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2018-12-23 at 4:37 PM UTCOnly losers die from drugsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-23 at 4:52 PM UTCActual footage of Hydro when offered drugs
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2018-12-23 at 8:25 PM UTC
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2018-12-24 at 6:06 AM UTCI usually decline drugs when offered, hell, I gave away a script of percs just before I moved, even when I was offered money by my other coworker, and I definitely could have used the money. I gave them away because the lady I worked with got kicked off her subs for pissing dirty for pot, and I knew she was going to lose her job if she didn't have something to get her thrugh. I figured 90 percs should bridge her until she could figure something else out.
Originally posted by Solstice Not enough garbage spilling out of the car when the door opens.
You know that's a fucking lie, and you're just mad because your dick is so small you couldn't possibly have legitimate sex with a woman. That's why you can only get off to girls pissing themselves. -
2018-12-24 at 6:38 AM UTC
Shitty pic, but the view from my room is bitchin'. I got a million dollar view of the dome, and the skyline by the harbor. It's a really pretty view. All the lights at night, the skyscapers, and even the slum sides of town, at night, from here, it just all looks kinda surreal that all this is crammed into such a tiny place. I used to over look the city from my parents upstairs bedroom window, and I remember seeing the same skyscrapers... I'd sit there and wonder who was working late at night, how the cleaning crew was feeling, thinking about all the homeless on the streets, the inevitable gang violence, people getting shot, people dying... but from here, it's a beautiful landscape to look upon, just sad knowing there is so much pain and suffering going about right as I type this.
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2018-12-24 at 11:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone You know that's a fucking lie, and you're just mad because your dick is so small you couldn't possibly have legitimate sex with a woman. That's why you can only get off to girls pissing themselves.
Thankfully your disgusting body and personality turned me off from women forever and freed me from the burden of sexual desire. Thanks to you I'd be a fag by now if I didn't find it impossible to find men attractive.
Hopefully the sepsis and disease catches up quickly and kills you before you find another host like the parasite you are. My life sucks/sucked to begin with but you should be ashamed for sending a man like 1337 off the deep end and ruining his life with your batshit insanity bullshit. -
2018-12-24 at 1:16 PM UTCHe couldn't handle a real woman
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2018-12-24 at 1:17 PM UTCShots fiyahd
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2018-12-24 at 1:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice Thankfully your disgusting body and personality turned me off from women forever and freed me from the burden of sexual desire. Thanks to you I'd be a fag by now if I didn't find it impossible to find men attractive.
Hopefully the sepsis and disease catches up quickly and kills you before you find another host like the parasite you are. My life sucks/sucked to begin with but you should be ashamed for sending a man like 1337 off the deep end and ruining his life with your batshit insanity bullshit.
lmfao, okay, sure, blame me for everything despite me not doing one single thing to you, but treat you with love, kindness, and concern, and a desire to help you when you needed it, and to just be there for you when you rejected said help I tried to offer. I can be blamed for all sorts of shit, but the one I can't, or rather shouldn't be, is doing anything harmful to you. You literally attacked me, and did all sorts of insane shit for no cause other than that you had in your fucked up head. You know you did wrong and admitted such all the way up to the point I decided not to keep blaming myself for shit I didn't do, for wrongs I didn't commit- it was at that point you couldn't deal with your own horrible shit, so you try and put that on me. You're too emotionally retarded for any kind of intimate relationship, and you know that deep down, but go ahead, blame me for why you can't be with someone else lol.
