at 11:36 PM UTCusually the people who deserve to be robbed are the hardest to rob
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2015-09-23 at 12:03 AM UTCNigga, you never gonna be close to being lawful good. Lawful good folks dont fucking come to places like this! Youd probably be chaotic neutral or chaotic evil.. In reality, Id peg the majority of this community as being chatotic neutral. Ive had the opportunity to steal large amounts of opiates, but Im not that sort of person. Now, if they deserved it, Id been high as fuck for a very long time. I actually managed my dilly binges for a long while by manipulating manipulators.. it wasnt easy to do because its not in my nature, I really hate lying, but the fact the money wasnt in their pocket made it worth while. At one point I thought they were gonna catch on and it seemed impossible to squeeze the money out of them without giving my location up, so I was gonna find someone, anyone to get it rather their fucking asses keeping it. Mike, youre right about the people deserving it being the hardest to rob, that is typically the case. Niggers know theyre niggers.
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2015-09-23 at 1 AM UTC
Incidentally, i seriously considered robbing an old person today. I was at the pharmacy to pick up my GF's script when i saw he got three boxes of 37.5mcg/hour fentanyl. I could tell by the color and shape of the boxes. My immediate thought was: I want those. Then i thought, would i feel bad for robbing an old man of his pain medication he's probably getting for terminal illness? I thought maybe… But seeing how he was with another person it would have been too much to deal with without a weapon since i didn't bring my knife. If the guy was alone, i could just hit him in the face first thing, grab him by his throat and tell him to hand over the medicine and phone so that he couldn't call teh police immediately and get the fuck out. But there was CCTV in the pharmacy and i'm pretty sure he saw me there waiting, so all he'd have to do is tell the police that and they would have requested the footage of the pharmacy to identify me and that would be that so i decided against it.
That's pretty damn scummy, bro. Not that it bothers me, I'm just going by how it's generally going to be perceived by most people. This is the kind of thing that would be expected of a nigger. If you were to get caught for that and word got out you could get beaten or raped in prison, or at least you would if you didn't live in a region with the pansiest prison system around and some of the pansiest people (East Asians would probably beat you on that due to their nature).
Well, just the beating part, I don't think that would be necessary. It's an old person, just grab them and run, unless you're so out of shape and such a poor runner that you don't feel confident in your ability. Although, there are substances that significantly increase physical performance you could take to compensate for that, but you wouldn't have time for them to kick in in a situation like that, unless you snorted a stimulant (The risk of death from sprinting on this combined with the adrenaline/NE release from the psychological impact of the situation would likely be insignificant without a serious relevant health condition.). You could even make a nasal spray for situations like this, a combination of pyrazolam and 2-FMA would be pretty cool, and amusing if you actually used it for this (god mode activated).
They would probably just have them replaced, so it's not like they would lose anything, just be inconvenienced and shaken up; not much to feel guilty about solely from the theft. If you really want opiates that badly, why not just buy heroin? Is it cheap in your region? I've seen some surprisingly cheap sources on darknet markets, I think I may have seen some from your area that were particularly affordable, but didn't ship to the US.The point is not what someone else deserves the point is getting what i want. When i worked as a pharm tech a while ago i was taking diazepams, tramadol and k-pins by the shitload. It was good because i had access to the computer system so i just changed the supply in the database and no one was ever any the wiser.
Did you ever think about an inside job, using your insider information to pull off a mass theft? Were there any good opportunities, strategies, you identified? Imagine how much money you could make selling them on a darknet market.
Have you ever thought about travelling to a place like Afghanistan and buying heroin in bulk straight from the source, then smuggling it back? Even with very large amounts I think there are techniques you could use to mail it back to yourself that would avoid all methods of detection. Or you could body pack it, put it in a condom and insert it up your ass. Once again, the potential profit from selling on the Darknet would be immense. Even a relatively small initial investment could yield you an enormous return that could be used to expand your operation.
