2019-03-19 at 7:36 PM UTC
Makes sense that he had a beard at least at the end. Unless you have very well groomed facial hair, it usually looks like crap and is a clear sign to everybody that you don't give enough of a crap to take care of yourself really. Speaking from experience, it's usually habitual self-neglect.
If it is well groomed it's a sign of the opposite.
2019-03-19 at 8:26 PM UTC
sure, but do you know very poorly groomed people who excel in life?
2019-03-19 at 8:27 PM UTC
Malice and I didn't really get along that much from what I can vaguely recall, but, damn, that's sad nonetheless. Nobody should feel the need to kill themselves. I suppose I can partially relate to Malice; based on the autopsy report, believing something is wrong with you, when in reality, you may be completely fine. But still, the mind is a powerful thing and you will convince that everyone telling you otherwise is wrong, and that you are right. Some things in life may make it seem so, and those things are the only things we look for, as opposed to the other things in life that tell us we are wrong. But, we choose to ignore that. I don't know why we do. It's not a coincidence "Help Is On The Way" by Rise Against started playing as I was writing this specific comment. Unfortunately, in Malice's - or Justin's case, it was not the case. There was nobody to help him. To help him think clearly. To help him feel like he deserves to be a part of the community. But, maybe, for others, for people like him, like me, this should be a wake up call to us, before it consumes us in the same fashion it consumed him. This is the second person I've known from Zoklet who has succumbed to what was. Mark was the first person I personally knew on Zoklet and was close to. He confided things in me and unfortunately, he was also struggling. The saddest thing is that he was trying to turn his life around, he had hopes and dreams but these were all crushed by his unfortunate heroin addiction. I will miss both Mark and Justin. Mark and I were planning on meeting each other as we bonded over punk rock and our silly humor. Goodbye, Mark and Justin.
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2019-03-20 at 12:24 AM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
Oh, yeah. I forgot I also called him a cat fucker a few times, but again, he's the one who shared that detail with everyone.
2019-03-20 at 1:55 AM UTC
I mean catfucking was an excellent choice on his part for a trait to give a virgin autist.
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
IIRC he did admit to trying to fuck a cat, and humped his cat's leg a little. But the cat did not reciprocate so he didn't pursue the matter.
2019-03-20 at 2:17 AM UTC
Rip malice. So ridiculous man I mean I guess I knew it all along but thanks for the closure Casper.
2019-03-20 at 2:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano
Makes sense that he had a beard at least at the end. Unless you have very well groomed facial hair, it usually looks like crap and is a clear sign to everybody that you don't give enough of a crap to take care of yourself really. Speaking from experience, it's usually habitual self-neglect.
If it is well groomed it's a sign of the opposite.
For years I was "growing out"my beard. I really just looked fat and homeless. I'm the last couple months, I bought a beard trimmer and cut it close, lined it up. People respond to me completely differently. Not to mention I feel more confident now. Clean clothes every day whether they smell dirty or not. Lol. flossing twice a day. Waterpic to clean out my nasty smokers tonsils. Trim beard every day and clean up stubble. Workout in the morning.
Feel great.
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2019-03-20 at 2:50 AM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
Originally posted by CASPER
For years I was "growing out"my beard. I really just looked fat and homeless. I'm the last couple months, I bought a beard trimmer and cut it close, lined it up. People respond to me completely differently. Not to mention I feel more confident now. Clean clothes every day whether they smell dirty or not. Lol. flossing twice a day. Waterpic to clean out my nasty smokers tonsils. Trim beard every day and clean up stubble. Workout in the morning.
Feel great.
It's sooooo good to hear it!
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2019-03-20 at 2:54 AM UTC
Since he's dead and this is really all about me by default, here's some pictures of my beard.
Don't even have neckbeard anymore. Crazy right?
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2019-03-20 at 3:13 AM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
You look 40 with all those grey hairs. You stressed nigga?
2019-03-20 at 3:24 AM UTC
His body has lived the life of a 40 y/o.
2019-03-20 at 4:01 AM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
I wonder if your beard keeps growing for a bit, after you're dead.
