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Should we embrace our grief?
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2018-10-22 at 9:11 PM UTCAt this point, I would say that it's likely he did it. Most users who'd fake their exit would have come back by this time, but I could be wrong. Ideally, he's viewing this thread right now and grinning autistically.
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2018-10-22 at 9:24 PM UTCI think it's sad that malice is dead because he never really had much of a life. He didn't really understand the world or have a reference point for it, he would just use his autism to try to make sense of it in whatever way he could and when the walls came down he didn't know how to deal with it.
I remember ytter_man on totse was the nicest guy ever with lots of hobbies, then he stole a couple cars and did a home invasion, crashed a car and shot himself in the ditch. That's sad too because he always seemed so good natured and genuine but let a series of unfortunate events define him.
I can't say I understand suicide although I have wanted to die before without the means to achieve that end and that's an insane feeling. I hope that wherever they are they find peace and have gained insight into what made them make that choice -
2018-10-22 at 9:30 PM UTCso he may or may not have actually killed himself. I cant gr eave at all over this tidbit
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2018-10-24 at 2:37 AM UTCNot actually convinced hes dead. 1) Hes been here long enough to value spectacle. 2) Hes just as likely to be in jail or committed as dead.
Dont he have someone who can hack the firewall mainframe to backtrace his html?
I tried checking obituaries in Pomona, to no avail. -
2018-10-24 at 2:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Not actually convinced hes dead. 1) Hes been here long enough to value spectacle. 2) Hes just as likely to be in jail or committed as dead.
Dont he have someone who can hack the firewall mainframe to backtrace his html?
I tried checking obituaries in Pomona, to no avail.
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2018-10-24 at 2:57 AM UTCWhat is the law on obtaining public records in California? We could maybe try to find his gang stalking reports. Has to be something in that psychotic mess for us to go off of.
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2018-10-24 at 2:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Not actually convinced hes dead. 1) Hes been here long enough to value spectacle. 2) Hes just as likely to be in jail or committed as dead.
Dont he have someone who can hack the firewall mainframe to backtrace his html?
I tried checking obituaries in Pomona, to no avail.
Obituaries are untrustworthy and often incomplete. I wouldn't take not finding his obituary as evidence of his being alive. -
2018-10-24 at 3:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo Do you know his real name?
No. I think he talked to Hydro way more than he talked to me. I can go back over his texts, but it was mostly him rambling in much the same way he did on here. He did email me a couple years ago when I went awol online.
Seems like if someone REALLY wanted to know, they could trace IP to find proper city, then go over the public records of emergency responses between june 15th-June 30th or so. Google image search the pictures he uploaded.Put up missing person posters with his face on it, maybe get a response from someone? Idk. Theres shit someone could do. Someone.
Im sure a lot of people talked to him way more than I did, but Ive had my back and forth with him over the years. But for me when it comes down to it, if he is dead...i dont really feel anything. He was so stuck in his own mythology of misery. And so assured that whatever autistic fixation he had at current moment was RIGHT, that hed dismiss even the most productive, well meant advice out of hand. He was young, in good health, and his "problem" was essentially that he retarded himself socially by living on the internet. Thats about as succinctly as I can put it. That coupled with the fact that he never shared enough about himself to seem human, really. But perhaps that was all part of his illness.
A lot of you ive been talking to for 15-20 years under one name or another. And some of your lives ive come to know shit about. Malice was just kind of a mystery. So its kind of hard to feel for a ghost. I think anyone who's observed him over the years knows good and well that all he needed to do was go out into the world and immerse himself. Suicide is always a valid option. I certainly feel like barring any MAJOR life changes, ill probably choose to end my life at some point. But he didnt even TRY.
So....meh.
But i would be interested to see if we could track down some soldi info. -
2018-10-24 at 4:07 AM UTCYeah I've noticed this echoed by many academics, white people and western cultures are legitimarely dogshit at dealing with grief and mourning. In Pakistan for example, we get sad for like 3 days, then have a big dinner to celebrate the deceased's life and move on.
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2018-10-24 at 4:15 AM UTCSorry, I grieve through anger
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2018-10-24 at 4:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by Anal Turing Yeah I've noticed this echoed by many academics, white people and western cultures are legitimarely dogshit at dealing with grief and mourning. In Pakistan for example, we get sad for like 3 days, then have a big dinner to celebrate the deceased's life and move on.
It's because pakis are a soulless r-type population, the culture has adapted to your expandability. Glorious westerners actually care about our friends and family so three days of sad and a meal just isn't going to cut it.
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2018-10-24 at 4:37 AM UTCAlso much of the best art comes from depressed depressed artists, our unique appreciation of art has driven us to adopt mourning traditions that maximize emotional scarring as to produce ever greater works of insight and beauty
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2018-10-24 at 4:52 AM UTCLanny ur the worst. Retarded creep.
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2018-10-24 at 4:55 AM UTC
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2018-10-24 at 4:58 AM UTCI hate u & I don't even do that shit.
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2018-10-24 at 5:21 AM UTCI was going to say I only feel for people I have experiences with, but I've cried after watching assisted suicide videos on YouTube. But their situations were impossible and excruciating. If Malice is dead, I can only describe it as....lazy. He had someone 20 minutes away who wouldve taken him to the beach and bars and listened to his weird autistic ramblings all day. It was just too much work for him
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2018-10-24 at 5:24 AM UTCU were going to, but u did bud.
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2018-10-24 at 5:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER No. I think he talked to Hydro way more than he talked to me. I can go back over his texts, but it was mostly him rambling in much the same way he did on here. He did email me a couple years ago when I went awol online.
Seems like if someone REALLY wanted to know, they could trace IP to find proper city, then go over the public records of emergency responses between june 15th-June 30th or so. Google image search the pictures he uploaded.Put up missing person posters with his face on it, maybe get a response from someone? Idk. Theres shit someone could do. Someone.
Im sure a lot of people talked to him way more than I did, but Ive had my back and forth with him over the years. But for me when it comes down to it, if he is dead…i dont really feel anything. He was so stuck in his own mythology of misery. And so assured that whatever autistic fixation he had at current moment was RIGHT, that hed dismiss even the most productive, well meant advice out of hand. He was young, in good health, and his "problem" was essentially that he retarded himself socially by living on the internet. Thats about as succinctly as I can put it. That coupled with the fact that he never shared enough about himself to seem human, really. But perhaps that was all part of his illness.
A lot of you ive been talking to for 15-20 years under one name or another. And some of your lives ive come to know shit about. Malice was just kind of a mystery. So its kind of hard to feel for a ghost. I think anyone who's observed him over the years knows good and well that all he needed to do was go out into the world and immerse himself. Suicide is always a valid option. I certainly feel like barring any MAJOR life changes, ill probably choose to end my life at some point. But he didnt even TRY.
So….meh.
But i would be interested to see if we could track down some soldi info.
He was good looking too. Not like he would've had a hard time making friends. -
2018-10-24 at 5:50 AM UTC
Originally posted by DontTellEm Lanny ur the worst. Retarded creep.
Originally posted by Ghost He's been sending spam PM's and shit and pinned a bunch of alts on me
Lanny confirmed for FBI agent if he can remotely access accounts like that. I change my password twice a week so he clearly did some NSA shit
I didn't write this, it's fucking retarded and I don't write like a retard -
2018-10-24 at 5:52 AM UTC