Another idea that crossed my mind related to you: Imagine if you kidnapped or took in runaway attractive lolis, street children, or children in abusive situations, orphanages, in fucked up places, impoverished, dysfunctional, and crime ridden sections of Eastern Europe, then groomed them, psychologically conditioned them, for sex. This would be used for opening a darknet webcam show where you could be tipped in cryptocurrency. To make it better, you could give them a power aphrodisiac like this: www.ceretropic.com/pt-141/
Or GHB, to make them really want it. Muscle relaxers would also make things much easier for them. In this situation you would treat them nicely and keep them healthy, unlike the people that usually do this kind of thing. It would create a very rare product, girls that aren't being abused, that are genuinely healthy and happy, want to participate, and it's very difficult to hide genuine suffering, to mask that they don't actually want to do this and that they aren't any of things they pretend to be (healthy, happy). Happy, healthy, attractive/White, bubbly/cute/energetic/flirtatious personalities, who had been trained to give good sex performances, learned various techniques and positions, were able to take it well, and participated in threesomes with other girls?
Due to the nature of this there seems to be high demand from the small market, and this style of business could draw in much more people than normal, people who may have been marginally interested but avoided it due to the shady nature of these sites and the abuse that occurs, worried about possible legal repercussions, but the barriers to entry, the relatively small amount of people willing and capable of doing this, unmet demand driving up prices. Particularly for the high quality that would be provided, possibly something at a level that has never been seen before. The amount of money that could be made would me unimaginable.
You have coding skills, are a natural hebe/lolicon, and have the kind mental profile that would be needed with regards to your sense of morality. I am capable of being evil incarnate and have a vast autistic data bank, information and the ability to identify, acquire, and properly analyze high quality information, particularly on the relevant subjects of psychological manipulation/analysis, and understanding of the human mind, particularly the dark aspects most are unwilling to learn about and accept, marketing genius, and would be perfect for drawing customers online, along with creating the plans and helping with the initial acquisition, setting up the structure of the business. It would be too difficult to do it alone, and finding someone genuinely willing to actually go through with something of this nature, someone you could trust to not betray you, blab about it (I have no desire to and literally talk to no one.), and actually possessing the competency required to adhere to proper safety protocols and evade law enforcement (I am extremely cautious and an INTJ, a "mastermind" strategist personality/mental profile, seeing an immense number of possibilities and solutions, along with understanding police tactics and how to negate them.), would be unimaginably rare. We could both take turns performing, I would do it solely for the money, since it would be unrealistic to expect that much sex from one person, enhancing ourselves with drugs like viagra to maintain the fullest erections, along with substances to greatly reduce the refractory period and delay ejaculation.
Have you read abut the camwhore business? How there are buildings set up specifically for this where they rent space? This AMA from a Romanian girl was very good: https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/2bxvgm/iama_cam_girl_working_in_a_semilegal_studio_in
I'm using it as an example of how the industry evolved and how feasible it would be to adapt this model to our purposes. -
2015-09-23 at 1:27 AM UTC
That's pretty damn scummy, bro. Not that it bothers me, I'm just going by how it's generally going to be perceived by most people. This is the kind of thing that would be expected of a nigger. If you were to get caught for that and word got out you could get beaten or raped in prison, or at least you would if you didn't live in a region with the pansiest prison system around and some of the pansiest people (East Asians would probably beat you on that due to their nature).
Well, just the beating part, I don't think that would be necessary. It's an old person, just grab them and run, unless you're so out of shape and such a poor runner that you don't feel confident in your ability. Although, there are substances that significantly increase physical performance you could take to compensate for that, but you wouldn't have time for them to kick in in a situation like that, unless you snorted a stimulant (The risk of death from sprinting on this combined with the adrenaline/NE release from the psychological impact of the situation would likely be insignificant without a serious relevant health condition.). You could even make a nasal spray for situations like this, a combination of pyrazolam and 2-FMA would be pretty cool, and amusing if you actually used it for this (god mode activated).
They would probably just have them replaced, so it's not like they would lose anything, just be inconvenienced and shaken up; not much to feel guilty about solely from the theft. If you really want opiates that badly, why not just buy heroin? Is it cheap in your region? I've seen some surprisingly cheap sources on darknet markets, I think I may have seen some from your area that were particularly affordable, but didn't ship to the US.