I may be a lot of things, and hell, I have done some bad shit in my life, but you... You're the epitome of scum, you have no honor, and whatever moral high you try to take, whatever good you try to front, inside you're just a horrible, shitty person, with a horrible shitty life that you hide behind the nice things you possess, and act as though you're morally superior because you 'need' to take care of your mother, where in actuality, she's the one taking care of you, cleaning up your mess when you decide you want to do stupid shit, get fucked on benzos, and your near yearly attempt (cry for help) at suicide, or you screaming in the street at cops like a lunatic. You're an embarrassment to her. You're a burden to her, and deep down you know it. You're not there helping, you're there being dependent, emotionally, and all the money you fork over to her won't make up for that sort of burden, and embarrassment you are to her. She doesn't need help, she needs her 30+ year old son to move on with his life, and be something more than a line cook at a shitty restaurant, and grow up. That's why she treats you like she does. Of course she loves you because she's your mother, and the only reason she tolerates you. If she wanted you living under her roof at 30+ she wouldn't have sent you packing when you had all sorts of fucked mental shit to some fucked place in what.. Utah? You stay with her because you're too weak, too afraid, and too emotionally immature to live on your own alone, so you stay stuck up her ass, and no wonder she's a bitch, and a royal cunt to you on the daily, no wonder it feels like you never do enough- you don't. You haven't done what most people your age have done, which is get the fuck out of their parents house, and start their own life, but instead you'll pretend you're there to 'help' her. lmfao.
You know I'm right, even if you don't admit it here, you know damn well every word typed here is the truth. I didn't make you how you are, you've always been the way you are, and that's why you never had a real relationship prior to you botching the relationship with me, and letting all the awful inside you come out, letting all your misguided anger attack me, for what? you being jealous, for you being upset you couldn't control me that day? for you not getting your way? Oh, that's right, you've been a spoiled little shit all your life, and all you know is getting your way, and that's why shit upsets you so much when you don't, just like when she made you pack up, and go to some boot camp shit in Utah, because you were a self centered, out of control little shit who was strung out as fuck on benzos/drugs. Hell, you had mommy come to the rescue when you decided to leave once you turned 18, and she jumped and swooped in to save you from actually having to man the fuck up, and take care of yourself.
All you have is just trying to convince yourself that you're in the right because I wouldn't, and won't continue to blame myself for shit I'm not responsible for anymore, which leaves it on you, but you won't be responsible for your own actions, you never have been. All you got left is to try and make me feel bad with stupid, shallow insults, trying to get at me with shit I'd confided in you, thinking you'll strike a cord with me, thinking somehow you have power to hurt me still, when you don't. You're a POWERLESS little shit. Your dumb insults hurt me as much as a hangnail- it's annoying. I know though, when you lay there crying, and in deep thought about your fucked up, sad, little life, you know what I've said is true, and it does hurt you, it hurts you deep, and not because it's what I've said, it hurts because it's true, whether I say it or not.
Keep on with your abusive words if it makes you feel better, but what makes me feel better is knowing that's all you got, that's it, and it makes me laugh knowing that all you can do is try to hurt me with words, and at worst lie in an attempt to try to make me look worse than I truly am. I at least own my own shit, and I cannot be, in all honesty and good faith be blamed, or held accountable for your shitty life, your fucked up emotional retardation, or why you are as you are- a shitty human being all the way around, and by trying to frame me as such is you projecting.
As for 1337, he's a grown man, and I did nothing to ruin his life, or sending him 'off the deep end'. You have no idea where 1337 and I are at even. 1337 has been shooting heroin long before I ever met him, and as a matter of fact, he introduced me to heroin. He nearly ruined his career approximately 2 years ago, long before I was in a relationship with him, or even talking to him daily. He did that all on his own. He went 'off the deep end' then because he's bipolar, and has a severe mental issues, and a drug addiction problem that he's had for a long time and been unable to control. Fuck, he ruined his first marriage because of his addiction, and depletion of their savings on heroin even, but I guess you'd somehow want to frame me as 'sending him off the deep end'? and you know where he's at, right? I'm sure he came crying to you, correct? lol 1337 is going through a lot right now, but I can assure you, he hasn't 'gone off the deep end'. If anyone has 'gone off the deep end', it's been me, since I just don't give two fucks about life anymore regardless of who's around me, or who loves me. I still love 1337 to death, and would do anything in my power for him, and I've kept my vows. I know too, despite all the shit 1337 has gone through, and is dealing with right now, I know he still loves me too. Just with his health, and my health, it's been an exceptionally hard year for us.
