2018-12-19 at 3:27 PM UTC
Yeah, I embrace it however which way I can- talking, kicking, exercising, screaming, playing music, or crying till my eyeballs feel like exploding. However is best for me to get through whatever it is I’m going through. But I’m like this with just about all of my emotions- not just grief.
While, some might call me immature, others will say I’m passionate. All depends on the way a person looks at a glass filled half way looks at life. Either half EMPTY or half FULL. j/s
2018-12-19 at 4:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by Speedy Parker
You really are having trouble with this simple concept aren't you? The 2nd graph shows how California is being destroyed by unchecked immigration in relation to the rest of the US.
Well no. It shows that there are more immigrants. The rest of this sentence is purely conjured from your gaping asshole.
The third one illustrate how California's GDP growth rate has been not only in decline for the last 5 or so years but has been lagging behind the rest of the nation by about 2% per year. But hey, think what you want it doesn't make California any cleaner, richer, or safer.
Colour blindness or actual mental retardation? Both?
1. The orange line is California. You are iIIiterate.
2. I know you were 6 years old at the time, so you probably don't remember any of this... but right there where that graph dips down in the middle, we had a little bit of a cute goof called the 2008 FINANCIAL CRISIS AND GLOBAL DEPRESSION.
How nice that the trend is upwards after that, and 2% above the national average! Wow!
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2018-12-19 at 4:36 PM UTC
mashlehash
victim of incest
[my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
I think it is important to remind yourself that it is alleviating of one's own grief, to focus on anothers.
2018-12-19 at 4:40 PM UTC
Be adviced grief is pain unannounced
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2018-12-19 at 5:12 PM UTC
The sapolsky video was good to watch. And kind of empowering in a way. I always get called lazy, and I know that's not it. If I go back home and mom says you need to start throwing away all this shit and organize it into boxes.....a 15x18 foot room with every single things I've ever owned... it's just too much shit. My life feels like one of those knotted up balls of cables that you find in a drawer. Now a healthy person might look at that ball of knotted cables and wires and begin to find a starting point to u ravel it all. When I see that, or come across a problem, I just feel exhausted. And then I get angry. Any lengthy or laborious tasks I just can't deal with. She remarked that I replaced all the under-sink plumbing in the 2 bathrooms and the kitchen, so I obviously COULD ado things if I chose. Well sometimes I don't feel quite as shitty, But mainly, plumbing is just legos. You connect one piece to another and seal the threads, blowtorch to expand the fittings. It doesn't require evaluating a gigantic pile of 20 years worth of shit and parsing it into different categories, organizing some things, throwing others away. Listing some for sale.t reminds me of the way I used to feel in pre-calculus. I made it through algebra by the skin of my teeth. And although my less creative present mind isn't as daunted by mathematical things anymore, because I know it's going to be logical and adhere to certain rules....I remember looking at pages of work sometimes and I just walked out of class. My brain did the same thing, like a horse coming to deep water and rearing back, not able to force itself to go further. That's what depression feels like now. And after watching that video, I think it's pretty apparent I have major depression. Although the fact that it could just be the result of the thyroid thing is hopeful.
2018-12-24 at 2:43 AM UTC
I coped with my grief by buying a mean machine. (A 2015 Viper)
2018-12-26 at 6:16 AM UTC
Fuck you malices ghost aka Justin if that is indeed your real name youre a robot so you couldn't experience joy anyway except ad a visual approximation in gay anime form but you missed out. Occasionally life do be fly tho. Everything in life has seasons, a flow. If we were. Happy all the time small moments wouldn't mean anything. I'm so fucking appreciative of the little I do have only because I've been so low. So jokes on you faggot drink more pentobarbital.
2019-01-03 at 12:34 AM UTC
Speedy Parker
Black Hole
[my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]
You can't spell funeral without fun.
