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2015-09-21 at 11:35 PM UTC
A gay man or a straight man? Because if it's the former tell her she's going to need to practice taking it up the ass.
Hmm, actually, imagine if you manipulated her by genuinely trying to seem like you wanted to help her decide whether this was what she really wanted, help her transition. You could suggest she meet with you in private and dress up as a man. Then, of course, that would lead to pretending to have gay sex.
Imagine how good the taboo would make the experience. Or at the very least it give you a hilarious memory for the rest of your life.
Reminds me of that one gender confused character from Steins Gate Urushibara Ruka.
Is it a boy? Is it a girl?
Turns out it's a boy. I like no tits and loli features though, i'm so confused... -
2015-09-21 at 11:37 PM UTC
A gay man or a straight man? Because if it's the former tell her she's going to need to practice taking it up the ass.
Hmm, actually, imagine if you manipulated her by genuinely trying to seem like you wanted to help her decide whether this was what she really wanted, help her transition. You could suggest she meet with you in private and dress up as a man. Then, of course, that would lead to pretending to have gay sex.
Imagine how good the taboo would make the experience. Or at the very least it give you a hilarious memory for the rest of your life.
That's genius, I'm going to suggest it now. I'm already doing the manipulation bit by pretending I want to help her when really it's just amusing me. -
2015-09-22 at 12:06 AM UTCHere's another idea: Even if she says she still feels like she likes men, convince her to explore her sexuality and experiment with flirting with women while dressed as a man. Tell her many people don't realize they're gay until later in life or until they actually try it. Then somehow convince her to let you watch, and work that into a threesome once they're hot and bothered, or you could at least whip it out and start jerking off and they probably wouldn't stop you. Or you could just plant a hidden camera or hide in the closet when you know when and where they're going to do it. If she isn't ready or doesn't want to come out to her parents, she thinks/knows they won't approve, offer to let her use your place for privacy and tell her you'll go out somewhere for a few hours when she needs to use it. This will make it so much easier.
You'll have the opportunity many dream of but few actually get. Think about, how many people do you think actually get a golden opportunity like this, fake internet stories aside? It's like winning the lottery. -
2015-09-22 at 12:10 AM UTCMalice with your brain you could go far.
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2015-09-22 at 1:43 AM UTCYOU KNOW WHAT I FUCKING HATE!?
[SIZE=6]7 MINUTE FLOOD CONTROL ON REDDIT[/SIZE] -
2015-09-22 at 1:45 AM UTCI love the level of degeneracy and amorality here. That we can discuss it and know it isn't meant to be satirical or a form of shock comedy, but that we actually want to go through with this, is very nice, and highly amusing.
God I hope you succeed. I'm chuckling at the thought of you actually doing this. -
2015-09-22 at 1:45 AM UTC[SIZE=72px]FUCK[/SIZE]
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2015-09-22 at 1:46 AM UTC[size=7]FLOOD[/size]
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2015-09-22 at 1:46 AM UTC[size=7]CONTROL[/size]
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2015-09-22 at 1:59 AM UTCI think that may only happen when you've been downvoted too much on that subreddit. They may have other algorithms or enhancements that effect this that I'm not aware of.
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2015-09-22 at 2:18 AM UTC
Probably becos it raises estrogen levels (srs).
like just a little bit, or what?
am I going to grow tits -
2015-09-22 at 2:31 AM UTC
I think that may only happen when you've been downvoted too much on that subreddit. They may have other algorithms or enhancements that effect this that I'm not aware of.
I've never been downvoted. I'm using my psychopathic powers of manipulation for good today and talking people out of suicide. It's a fun exercise. -
2015-09-22 at 4:23 AM UTC
I remember the first time I took shrooms I had an unstoppable surge of rapid thoughts, a constant stream of them. Afterward my brain had a very distinct worn out feeling I had never felt before that reminded me a lot of muscle soreness that can occur after intensive physical exercise, lifting weights.
Yeah, almost every trip I've had has left me feeling very mentally tired, often physically too since I tend to move around a lot, tensing muscles or just kinda moving around to see what it feels like.What are your doses usually like? Are you being a pansy and using them gingerly? Any plans to experiment with high dose trips? I'm only joking, I certainly wouldn't fault you for apprehension since I understand what can occur and have rarely tripped due to my experiences having often been negative and being terrified of what my mind may be able to produce. Good idea to build experience and become fully familiar with the level experiences first, but my word can you get fascinating experiences at high level doses and with more potent substances. I'd love to read a detailed trip report by you to know what the experience is generally like for you.
http://www.shroomery.org/9067/What-d...s-Lvl-1-5-mean
The highest dose I've taken is 375ug, lowest 150, the mean is probably a little under 300. My first experience was at 250ug which was probably a little too high for a first time, it happened because I ordered that much but was too much of a pussy to take it for a few weeks and then when I did I forgot how much the quantity was. It was only afterwards that I looked up the quantity but to this day it was the most pleasurable trip I've had.