It's fucking funny as fuck too, that now you would try and 'defend' 1337, acting as though I've been some negative influence on his life, when before all you did was shit talk him almost as bad as you shit talk me now. All you did was call him a 'worthless junkie who would end up ruining whatever carreer, marriage, and life he built, because he's an idiot with drugs'. lmfao like seriously, you've said that, but somehow now anything that might go wrong with his life, which... he's been fine carreer-wise, aside from the fact the hospital stays have impacted his income somewhat. We just both have had a rough time mentally.
As for my health, I was septic back when I had the infection, and surgeries in May/June. I am no longer septic. I have an MRSA infection that's become chronic (never went away from back in May when it started), and it will likely stay with me for the rest of my life, especially if this treatment of daptomycin does not work, unless I go for the amputation option, which I am really considering, honestly wish they would just do it. What I have will likely not kill me, not unless it randomly becomes worse, and spreads beyond the bone, which is pretty unlikely. It's the blood clotting disorder, that's what may kill me.
The only parasite here is you. You know this, it's why like I stated before you cling to your mother, why you won't go out on your own, and say you're helping her as your excuse to keep leeching emotionally from her, and being a parasite, and why she has such disdain for you, and treats you like the shit you are, and yeah, I see it now, and sympathize with her. If I had a son like you, I'd feel about the same. To some degree I pity you, but you don't even deserve pity for what sort of shitty human being you truly are. Go ahead, hide behind 'look at what xyz nice act I did', but anyting you might do is just to mask the scum person just below the surface. I wish I'd had seen it sooner, and I'd have encouraged you to kill yourself , rather than reaching out to you in an attempt to save your life. -
2018-12-24 at 2:09 PM UTC
Check this beautiful sunrise out over the skyline, and the dome at Hopkins. I went down to the dome yesterday and fell asleep for 2 hours in a wingback chair lol. Best sleep I've got since I've been here. I went and checked out the giant marble jesus statue, and wandered around the historic part of the hospital. I even went out front and they have a sundial, and it's really grand looking at it from the front historic entrance. I couldn't ask for a better view being on the 8th floor here. It's cool too that this is one of the only hospitals that aren't cunts about patients leaving the floor and going out to smoke. That's how I've made buddies with the security dudes at the desk entrance I use to wander out to smoke. We are on a first name basis with the security, and ladies at the front desk. I honestly do prefer this hospital over others.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-24 at 2:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone lmfao, okay, sure, blame me for everything despite me not doing one single thing to you, but treat you with love, kindness, and concern, and a desire to help you when you needed it, and to just be there for you when you rejected said help I tried to offer. I can be blamed for all sorts of shit, but the one I can't, or rather shouldn't be, is doing anything harmful to you. You literally attacked me, and did all sorts of insane shit for no cause other than that you had in your fucked up head. You know you did wrong and admitted such all the way up to the point I decided not to keep blaming myself for shit I didn't do, for wrongs I didn't commit- it was at that point you couldn't deal with your own horrible shit, so you try and put that on me. You're too emotionally retarded for any kind of intimate relationship, and you know that deep down, but go ahead, blame me for why you can't be with someone else lol.
