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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-09-21 at 2:38 AM UTCImagine if in the future teleporters that could transfer humans were invented, but there was a serious debate, although not well known to the layperson, which should be expected, about whether the same life was preserved or it was simultaneous suicide and cloning/replication. But since the people that came out on the other end were for all intents and purposes the same, indistinguishable, particularly by the metrics that matter most, have the most emotional impact on the common man, and the vast majority couldn't grasp of follow the debate, eventually, after the safety concerns wore off due to it being new and people became tempted by the massive benefits, it simply became accepted and commonplace. Then years later it was somehow conclusively proven that people essentially had been dying en masse, what an incredibly shocking and traumatic realization it would have, a feeling of the blackest pit of uncertainty and despair slowly drawing on many. Then the questions people would be forced to confront about the nature of life, consciousness, and reality.
So I took some AL-LAD and smoked some weed right before the peak and by the time I put down my pipe I was like "well that was a mistake". Spent the following hour or so curled up on my bed watching spirited away, couldn't follow it at all of course but the visual progression was the only way I could perceive the passage of time. I had like a "meta" thought, like thinking about the nature of what I was feeling then but then I started thinking about thinking about what I was thinking so on to the point that I was thinking about the last thing I was thinking uncountably fast, it felt like perpetually falling upwards but swung back and forth between being terrifying and sublime. If I really focused I could process some small piece of information before I went to the next meta-frame so I could coordinate stumbling around a little bit but I would like get somewhere and have to just do this super-short planning process again.
Good shit.
I remember the first time I took shrooms I had an unstoppable surge of rapid thoughts, a constant stream of them. Afterward my brain had a very distinct worn out feeling I had never felt before that reminded me a lot of muscle soreness that can occur after intensive physical exercise, lifting weights.
What are your doses usually like? Are you being a pansy and using them gingerly? Any plans to experiment with high dose trips? I'm only joking, I certainly wouldn't fault you for apprehension since I understand what can occur and have rarely tripped due to my experiences having often been negative and being terrified of what my mind may be able to produce. Good idea to build experience and become fully familiar with the level experiences first, but my word can you get fascinating experiences at high level doses and with more potent substances. I'd love to read a detailed trip report by you to know what the experience is generally like for you.
http://www.shroomery.org/9067/What-do-the-different-trip-levels-Lvl-1-5-meanLevel 2
Bright colors, and visuals (i.e. things start to move and breathe), some 2 dimensional patterns become apparent upon shutting eyes. Confused or reminiscent thoughts. Change of short term memory leads to continual distractive thought patterns. Vast increase in creativity becomes apparent as the natural brain enhancement is bypassed. -
2015-09-21 at 2:39 AM UTCyou should try it with some nitrous oxide, lanny, I hear that's quite an experience.
I really wish I wasn't too old to trip, with all these cool new LSD analogues out there just waiting to be mailed to your door. But that sort of thing is for the young. Enjoy it while you can, you little fuckers, soon it won't be fun anymore because old people think differently and your trip will be exponentially more existential and possibly full of unwanted nostalgia. -
2015-09-21 at 2:44 AM UTCOh, also, I PM'ed you, §m£ÂgØL. Anyone can just feel free to PM me to get them if they need a source, I don't want these last few precious sources to get any more publicity, of any kind, even in a backwater like this.
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2015-09-21 at 2:47 AM UTC
Oh, also, I PM'ed you, §m£ÂgØL. Anyone can just feel free to PM me to get them if they need a source, I don't want these last few precious sources to get any more publicity, of any kind, even in a backwater like this.
What a coincidence i PM'd you too. -
2015-09-21 at 2:06 PM UTC
Well ok, but here's the thing. I don't feel like doing chores around the house because that's gay as fuck and my bitch should do that(lel) well, not really, but you know. I'm stuck with my programming project and i have to wait for some experts to answer some questions i have before i can continue. My headphones broke so i can't play vidya because that's supremely gay without sound. My drugs is finsihed save for one measly 10mg oxucodone i saved to stave off minor withdrawel in case i have to function a little better. I binged the last three weeks because YOLO. My internet connection has been bad so i am having slow speeds. My ISP is working on something or another IDK but it means i can't properly use my wifi to watch youtube vids on my tablet, and i can't do it on my PC because no headphones. I don't really feel like reading anything about pharmacology, because my interest in that has passed somewhat. I should probably read about programming and such because i'm teaching myself that, and i have a book which comes with a practical approach but like i mentioned i'm stuck on my project and i don't want to skip it. All other programming text i can access is either not engaging enough or incomprehensible due to my skill level. And twitter is only passingly entertaining and i stopped using my fakebook altogether because meh, i already read the hebe boards and they're baically only good for checking out non nude pics of cute girls, hardly any intelligent discussion ever occurs besides 80% of them are autistic as fuck. Matter of fact i talked to some of them on chat, one was being a dick to me so i DOX'd him and when he pisses me off sufficiently i am publishing his info and then his life will be ruined because he's a hardcore pedo, oh well.
maybe u can get a job? jobs convert boredom into money even the really shit ones.
See my problem? -
2015-09-21 at 2:20 PM UTC
thanks, count blah. I wish I could say I enjoy your posts lately but I don't. Not because of anything you did, but because you have been going through some shit, and I know you don't deserve it. You were always cool from way back, ever since I met you, and I highly respect you as well. I hope things get better for ya, I have always admired your work ethic and your pragmatic outlook.
this etizolam shit….its got me going all sentimental and soft, I tell yathanks, count blah. I wish I could say I enjoy your posts lately but I don't. Not because of anything you did, but because you have been going through some shit, and I know you don't deserve it. You were always cool from way back, ever since I met you, and I highly respect you as well. I hope things get better for ya, I have always admired your work ethic and your pragmatic outlook.
this etizolam shit….its got me going all sentimental and soft, I tell ya
Probably becos it raises estrogen levels (srs). -
2015-09-21 at 3:12 PM UTC
maybe u can get a job? jobs convert boredom into money even the really shit ones.
