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2018-12-20 at 10:25 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone To be honest, the reason I cheeked my xeralto was because I knew they'd switch me to warfrin. Having warfrin, while, at least with my study of the drug, and in how I could off myself with it, isn't an instantaneous 'pop the script then die' way out, stock piling, and administering the right dose/kg over a course of approx. 6 days or so, would result in dying, and could be hastened wit the aid of other drugs in the mix. That was my goal, and I succeeded, and if I do so choose to end my life, well, I just have more options available to me. (FYI, don't bother trying to OD on xeralto, it won't work. I've read a bit on it and it's pretty worthless, even with high doses.)
I don't feel sorry for myself. Just because a person says what has transpired in their life, and just because they may find their life to suck/the situation being told to suck, doesn't mean that they feel sorry for themselves. I know how I got here, I know it's my fault, and frankly, I want the pain to stop. I don't consider myself to be 'playing around in the mud', rather I consider it avoiding excruciating pain if at all possible. I get no joy out of IVing drugs like it seems most people do. It's just this minor blip where at best, most the pain has subsided, and I can walk around without constantly thinking about it. There's no fun, no joy. It's just exciting for me to have a few hours where I'm not curled up wanting to die instantaneously.
It didn't take me 6 months to realize anything, it was when I was posting from my phone, and I WOULD use paragraphs, but when I posted, it would just form into a wall of text, because Lanny had/has a shitty forum set up. He later fixed it. Sometimes I'd go back and correct it, but I finally said fuck it, and enjoyed you all bitching about walls of text.
I'm not so keen on wanting to be kept alive, but if I am to be kept alive, I wish they'd just do more to relieve my pain instead of being fucking kikes with the drugs, or at least get down to business and fucking amputate this fucked up leg that serves no purpose to me other than to cause pain.
I hijacked the shit I did because I am often broke, but I have saved many a life with being able to set an IV to administer fluids/drugs with. That's why I like to keep them on deck. For me, they'd run 1-3$ each. The hospital buys in such bulk, it costs them pennies on the dollar. They charge a fortune when they set an IV, and make plenty of money off setting one IV, or even PICC to cover their costs of thousands of IV, and PICC sets.
I didn't steal them with the intention of using them on myself, fuck, IVs aren't that great for me anyway, I blow them left and right all the time. I really just wanted them in the event of an emergency with an animal, person in need, or possible myself if I'm in deep shit. Frankly too, they cost so little, nurses in training/IV techs practice all the time on each other BECAUSE they are so cheap.
Yeah, I scored dope because I was in pain, and yes, my child is being well taken care of at home while I'm here in the hospital, I don't see how that's relevant. OMG! I fucking went and got a soda, and chips out of the vending machine, and my child is at home! The horror! At least what I was doing was to mitigate pain since these kikes aren't doing a very good job of it.
nah, I haven't fucked anyone in a long time. As for smokes, I have smokes for days, and because of the holidays, I've given quite a few away just to be nice to the less fortunate smokers out there. I roll my own so it's a lot cheaper, so I don't ever have a problem having smokes.
I keep a first aid kit like I do so I can help others who otherwise can't or won't go to a hospital, or animals who need treatment where they can't get to a vet. You definitely mistake me for what I am. If you knew me, you'd know I'm very much the giver. Fuckers charge enough anyway here, at least I get some goodies that I can do good for others with. I just like knowing I can help others, and do shit on the fly without needing this fucking place if I have to, and there are a lot of situations I've been in where it wasn't possible to get that person/animal to a hospital/vet.
I sure do.
I know I've done wrong in my life. I know I've fucked up, made mistakes, and I own that, I'm not like you, and pretend it never happened.
I've also had a pretty kick ass life at one point too. I had the world by the balls in another life. I've been on top, and I've been down low. It's just one big wheel that keeps on turning. I wonder what I did for the great, awesome shit that I've had. People are easy to point out the bad, but never bring up the good.
I copped it from a drawer that had been wheeled out and brought back by multiple different people in my 36 hour stay in the ER. They couldn't ever pin one person down for it.