I'd just sue all the heroin myself and yeah it's cheap. 30 bucks a gram.Did you ever think about an inside job, using your insider information to pull off a mass theft? Were there any good opportunities, strategies, you identified? Imagine how much money you could make selling them on a darknet market.
Yes, would have needed a small crew for that was not feasible at the time.Have you ever thought about travelling to a place like Afghanistan and buying heroin in bulk straight from the source, then smuggling it back? Even with very large amounts I think there are techniques you could use to mail it back to yourself that would avoid all methods of detection. Or you could body pack it, put it in a condom and insert it up your ass. Once again, the potential profit from selling on the Darknet would be immense. Even a relatively small initial investment could yield you an enormous return that could be used to expand your operation.
Lol fuck that.Another idea that crossed my mind related to you: Imagine if you kidnapped or took in runaway attractive lolis, street children, or children in abusive situations, orphanages, in fucked up places, impoverished, dysfunctional, and crime ridden sections of Eastern Europe, then groomed them, psychologically conditioned them, for sex. This would be used for opening a darknet webcam show where you could be tipped in cryptocurrency. To make it better, you could give them a power aphrodisiac like this: www.ceretropic.com/pt-141/
Or GHB, to make them really want it. Muscle relaxers would also make things much easier for them. In this situation you would treat them nicely and keep them healthy, unlike the people that usually do this kind of thing. It would create a very rare product, girls that aren't being abused, that are genuinely healthy and happy, want to participate, and it's very difficult to hide genuine suffering, to mask that they don't actually want to do this and that they aren't any of things they pretend to be (healthy, happy). Happy, healthy, attractive/White, bubbly/cute/energetic/flirtatious personalities, who had been trained to give good sex performances, learned various techniques and positions, were able to take it well, and participated in threesomes with other girls?
My evil strike fails me when it comes to little girls, i'd be down to groom some cute east bloc lolis, and maybe give them a better life, and get laid in the process. But i could never give them drugs, or have them do a webcam show unless they were absolutely sure they'd want to do that themselves. I'd keep the cutest loli for myself though, because i'd get jelly otherwise lol. Man imagine that though a harem of lolis. That would be awesome.Due to the nature of this there seems to be high demand from the small market, and this style of business could draw in much more people than normal, people who may have been marginally interested but avoided it due to the shady nature of these sites and the abuse that occurs, worried about possible legal repercussions, but the barriers to entry, the relatively small amount of people willing and capable of doing this, unmet demand driving up prices. Particularly for the high quality that would be provided, possibly something at a level that has never been seen before. The amount of money that could be made would me unimaginable.
Believe it or not there are operations like these in existence where the girls aren't forced, get paid and the quality is supreme. It's the only kind of content of this nature i enjoy, with the exception of homemade vids by the girls themselves.You have coding skills, are a natural hebe/lolicon, and have the kind mental profile that would be needed with regards to your sense of morality.
Yes i have limited coding skills, python coding skills. Web dev is done in PHP/HTML/Javascript/MySQL I'll probably get vanned eventually even though everything that would be going on would be with mutual consent.I am capable of being evil incarnate and have a vast autistic data bank, information and the ability to identify, acquire, and properly analyze high quality information, particularly on the relevant subjects of psychological manipulation/analysis, and understanding of the human mind, particularly the dark aspects most are unwilling to learn about and accept, marketing genius, and would be perfect for drawing customers online, along with creating the plans and helping with the initial acquisition, setting up the structure of the business. It would be too difficult to do it alone, and finding someone genuinely willing to actually go through with something of this nature, someone you could trust to not betray you, blab about it (I have no desire to and literally talk to no one.), and actually possessing the competency required to adhere to proper safety protocols and evade law enforcement (I am extremely cautious and an INTJ, a "mastermind" strategist personality/mental profile, seeing an immense number of possibilities and solutions, along with understanding police tactics and how to negate them.), would be unimaginably rare. We could both take turns performing, I would do it solely for the money, since it would be unrealistic to expect that much sex from one person, enhancing ourselves with drugs like viagra to maintain the fullest erections, along with substances to greatly reduce the refractory period and delay ejaculation.
