2019-03-29 at 12:20 AM UTC
Reading all those emails is truly saddening. He actually was a decent human being imprisoned by his own insecurities. I couldn't help but feel sorry for him reaching out to Casper about a possible venture, a plan to do something. He genuinely yearned for human company, but someone he could relate or be "equal" to.
I got the feeling he was projecting his depression by saying Casper was depressed, cause I've never got those vibes from him but then again, I don't know him well enough.
There was also a possibility of him being saved but he killed himself of his own volition. Such ashame for someone who had so much potential but just needed more opportunities to express himself physically. A lot of the stuff he says is also quite motivating somewhat. He stresses the need to not waste time & money on drugs and toxic people, materialism for short term gratification etc. which is true. Despite the fact he did drugs himself, albeit moderately, I think he was filling the void of loneliness. Like myself drugs started as more of escapism, 15 years later it has become my silent jailer. I see all too well what needs to be changed, the company I keep, my habits etc.
I'm entering a new chapter in my life and I have gained something from Malice's tragic situation. Not once during those late night TC sessions snorting my brains out and drinking with Panny & co did I think to talk to him. I felt a sort of anathema towards him due to his choice of fucking cats. From reading those emails I feel I could have learned a lot from him, and possibly helped him; but it was his choice in the end to do what he did.
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2019-03-29 at 1:15 AM UTC
Soooo.... I do have one question after this.
They wheighed his heart, right? And they also mentioned that he had male genitals. Did they weigh his cock and if so, how? Did they chop it off or what?
2019-03-29 at 1:15 AM UTC
It's three questions but yea...
2019-03-29 at 1:19 AM UTC
They actually removed his balls from his sack. I can only imagine what kind of sick human being could take a scapel to a cadaver's scrotum.
Those bastards!
2019-03-29 at 1:22 AM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
There was that one guy who was arrested with a pickle jar collection of hundreds of pickled dicks.
2019-03-29 at 1:38 AM UTC
Shame the suicide note wasn't included. I can't believe his school dragged him in everytime there was a shooting. The angst from such suspicion would make me want to do the same, bastards. Autopsy also said his Autism was only "mild" which explains a lot. From my observations full blown Autists are a lost cause whilst people with mild symptoms have above average intelligence.
I was at a BBQ once and this kid went full on batshit cause some woman touched his toy. I honestly wanted to beat the little freak to death.
2019-03-29 at 2:18 AM UTC
What I meant was finding out what he put in the note.
As for the spastic, you do realise that's what I was thinking, not actually doing? I found the whole episode slightly amusing, as I always do with people who have Autism.