At least I didn't steal it to sell. I stole it to add to my kit, that kit which has done a lot in it's carrier to help others, and save lives. It's pretty important to be able to establish an accurate temp on a person/animal when you're treating them, especially if it's serious (hence why hospitals use them.) Sure, I've doctored myself up here and there, but nothing too bad.
As for the IV kits, shit, I've had them use 6 just on me alone trying to get an IV started, so again, they're so cheap, they really don't keep inventory on them like say they would PICC starter kits, or other more pricy shit they'd use on a person.
Read above. IV kits are fucking pretty cheap, especially for a hospital that buys in bulk.
As for being selfish, I can honestly say, my first aid kit has done more for others, and saving others lives than it's done for me. Is that being selfish? I'm just happy I've now got the proper tools to treat and care for those who otherwise couldn't or wouldn't get the treatment they very well might need to live. Medicine has always been a passion of mine. I enjoy helping others, it's given me purpose before.
I know for fact, with so many hands on the shit I snagged, that no one would get in trouble for it. If I even thought there was a chance, I wouldn't have taken it.
If I'm gonna steal drugs, I'm going to the source, or at least do like they do in mexico, and go for the tractor trailer hauling all the opioids from perdue. My dad used to say, go big, or go home. Robbing a pharmacy is a one time thing, and you really wouldn't get all that much out of it anyway, in the great scheme of things.
Why would I have to steal, when I can just fill my script and sell them? That would make far more sense and have far less risk.
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2018-12-20 at 10:36 PM UTCMan, I'm tickled pink! I scored a few emergency circothyrotomy kits, trachea tubes, endotrachea tubes, nasotracheal kits, and orotracheal intubation kits! Yes! My first aid kit is gonna be so fucking bad ass once I get it back together and organized. I'm so happy I got so much medical supplies for christmas. It fucking really does make me happy I'm so prepared for the worst case scenarios. It really does make me happy when I'm able to help other living beings who need it. It makes me happy to know too, that if shit really does hit the fan, I'm able to actually save a life, and I actually have sterile shit to use, rather than having to rely on DIY household items to do a circothyrotomy/trach, and shit, I even got shit to intubate via nose, throat, and stomach tubes if I need it to get nutrition/drugs in someone whom can't eat for whatever reason.
I like being prepared. I know damn well there are quite a few animals/people who like, and are glad I've been prepared in the past. You fucks just think because I got IV catheter kits that it's just all about drugs/getting high, when that's nowhere near where my mind is/was when I snagged that shit. It's to be prepared, and be there to help people/animals who otherwise might die if I'm not prepared. Just like the circothyrotomy/trach/nasotrach/endotrach/nasogastro intubation kits... wtf would I do with those? How would I use those to get high? I have this shit to save lives, not to fuck around. That's why I have a billion and one sutures of varying sizes, and material (some are silk, monofiliment, disolvable sutures... I got it fucking all, dude.) This is why I collect this shit, and have shit on hand, and make sure I'm able to use it properly if I'm in an emergency situation.
I love medicine, I love helping people. It's why I wanted to be a doctor. It's why even though I'm not a doctor, I'm at least a Quack MD. I may have given up on being licensed, but I didn't give up on being trained, well versed, and able, and willing to help those who are in need of emergency medicine. -
2018-12-20 at 10:37 PM UTCthey're all gonna laugh at you!
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2018-12-20 at 10:40 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-20 at 11:18 PM UTCLick a bullet with your brain.
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2018-12-20 at 11:25 PM UTC
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2018-12-20 at 11:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by GGG Lick a bullet with your brain.
lick my pussy, faggot.
You know, one day, it's possible I might just snap. I might just say "fuck it", and IF I ever DO finally snap, I just might come find you, with my loaded and freshly cleaned .357 magnum, my dog, and hold you at gun point, with the barrel in your mouth, just so you can taste the steel deep in your throat, while my dog fucks you hard, and deep in the ass, then you can experience what it's like to feel a knotted up dog dick rip out of your tender little ass. If I snapped, that's just might be what happens when some little faggot goes on and on and on like faggots tend to do, saying shit, and writing checks with their mouth, I know for sure their ass can't cash.