I may be a lot of things, and hell, I have done some bad shit in my life, but you… You're the epitome of scum, you have no honor, and whatever moral high you try to take, whatever good you try to front, inside you're just a horrible, shitty person, with a horrible shitty life that you hide behind the nice things you possess, and act as though you're morally superior because you 'need' to take care of your mother, where in actuality, she's the one taking care of you, cleaning up your mess when you decide you want to do stupid shit, get fucked on benzos, and your near yearly attempt (cry for help) at suicide, or you screaming in the street at cops like a lunatic. You're an embarrassment to her. You're a burden to her, and deep down you know it. You're not there helping, you're there being dependent, emotionally, and all the money you fork over to her won't make up for that sort of burden, and embarrassment you are to her. She doesn't need help, she needs her 30+ year old son to move on with his life, and be something more than a line cook at a shitty restaurant, and grow up. That's why she treats you like she does. Of course she loves you because she's your mother, and the only reason she tolerates you. If she wanted you living under her roof at 30+ she wouldn't have sent you packing when you had all sorts of fucked mental shit to some fucked place in what.. Utah? You stay with her because you're too weak, too afraid, and too emotionally immature to live on your own alone, so you stay stuck up her ass, and no wonder she's a bitch, and a royal cunt to you on the daily, no wonder it feels like you never do enough- you don't. You haven't done what most people your age have done, which is get the fuck out of their parents house, and start their own life, but instead you'll pretend you're there to 'help' her. lmfao.
You know I'm right, even if you don't admit it here, you know damn well every word typed here is the truth. I didn't make you how you are, you've always been the way you are, and that's why you never had a real relationship prior to you botching the relationship with me, and letting all the awful inside you come out, letting all your misguided anger attack me, for what? you being jealous, for you being upset you couldn't control me that day? for you not getting your way? Oh, that's right, you've been a spoiled little shit all your life, and all you know is getting your way, and that's why shit upsets you so much when you don't, just like when she made you pack up, and go to some boot camp shit in Utah, because you were a self centered, out of control little shit who was strung out as fuck on benzos/drugs. Hell, you had mommy come to the rescue when you decided to leave once you turned 18, and she jumped and swooped in to save you from actually having to man the fuck up, and take care of yourself.
All you have is just trying to convince yourself that you're in the right because I wouldn't, and won't continue to blame myself for shit I'm not responsible for anymore, which leaves it on you, but you won't be responsible for your own actions, you never have been. All you got left is to try and make me feel bad with stupid, shallow insults, trying to get at me with shit I'd confided in you, thinking you'll strike a cord with me, thinking somehow you have power to hurt me still, when you don't. You're a POWERLESS little shit. Your dumb insults hurt me as much as a hangnail- it's annoying. I know though, when you lay there crying, and in deep thought about your fucked up, sad, little life, you know what I've said is true, and it does hurt you, it hurts you deep, and not because it's what I've said, it hurts because it's true, whether I say it or not.
Keep on with your abusive words if it makes you feel better, but what makes me feel better is knowing that's all you got, that's it, and it makes me laugh knowing that all you can do is try to hurt me with words, and at worst lie in an attempt to try to make me look worse than I truly am. I at least own my own shit, and I cannot be, in all honesty and good faith be blamed, or held accountable for your shitty life, your fucked up emotional retardation, or why you are as you are- a shitty human being all the way around, and by trying to frame me as such is you projecting.
As for 1337, he's a grown man, and I did nothing to ruin his life, or sending him 'off the deep end'. You have no idea where 1337 and I are at even. 1337 has been shooting heroin long before I ever met him, and as a matter of fact, he introduced me to heroin. He nearly ruined his career approximately 2 years ago, long before I was in a relationship with him, or even talking to him daily. He did that all on his own. He went 'off the deep end' then because he's bipolar, and has a severe mental issues, and a drug addiction problem that he's had for a long time and been unable to control. Fuck, he ruined his first marriage because of his addiction, and depletion of their savings on heroin even, but I guess you'd somehow want to frame me as 'sending him off the deep end'? and you know where he's at, right? I'm sure he came crying to you, correct? lol 1337 is going through a lot right now, but I can assure you, he hasn't 'gone off the deep end'. If anyone has 'gone off the deep end', it's been me, since I just don't give two fucks about life anymore regardless of who's around me, or who loves me. I still love 1337 to death, and would do anything in my power for him, and I've kept my vows. I know too, despite all the shit 1337 has gone through, and is dealing with right now, I know he still loves me too. Just with his health, and my health, it's been an exceptionally hard year for us.