Lol Malice, are you proposing we go into the childporn business together? You're not even a hebe though, asexual even by your own admission why would you wanna' bang a loli? What's more, we'd need at least over 9000 dollars to get started. Think about equipment, think about the time needed to find these girls. Also, Gonna' have to learn their language, because i can't imagine a 9yo Belarussian speaking English. Then we'd need a place for them/us to stay, money to provide for them etc. Kids are expensive breh even if you're whoring them out for cryptocoin(That sounds so wrong lol).
Also Malice, not to be a dick but i don't think you'd handle little girls well, do you ever talk to them? So you know what they want? What they think about? What they need? How careful you need to be not to hurt them when you're trying to get romantically involved with them ope to the idea of sex etc.Have you read abut the camwhore business? How there are buildings set up specifically for this where they rent space? This AMA from a Romanian girl was very good: https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/commen...egal_studio_in
I'm using it as an example of how the industry evolved and how feasible it would be to adapt this model to our purposes.
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2015-09-23 at 1:58 AM UTC
Believe it or not there are operations like these in existence where the girls aren't forced, get paid and the quality is supreme. It's the only kind of content of this nature i enjoy, with the exception of homemade vids by the girls themselves.
How old are they? I wasn't serious about this, I just enjoy developing crazy schemes. I hate dealing with people, so this would be an awful fit for me.But i could never give them drugs, or have them do a webcam show unless they were absolutely sure they'd want to do that themselves.
You're too soft for this anyway, I should have known. I think they would want to take something like PT-141, it's perfectly safe and would make the experience far more enjoyable.
What about a similar idea, except we become the first people in history to create genuine snuff films? We could even livestream it and take requests for what to do to them, how to torture them. There are many fake snuff films, but AFAIK there may not have ever been a proven case where someone was torturing and killing people without their consent with the specific purpose of making money from this.
You know, that gives an idea...Have you seen those videos where third worlders, children/people from India and Africa get paid to say and do silly things? Imagine if there was a darknet service with a similar concept, except people could request illegal activities, along with having an escrow service to ensure they don't get paid unless they actually do it and so that the buyer isn't able to go back on their word, doesn't have to be blindly trusted. It probably wouldn't cost much to hire a group of Africans to massacre a town, or kidnap some people and record their torture, do whatever you request them to, then send the video to you, or even livestream it if they can. The cost to buy human labor, the amount desperate and evil people in these regions would request to perform these acts, is so low you could unleash unimaginable chaos to the world. "$500 to detonate this (chemical) bomb in a crowded location." "$X to poison a water source." With detailed instructions for everything they would need. It could lead to users competing with each other to produce the most diabolical and ingenious plans, assassinations that would cause enormous political instability, maybe even taking out CEOs, entire sections of high level management during meetings, or committing other acts, bombings, that would cause immense damage to them, and shorting the stock beforehand. It's similar to a concept that has was thought of a long time ago, assassination markets, but no one has actually created a successful one yet. -
2015-09-23 at 1:59 AM UTCany of u try dmaa
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2015-09-23 at 2:16 AM UTC
You know, that gives an idea…Have you seen those videos where third worlders, children/people from India and Africa get paid to say and do silly things? Imagine if there was a darknet service with a similar concept, except people could request illegal activities, along with having an escrow service to ensure they don't get paid unless they actually do it and so that the buyer isn't able to go back on their word, doesn't have to be blindly trusted. It probably wouldn't cost much to hire a group of Africans to massacre a town, or kidnap some people and record their torture, do whatever you request them to, then send the video to you, or even livestream it if they can. The cost to buy human labor, the amount desperate and evil people in these regions would request to perform these acts, is so low you could unleash unimaginable chaos to the world. "$500 to detonate this (chemical) bomb in a crowded location." "$X to poison a water source." With detailed instructions for everything they would need. It could lead to users competing with each other to produce the most diabolical and ingenious plans, assassinations that would cause enormous political instability, maybe even taking out CEOs, entire sections of high level management during meetings, or committing other acts, bombings, that would cause immense damage to them, and shorting the stock beforehand. It's similar to a concept that has was thought of a long time ago, assassination markets, but no one has actually created a successful one yet.