Based on that link I've had two trips that reached level 5, the rest either 3 or 4, only once have I had an experience that was just I would call just "stoned". The first time I totally lost any sense of time I wasn't ready for it, it got pretty dark, I couldn't really see anything because the hallucination was a more powerful visual signal of what I was looking at. I saw a pyramid made of bones, a kind of abstract pattern that looks like it looks when you press your hand too hard against a plasma monitor (very distinct though, not just any pattern), and teeth, molars, of a child I think. Those three things have been a recurrent theme in every deep trip I've had since. I'm not some new age pussy of course but I'm thinking they tie into a repressed memory somehow, there's definitely a sensation of childhood. In all my memories before being 7 or so the dominant component is confusion, I just remember being confused a lot, and that same kind of confusion is what marks these three themes. In that first super-intense trip I tried to bear with it for a while but ended up freaking out and thought I was dying or something so I took some etizolam to bring it down. I kinda regret doing that because I feel like there was something there I could have figured out if I had stuck with it.
One interesting thing is that while I describe all three of those recurring elements as kind of a visual thing they're not. I'm pretty auditory/non-visual just in the day-to-day and it comes through in that my psychedelic experiences are like that, always words or pre-words and sounds, not particularly visual. Like I see visuals now and then of course, but the dominant mode is auditory. There's actually this one sound that's persistent across the whole experience, it's almost a pair of pure tones but there's something else in it too, like a really low frequency oscillation of the amplitude of both tones. Sounds like something out of a Boards of Canada song. I've tried to synthesize it from memory since it's pretty simple but no dice, probably just a perception I can only have under the influence.
I think I'm going to try piracetam or noopept again. The time I had to take etiz I took piracetam beforehand so I've been kinda weary since but it frustrates me that I tend to forget details, important ideas and stuff. I write stuff down sometimes but when I'm peaking it's hard to even work a pen, what comes out is really only marginally articulate. I think a racetam might help with that recall (the more intense trips I've had with piracetam/noopept are the most vivid in my memory).
re:showering on the comeup, I actually have before. Felt nice but I felt uncomfortably hot for a bit afterwards. Temperature control seems to be kinda wonky in general under the influence of psychedelics but I do think being too hot is better than being too cold. My first trip, at the peak, I curled up under a blanket listening to music and had the distinct sensation of being too hot but it was like when you have a fever, you realize you're uncomfortably warm but you still want to get warmer but not in the unpleasant fever way, I was under the impression my spirit or soul or something was in some kind of purifying fire and it was a kind of tactile pleasantness that I liked. Sometimes worry about overheating though, could probably do some brain damage in the absence of normal homeostatic impulses. -
2015-09-22 at 5:55 AM UTC
That's genius, I'm going to suggest it now. I'm already doing the manipulation bit by pretending I want to help her when really it's just amusing me.
Ah, I overlooked this, but if she feels she's a gay man trapped in a woman's body it'll probably work better if you pretend to be gay yourself. Since she's being open with you about this you can use it as an opening to talk to her about how you've been questioning your own sexuality, or even flat out coming to terms with being gay, and make up a story for this, how you've come to realize you are or might be gay, past events/experiences in your life. Maybe you could even try to blame your breakup on this, you didn't realize it at the time but deep down the reason was because you really wanted a man to love. Then eventually you could confess to her that if she was a man you think she might be perfect for you/you might be willing to try a relationship again, and that this feels like a sign. Then suggest she practices dressing and role playing as a man while she's at your place, that way you can learn what it might be like to be in a relationship with a man, and she can learn as well, but as a gay transgendered man instead of woman. Then, of course, pretend gay buttsex.
Got a nice anti-anhedonic memantine sweet spot effect and this scenario is funny as fuck. This will be legendary if you pull it off. -
2015-09-22 at 6 AM UTCHow much memantine are you taking these days?
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2015-09-22 at 6:02 AM UTC
The first time I totally lost any sense of time I wasn't ready for it, it got pretty dark, I couldn't really see anything because the hallucination was a more powerful visual signal of what I was looking at. I saw a pyramid made of bones, a kind of abstract pattern that looks like it looks when you press your hand too hard against a plasma monitor (very distinct though, not just any pattern), and teeth, molars, of a child I think. Those three things have been a recurrent theme in every deep trip I've had since. I'm not some new age pussy of course but I'm thinking they tie into a repressed memory somehow, there's definitely a sensation of childhood. In all my memories before being 7 or so the dominant component is confusion, I just remember being confused a lot, and that same kind of confusion is what marks these three themes. In that first super-intense trip I tried to bear with it for a while but ended up freaking out and thought I was dying or something so I took some etizolam to bring it down. I kinda regret doing that because I feel like there was something there I could have figured out if I had stuck with it.
