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The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-01-07 at 4 PM UTC
Originally posted by Narc Well thats you mate. Me, I'm happy being able to go on living a normal life and maintaining an easily manageable dope habit.
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I dont think anyone past a couple months on dope is "managing" anything. It's just the degree to which you are fucked. A drunk floundering in a puddle might be better off than a man at the bottom of the ocean, but theyll both drown eventually. Opiate addiction in particular just ruins your brain chemistry so that anything besides pleasantly numbed makes you feel like an animal husk. At the end of everything I think that was the worst part. Being sick and losing all your friends and having your family hates you with one thing but being able to convince yourself just how "normal" some shit is....that's the scary part. -
2019-01-07 at 4:01 PM UTCI can quit opiates cold turkey it's easy if you aren't a qwhiny bitvh asz pussy
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2019-01-07 at 4:06 PM UTCI have a big penis
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2019-01-07 at 4:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by Narc This is why chasing heroin on foil is so much superior to pinning that shit. You get to be on the best buzz all day while still completely functional.
Pin heads are fucking stupid thinking coz it hits you harder it means its a better ROA.
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When I was smoking and slamming dope It was still a background high for me after the first minute, don't get me wrong. Suboxone is just a much less heady high that doesn't infere much with intellectual activities.
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2019-01-07 at 4:18 PM UTCDream tar is the shit. Never had fent mix that I know of, save for maybe once or twice out of 9 months of use where I got really really unexpectedly high. Like, drop to the bathroom floor and sing about dinosaurs high.
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2019-01-07 at 4:22 PM UTCtar is better because it has 6mam
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2019-01-07 at 4:29 PM UTCKind of. Only had bout a bundle of powder in my life cause it was pretty week sauce. Tar is much more heady and sedating.
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2019-01-07 at 4:39 PM UTCAnd while I'm all weepy-gay and keen to spill my guts....I dont know many people who've "managed" as well as I have. I'm just really really good at being someone else. Even when I was wrecked off of 6 zyprexa sample packs, crack, heroin and klonopin, shaking and puking all over the back of a honda civic and the last of my clean laundry, I still had cash in my pocket and a car to sleep in, so add hit wasnt that bad. Upon review, the car crash wasnt just an accident. I wasnt on the phone, and I have no doubt I'd have passed field sobriety too, bu th whatever the case, my brain turned off for 10+ seconds and I completely forgot I was moving 70mph down a busy street. I snapped back to conscious a couple seconds before impact. I can't even imagine what I'd do if I had seriously hurt someone.
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2019-01-07 at 4:54 PM UTCYeah the tar here is pretty incredible. Even with my massive tolerance, if I shot more than .3 or so, I'd be in a bad way. Then again I was buying pretty significant quantities at the end, so I probably missed a couple rounds of middle men fucking with it.
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2019-01-07 at 5:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER And while I'm all weepy-gay and keen to spill my guts….I dont know many people who've "managed" as well as I have.
Why does everyone think they are the only one?
And not being funny casp, but you literally just said this..
Originally posted by CASPER I dont think anyone past a couple months on dope is "managing" anything. It's just the degree to which you are fucked. A drunk floundering in a puddle might be better off than a man at the bottom of the ocean, but theyll both drown eventually. Opiate addiction in particular just ruins your brain chemistry so that anything besides pleasantly numbed makes you feel like an animal husk. At the end of everything I think that was the worst part. Being sick and losing all your friends and having your family hates you with one thing but being able to convince yourself just how "normal" some shit is….that's the scary part.
I mean make your mind up mate.
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2019-01-07 at 8:33 PM UTCWhen I stepped on the scale at the plasma donation center the guy said I weighed 133, down from 143 a couple weeks ago, which was down from 148 like 5 days before that.
My fucking stomach fat doesn't look much diminished though. He might have misweighed me, or maybe I was wearing more clothes last time. -
2019-01-07 at 8:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I dont think anyone past a couple months on dope is "managing" anything. It's just the degree to which you are fucked. A drunk floundering in a puddle might be better off than a man at the bottom of the ocean, but theyll both drown eventually. Opiate addiction in particular just ruins your brain chemistry so that anything besides pleasantly numbed makes you feel like an animal husk. At the end of everything I think that was the worst part. Being sick and losing all your friends and having your family hates you with one thing but being able to convince yourself just how "normal" some shit is….that's the scary part.
Then you have/had the wrong people in your life. When i kicked fent, my gf was there all the time to take care of me. I'm still with her. But yeah, while opiates may not be the most physically damaging drugs they do something to the soul that's hard to get past, as it were. -
2019-01-07 at 8:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano When I stepped on the scale at the plasma donation center the guy said I weighed 133, down from 143 a couple weeks ago, which was down from 148 like 5 days before that.
My fucking stomach fat doesn't look much diminished though. He might have misweighed me, or maybe I was wearing more clothes last time.
Is that pounds?
You seriously fat if thats kilos.
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2019-01-07 at 8:51 PM UTCI don't think anyone ever truly kicks opiates tbh...
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2019-01-07 at 9:11 PM UTCSoyboy IV: The Flower of Death and The Crystal of Life African Astronaut [the oppositely able-bodied hop-step-and-jump]
Originally posted by DietPiano When I stepped on the scale at the plasma donation center the guy said I weighed 133, down from 143 a couple weeks ago, which was down from 148 like 5 days before that.
My fucking stomach fat doesn't look much diminished though. He might have misweighed me, or maybe I was wearing more clothes last time.
You have cancer ♋ -
2019-01-07 at 9:18 PM UTCYa fuckin have somethin I can tell you that
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2019-01-07 at 9:25 PM UTCI've been feeling mentally awful since the morning. Idk wtf is going on. I woke up with intense anxiety and massive stress for no apparent reason.
The next 8ish hours, I walked around with nothing going wrong at all
totally normal day, with my heart racing and unable to think at all, just feeling horrible.
It is very weird, I don't know what the fuck is actually happening. I don't have any reason to be upset or stressed. But I felt doom. I only settled a little in the past 3ish hours -
2019-01-07 at 9:43 PM UTC
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2019-01-07 at 9:51 PM UTCThis is my Tana, but of the mind.
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2019-01-07 at 9:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING IV: The Flower of Death and The Crystal of Life You have cancer ♋
^ zodiac cancer. He’s got zodiac... ? lol
zo·di·ac
/ˈzōdēˌak/Submit
nounASTROLOGY
1.
a belt of the heavens within about 8° either side of the ecliptic, including all apparent positions of the sun, moon, and most familiar planets. It is divided into twelve equal divisions or signs (Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius, Pisces).
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2.
TRADEMARK
a small inflatable boat powered by an outboard motor.
Dummy.