Ever hear of 'smart contracts'? I think that they could possibly revolutionize crime.
I'm not like you, malice, who posts all the relevant info here for our ease of perusal
I'm gonna make you niggers work for it
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2015-09-23 at 2:20 AM UTC
How old are they? I wasn't serious about this, I just enjoy developing crazy schemes. I hate dealing with people, so this would be an awful fit for me.
About 11 and up, but i've seen younger.You're too soft for this anyway, I should have known.
Go fuck yourself. Being nice, is good when it comes to lolis.What about a similar idea, except we become the first people in history to create genuine snuff films? We could even livestream it and take requests for what to do to them, how to torture them. There are many fake snuff films, but AFAIK there may not have ever been a proven case where someone was torturing and killing people without their consent with the specific purpose of making money from this.
I'll fucking murder you for calling me soft, faggot. Obviously you've not been on the deepweb as much as you're supposed to, there's snuff on demand, you pay in cryptocoin, then a random person from the chat gets selected as director and gets to tell the murderer what to do to the victim. Much death, very torture, wow.You know, that gives an idea…Have you seen those videos where third worlders, children/people from India and Africa get paid to say and do silly things? Imagine if there was a darknet service with a similar concept, except people could request illegal activities, along with having an escrow service to ensure they don't get paid unless they actually do it and so that the buyer isn't able to go back on their word, doesn't have to be blindly trusted. It probably wouldn't cost much to hire a group of Africans to massacre a town, or kidnap some people and record their torture, do whatever you request them to, then send the video to you, or even livestream it if they can
Lol read above.. The cost to buy human labor, the amount desperate and evil people in these regions would request to perform these acts, is so low you could unleash unimaginable chaos to the world. "$500 to detonate this (chemical) bomb in a crowded location." "$X to poison a water source." With detailed instructions for everything they would need. It could lead to users competing with each other to produce the most diabolical and ingenious plans, assassinations that would cause enormous political instability, maybe even taking out CEOs, entire sections of high level management during meetings, or committing other acts, bombings, that would cause immense damage to them, and shorting the stock beforehand. It's similar to a concept that has was thought of a long time ago, assassination markets, but no one has actually created a successful one yet.
Calm down Malice. Also, what good are all these schemes of yours when you're never going to act on them? -
2015-09-23 at 3:38 AM UTC" Waking lucid dream". I remember reading about a study done on the brain activity of people on psychedelics, I think it was psilocin specifically, and this is how they described the state they were in. What if eventually, with something like transcranial stimulation, you could trigger and remain in this state as long as you wanted.
You could live out the rest of your life in your own mind, a world of fantasies you've created. Then I wouldn't need to actually accomplish anything IRL, it could all occur in my mind, a perfect world.
I feel like I may be living out Shinji's crisis in Evangelion. I have a feeling one day I'm going to have a psychedelic trip that will be similar to series. -
2015-09-23 at 3:46 AM UTCyeah, malice, the more schemes you act on, the more you avoid having adrenaline , incompetence, overreach, or inexperience be a factor in the enterprise failing. Of course, start small, and diversify if you think the risk is worth it. And, of course, the biggest advice I can give you....never tell anyone anything, ever, if it's something you want to hide. Eh, I guess you could even attempt to act alone, now that the darknet exists you could deal with a potential customer base anonymously.
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2015-09-23 at 4:56 AM UTC
What about recording your voice (smartphone)? Oi, hearing yourself rant on psychedelics could be painful, but there may actually be something there. If there isn't actually any merit to your ideas and it only feels that way because you're under the influence, at least you'll know.
