2019-01-30 at 12:21 PM UTC
Gosh, do you peeps ever sleep? I’m waking up to 0 for the temp outside and -30 wind chill. My dogs went out, did their business, and were barking to come in immediately.
Loverly day to be off work😁
2019-01-30 at 1:55 PM UTC
Nope not last night or the night before before that its hazy
2019-01-30 at 1:56 PM UTC
Heather and her insomnia!😞
2019-01-30 at 1:59 PM UTC
Yup nothings changed ...but im much more chill lol
2019-01-30 at 2:04 PM UTC
Im not talking bout midgets. And i just did. Fuck!
2019-01-30 at 2:07 PM UTC
My brother wanted to star in a midget porn where its a wrestling match and he is the ref lol
2019-01-30 at 2:10 PM UTC
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Originally posted by CASPER
I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned…I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol.
Casper, getting a new number and losing those old contacts will move you forward. You have to do it on your own time and will but I hope you find the courage to do so. I have a friend who you should consider checking out. I think you might find some good outa some stuff he’s involved in. Please PM me if you are at all interested. Sorry to be vague, but it’s not something I feel at liberty to post in public 👍
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2019-01-30 at 4:01 PM UTC
Jesus fuck -29 degrees, under -50 chill. They almost didn't cancel classes either, but they did, so I get to make some money today.
Throwing a gram in the toilet was one of the hardest things I've done, and I STILL look back and wonder if that was the right decision, but that's not really what I'm wondering when I wonder about it. That's just an unconscious craving.
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2019-01-30 at 4:03 PM UTC
If its pot bad choice anything else great choice
2019-01-30 at 4:08 PM UTC
Losing most phone contacts aren't a tragedy, and if they are important, either they'll eventually call you or you'll think of where to find them otherwise if you need to.
2019-01-30 at 4:54 PM UTC
Pipes froze and car won't start. Guess I won't be making today.
2019-01-30 at 10:08 PM UTC
fat people (especially women) are bisexual not out of preference
but desperation
2019-01-30 at 10:09 PM UTC
I crapped in a toilet and the pipes froze