Cool, regression to childhood memories and reliving experiences from that period, often those that have been suppressed or never thought of before/for a long time, is something Grof writes about a lot. Even if certain memories aren't fully suppressed, you could still relive/revisit them in much more detail, remember things you didn't before. You should definitely revisit this and try to stick with it the next time you do a high level trip, it could be fascinating to see what you discover, or terrifying, but still potentially very valuable. -
2015-09-22 at 7:24 AM UTC
How much memantine are you taking these days?
Same as before, 25mg. Can't seem to go past this point without side effects, feeling pretty off, even if I increase the dosage very slowly. -
2015-09-22 at 1:25 PM UTC
like just a little bit, or what?
probably just a tiny bit but it can potentially cause gyno. Probably only if you are already naturally have high enough estrogen. I was taking 15-20mg per day for ~6 months and 2-10mgs everyday for like 3 years before that and never got moobs.
am I going to grow tits -
2015-09-22 at 8:36 PM UTChttp://blog.circle.com/2015/09/22/us-dollar-payments-free-debit-cards-circle-app-updates/
I understand that converting to US dollars is considered a taxable event. Today we took another step toward realizing that goal. Now in the United States, you can send, receive, and hold US dollars in addition to using bitcoin for payments within the Circle app.
You can enjoy the benefits of Bitcoin without ever holding or buying bitcoin yourself, and without being exposed to bitcoin price volatility. Even if you prefer to hold US dollars in your Circle account, you gain security, speed, and open interoperability with bitcoin wallets and services around the globe. You can hold US dollars but still send someone bitcoin, and likewise someone can send you bitcoin and Circle can instantly turn it into US dollars in your account.
Not sure if this means you'll be able to prefund your account with dollars and then be able to buy bitcoin instantly without worrying about volatility until the transaction is no longer pending, if you're not approved for instant BTC purchases, but I hope so. I remember wondering and asking why you couldn't do this with other services from the start, but I could see problems caused by them having to hold currency, and the additional regulations could be a nightmare.Circle provides a way to exchange your entire balance for dollars. Same security, same functionality, but now zero price fluctuation. No matter what currency you're holding, you can always pay and receive dollars and bitcoin.
Just signed in and it gave me the option to convert to using dollars. Seems this is the case.I understand that converting to US dollars is considered a taxable event.
Ah, taxes! Spooked me, but it's a good thing my balance is zero. Definitely need to read about any potential legal implications, whether it could change reporting requirements to the government/IRS. Definitely don't want them tracking my BTC purchases, not due to paranoia about being put on a "list", although with the NSA revelations this actually is something that should be on your radar, particular for certain people, those/involved in illicit activities/who don't want attention/suspicion drawn on them. I could see them having profiles and large amounts of BTC purchases, "suspicious" (however they determine this) purchasing patterns, raising your risk level. To be clear this is really a very minor concern, it's similar to the train of thought for dealing with the concern of a dealer trying to sell you weed being an undercover, they just have so much to be aware of, people and things far far more important than you, that it's extremely unlikely they're monitoring you and have any concern for you.
No, what I'm mainly concerned about is any IRS dickery.Debit cards are now free and instant. If you fund your account with a debit card, you receive the money immediately, and Circle charges no fees. Note that credit cards are also instant, but the networks do charge a fee for credit cards. You can also still link your bank account, which is free of charge, but it may take a few days for your bank to complete a transfer. So debit card usage is recommended.
Higher limits for cashing in, spending, and cashing out. Most customers will start with a $300 USD weekly limit and have the opportunity to graduate to $3,000. These limits are much higher than our previous levels!
Aww yeaaaah! Sign up now if you haven't already. It was surprisingly fast and easy when I signed up, ridiculously/way way easier compared to Coinbase. Warning though: There's been talk, and this doesn't seem to just be baseless speculation/paranoia, of people haven't their accounts closed after sending directly to a Darknet market. Use Dark Wallet (seems pretty cool, wrote about it a while ago) or another option, like a coin mixing service.
Lanny, what have you used/been using to purchase Bitcoin? -
2015-09-22 at 8:46 PM UTChttps://blog.purse.io/purse-featured-in-11-amazing-new-apps-gadgets-startups-you-need-by-listhunt/
We are driving mainstream adoption through 20% discounts on everything on Amazon!
A 20% discount on amazon is pretty sweet. Saw it here, I don't follow Bitcoin news or r/Bitcoin: https://www.reddit.com/r/Bitcoin/comments/3lxdz7/circlepay_purse_is_the_first_killer_app_that_is/