What makes you say i don't have a job, if it's the fact i'm online 24/7 remember businesses have internet too. -
2015-09-21 at 5:27 PM UTCHeavy internet usage is pretty prolific among white collar/desk workers. Particularly now with mobile internet and smartphones, which provide an alternative if they have strict policies on internet usage and monitor it. A lot of people on reddit, although facebook/twitter and other prole shit is probably more common (filthy commoners).
Sophie, can I start calling you sophia? The femimine version sounds more pleasant, and googling it led me to this, which makes it more fitting: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sophia_(wisdom) -
2015-09-21 at 5:44 PM UTC
The mother of your child is going through a crisis and you're trying to get high on poppy seeds. An absolute no good bum. You should see what I recommended she do to you, you'd either have a panic attack or burst out laughing. Hydro, I give you permission to share it with him.
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2015-09-21 at 5:45 PM UTCMalice you have no idea
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2015-09-21 at 7:09 PM UTC
What makes you say i don't have a job, if it's the fact i'm online 24/7 remember businesses have internet too.
idk but thats cool you have a job where u can mess about online. -
2015-09-21 at 7:29 PM UTCCaaaaaasper paaaay attentioooon to meeeee! Where are you? I can understand how you might feel, that although sometimes my writing may strike deep into your soul it never moves past simply being writing, ideas are never turned into actions, there's no movement towards greater closeness, no progression. Oh god I'm so fucked up and dysfunctional, you have no idea how much I fell apart, how many problems I have, my writing, which is only a fraction of its potential to begin with, doesn't come close to giving an accurate impression.
Anyway, I saw this and thought of you: Patients who start treatment for dependence on opioids are five times as likely to die in the first four weeks when they are prescribed the most commonly used treatment, methadone, than with an alternative treatment, buprenorphine, a study by researchers has found.
https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/3lqxwi/patients_who_start_treatment_for_dependence_on/
Oh god, you haven't lived up to your username, have you?! No, but really, I'm not sure if I showed this to you, but you should definitely read this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ALKS-5461
One of the most promising antidepressants there is, its been fast tracked and may be available next year. Much more effective than others, particularly with regards to anhedonia, which has a massive impact on quality of life, along with lacking problems that could make doctors adverse to prescribing it. I've written about this before, I don't want to do it again, the main point is that buprenorphine is the #1 thing I would recommend you use, if possible. -
2015-09-21 at 7:48 PM UTC
Heavy internet usage is pretty prolific among white collar/desk workers. Particularly now with mobile internet and smartphones, which provide an alternative if they have strict policies on internet usage and monitor it. A lot of people on reddit, although facebook/twitter and other prole shit is probably more common (filthy commoners).
Sophie, can I start calling you sophia? The femimine version sounds more pleasant, and googling it led me to this, which makes it more fitting: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sophia_(wisdom)
That it means wisdom does play into my inner narcissism. Do i get a free sex change with it? If we're gonna' do this we might as well do it well.
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2015-09-21 at 7:55 PM UTC
Incredible, it's even worse than I thought! Now it turns out the entire thing may have been orchestrated and he, possibly being driven by his father, had been baiting for this kind of reaction. Nearly every single time there's an incident about discrimination that receives widespread attention it turns out that there was much more to the story and things weren't as it seemed/as they were portrayed. Leftist propaganda has permeated, infected, modern culture and civilization to a horrific extent, and these are outcomes we're seeing. They're going to destroy themselves and they absolutely deserve it, it's just a shame they'll drag down others with them, good people who had nothing to do with it, some who even fought against it. -
2015-09-21 at 9 PM UTCOh, Lanny, the go to new post option doesn't seem to work properly: www.niggasin.space/forum/better-living-through-chemistry/67-the-retarded-thread-fuck-§m£ÂgØL-made-one-first-edition?goto=newpost
Often it seems to simply bring you to the last post made. I would be pissed if I hasn't noticed it early on, makes people miss responses and important posts, posts directed towards them.
To add to questions I've asked you about your usage and experiences with your LSD analogues, have you tried taking a hot shower, or whatever type of shower you find most enjoyable/relaxing, while coming up? Well worth trying, it has a very positive effect in my experience, and there are multiple reasons for this. Don't want to explain all of them again. -
2015-09-21 at 10:38 PM UTCMy crazy ass ex is telling me she's transgender and a man trapped in a woman's body LOL.
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2015-09-21 at 10:51 PM UTC
My crazy ass ex is telling me she's transgender and a man trapped in a woman's body LOL.
Does this make you gay in spirit? IDK.
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2015-09-21 at 10:58 PM UTCSup
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2015-09-21 at 11:07 PM UTC
Does this make you gay in spirit? IDK.
Nah she's just fucked up and lying, she's desperate for attention so I told her I can get her steroids if she wants to make her more manly. -
2015-09-21 at 11:10 PM UTC
My crazy ass ex is telling me she's transgender and a man trapped in a woman's body LOL.
A gay man or a straight man? Because if it's the former tell her she's going to need to practice taking it up the ass.
Hmm, actually, imagine if you manipulated her by genuinely trying to seem like you wanted to help her decide whether this was what she really wanted, help her transition. You could suggest she meet with you in private and dress up as a man. Then, of course, that would lead to pretending to have gay sex.
Imagine how good the taboo would make the experience. Or at the very least it give you a hilarious memory for the rest of your life.