It's fucking funny as fuck too, that now you would try and 'defend' 1337, acting as though I've been some negative influence on his life, when before all you did was shit talk him almost as bad as you shit talk me now. All you did was call him a 'worthless junkie who would end up ruining whatever carreer, marriage, and life he built, because he's an idiot with drugs'. lmfao like seriously, you've said that, but somehow now anything that might go wrong with his life, which… he's been fine carreer-wise, aside from the fact the hospital stays have impacted his income somewhat. We just both have had a rough time mentally.
As for my health, I was septic back when I had the infection, and surgeries in May/June. I am no longer septic. I have an MRSA infection that's become chronic (never went away from back in May when it started), and it will likely stay with me for the rest of my life, especially if this treatment of daptomycin does not work, unless I go for the amputation option, which I am really considering, honestly wish they would just do it. What I have will likely not kill me, not unless it randomly becomes worse, and spreads beyond the bone, which is pretty unlikely. It's the blood clotting disorder, that's what may kill me.
The only parasite here is you. You know this, it's why like I stated before you cling to your mother, why you won't go out on your own, and say you're helping her as your excuse to keep leeching emotionally from her, and being a parasite, and why she has such disdain for you, and treats you like the shit you are, and yeah, I see it now, and sympathize with her. If I had a son like you, I'd feel about the same. To some degree I pity you, but you don't even deserve pity for what sort of shitty human being you truly are. Go ahead, hide behind 'look at what xyz nice act I did', but anyting you might do is just to mask the scum person just below the surface. I wish I'd had seen it sooner, and I'd have encouraged you to kill yourself , rather than reaching out to you in an attempt to save your life.
Originally posted by hydromorphone
Check this beautiful sunrise out over the skyline, and the dome at Hopkins. I went down to the dome yesterday and fell asleep for 2 hours in a wingback chair lol. Best sleep I've got since I've been here. I went and checked out the giant marble jesus statue, and wandered around the historic part of the hospital. I even went out front and they have a sundial, and it's really grand looking at it from the front historic entrance. I couldn't ask for a better view being on the 8th floor here. It's cool too that this is one of the only hospitals that aren't cunts about patients leaving the floor and going out to smoke. That's how I've made buddies with the security dudes at the desk entrance I use to wander out to smoke. We are on a first name basis with the security, and ladies at the front desk. I honestly do prefer this hospital over others.
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2018-12-24 at 2:37 PM UTCHydro smoking cigarettes and shoving her phone over balconies to get the best angle
While I climb mountains and casually snap pics during my hike, drinking water the whole time
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2018-12-24 at 3:11 PM UTCHospitals are lame
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2018-12-24 at 3:19 PM UTCMountains > hospital
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2018-12-24 at 3:56 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-24 at 4:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone
Check this beautiful sunrise out over the skyline, and the dome at Hopkins. I went down to the dome yesterday and fell asleep for 2 hours in a wingback chair lol. Best sleep I've got since I've been here. I went and checked out the giant marble jesus statue, and wandered around the historic part of the hospital. I even went out front and they have a sundial, and it's really grand looking at it from the front historic entrance. I couldn't ask for a better view being on the 8th floor here. It's cool too that this is one of the only hospitals that aren't cunts about patients leaving the floor and going out to smoke. That's how I've made buddies with the security dudes at the desk entrance I use to wander out to smoke. We are on a first name basis with the security, and ladies at the front desk. I honestly do prefer this hospital over others.
$500,000 in medical debt for psychosomatic painThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-24 at 5:17 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-24 at 5:25 PM UTC
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING III: The Quest for 911 Truth Mountaineering is a dangerous pursuit. I imagine he has to step over the bodies of fallen previous expeditions along the nicely paved path. I hope he remembered to bring enough oxygen.
You've never been to Taiwan lol. All the hiking paths are like this because it's rock climbing otherwise
You basically climb stairs for hours on end