That's a good idea, I'll try it next time. I'm usually better at talking than writing anyway so imaginably that will carry over. I'm sure a good chunk of what I experience is just nonsense or stuff that only makes sense when I'm tripping but some of it is, empirically, gold. I think I wrote once about waking up the day after a trip to GPU code that worked really well which I couldn't have written afterwards. That was the most interesting but I've had several incidents of just jerkoff code I wrote for kicks which tripping (I write random little tidbits now and then without any particular purpose, in any state of mind, they're usually mildly interesting to me but nothing worth writing home about) that ended up being a lot more profound than what I churn out at the dayjob or whatever. And most the time I can't really focus enough or I'm just not at a keyboard to type so a majority of stuff I think of just goes out the window. Don't think I could dictate a program by voice but I could probably word-vomit enough of it to be recognizable on the other side.Bacopa and PRL-8-53 are the best drugs available for enhancing memory. Maybe something for the nicotinic receptors as well, this could have a very positive effect overall effect on cognition and increase the cerebral qualities of the trip. Processing speed and power, memory, sensory gating, possibly some anxiolysis, concentration. I can't remember everything it effects, but I think those are the main things I've mentioned before that nicotine actually seems to be one of the best supported and strongest cognitive enhancers. I took 50mg of this right and am pretty impressed with the effects, definitely above average effects compared to most nootropics: https://newmind.com/sen12333-3058.ht...2333-3058.html
Hmm, I'm not sure, but I may be experiencing a pronounced effect on the perception of time, which could be due to the above factors.
I was taking bacopa when I had my first trip, the one that was the most fun in a traditional sense. No idea if there's a causative relationship there but probably worth trying again since supplements are dirt cheap.The same thing happened to me with a high dose shroom trip. Do you remember my trip report on Zoklet, "What happens when you fight against ego death and take a beating"?
I don't, any chance you have a wayback machine link to it? I'd love to read it, I've definitely had that particular experience and would love to hear what your reaction was.It's really unfortunate because when it occurs it means you're right at the door of an incredibly profound experience. My life could have turned out shockingly different if I had broken through.
Why haven't you tried again? Sure it can be scary or uncomfortable sometimes but it seems like you understand the objective lack of risk and what you stand to gain. It's not like you back out once and can never go back, you know something now that you didn't before. Come join me in exploring the mysteries of the universe or your mind or some shit. It's dumb essentialist thinking like that will fuck up a good trip, no door is closed to you if only you can learn to be unafraid.Of course no one really dies directly from psychedelics, you just have to tell yourself and accept, truly understand and believe, that it's not going to occur, even if it genuinely feels like it, and that feeling this way, this experience, is normal, and the fear will end and be replaced by something wonderful once you break through. Of course it's very difficult to maintain your composure and control, override, your emotions, particularly while under the effects of psychedelics, how they alter your thoughts processes. I'm interested in trying pyrazolam with psychedelics because it may be so selective that you can still have a strong anxiolytic effect while not interfering with the trip. This is why I recommended phenibut, although I remember you told me that while it made the come up much smoother it may not have made much of a difference at the peak due to the intensity, but a higher dose may be able to take care of this.
Yeah, next trip is going to be piracetam and phenibut about an hour before dropping. Ordered more bacopa but as I recall effects aren't really observed until you're deep into a cycle so probably a no-op there. Might be a while though until I try it, my dad's in the hospital and I'm more fucked up over it than I thought I'd be, not the right headspace to trip in. Dissociatives on the other hand... -
2015-09-23 at 9 AM UTCDoes anyone have a wayback to IWDs ''stupid noob'' thread, I was up until 6 in the morning reading all 37 pages of IWD flipping shit, writing something like 100,000 words that rizzo should be demodded, best thread ever
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2015-09-23 at 1:53 PM UTC
Does anyone have a wayback to IWDs ''stupid noob'' thread, I was up until 6 in the morning reading all 37 pages of IWD flipping shit, writing something like 100,000 words that rizzo should be demodded, best thread ever
Why was IWD mad at Rizzo? Rizzo wasn't even a hardliner as far as moderation is concerned. -
2015-09-23 at 2:58 PM UTC
Why was IWD mad at Rizzo? Rizzo wasn't even a hardliner as far as moderation is concerned.
Rizzo sent IWD's gigantic meth posts to the University that IWD was going to attend, and got his application denied as a result and had to settle for online college instead. -
2015-09-23 at 3:17 PM UTC
Rizzo sent IWD's gigantic meth posts to the University that IWD was going to attend, and got his application denied as a result and had to settle for online college instead.
pwnd
This is why you never share PI with anyone and make sure no one can find any either.