I think it's funny how scared and afraid I know you'd be if that day ever came. Granted, I doubt it ever will, since really... you're small fries, and meh, I know you're helping of karmatic justice isn't too far off from blowing it's load on you, but hey... if I ever did just lose my shit, that would be pretty fucking satisfying... I know you'd talk shit, and try and act like you're tough, and fearless, but I know that scared little faggot that lies deep inside you. -
2018-12-20 at 11:44 PM UTCIf I ever was in the position to let §m£ÂgØL live, or die, I know I'd just save his life via intubation/circthyrotomy just so I could torture him. If I ever did let the evil side of me out, our little faggot friend here woldn't be saying the shit he says daily just because he's butthurt, and unable to get off the cross he's on, build a fucking bridge, and get the fuck over it. God, oh how sweet his little tears, and pleas to be let go would be with the barrel of that gun buried in his temple, or hell, the mumbled pleas coming from him with that bitch damn near down his throat. lmfao. One day... you never know. People, especially mentally unstable people such as myself, you never know when, or where they're gonna snap.
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2018-12-20 at 11:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone If I ever was in the position to let §m£ÂgØL live, or die, I know I'd just save his life via intubation/circthyrotomy just so I could torture him. If I ever did let the evil side of me out, our little faggot friend here woldn't be saying the shit he says daily just because he's butthurt, and unable to get off the cross he's on, build a fucking bridge, and get the fuck over it. God, oh how sweet his little tears, and pleas to be let go would be with the barrel of that gun buried in his temple, or hell, the mumbled pleas coming from him with that bitch damn near down his throat. lmfao. One day… you never know. People, especially mentally unstable people such as myself, you never know when, or where they're gonna snap.
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2018-12-21 at 12:14 AM UTCDon't hate the playa hate the wave
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2018-12-21 at 12:15 AM UTCChristmas is but a few days away brahs. Hopefully I'll have enough shard not to murder my uncle. Time will tell!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-21 at 12:19 AM UTC
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2018-12-21 at 12:44 AM UTCHaha! Yes, I scored some foley catheter kits. I might just send some wrapped in gift wrap to 1337 for Christmas for when he does so much dope he can't piss. Dude, being in the hospital is like going on a treasure hunt everyday/time I go to smoke/wander the halls. My first aid kit is going to be so bitchin' again, as it was in years past.
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2018-12-21 at 2:44 AM UTCYeah, stealing from the hospital that's keeping you alive and in drugs is extremely fucked. I was going to ask how on earth you think using stolen medical supplies is going to help anyone but then I realized hearing the rationalization is just going to be depressing.
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2018-12-21 at 2:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Yeah, stealing from the hospital that's keeping you alive and in drugs is extremely fucked. I was going to ask how on earth you think using stolen medical supplies is going to help anyone but then I realized hearing the rationalization is just going to be depressing.
Don't worry, shit like that is only the tip of the trash iceberg. -
2018-12-21 at 4:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Yeah, stealing from the hospital that's keeping you alive and in drugs is extremely fucked. I was going to ask how on earth you think using stolen medical supplies is going to help anyone but then I realized hearing the rationalization is just going to be depressing.
As outrageously high as their bills & prices are, fuck em :icon14:The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-21 at 5:32 AM UTCHydro has Munchausens. I used to as well, but I got over it.
Poor hydro. I feel so, so sorry for her. I mean, she had NO CHOICE but to inject T-PAIN and give herself a blood clot :(
Push 10ml of O2. Or stop taking your dilaudid for a few days (yeah right) and mix the dil juice with dope, buy some bars, and down a handle. In the reverse order, please.
Also, aspirate.
I have the email address of the guy in Mexico who sends people bottles of pento. Malice bought from him. Mixed with dope would probably be the best way to go in general.
Fuck, just eat a couple tablespoons of T-PAIN.
All these "seppe slip ups" are indicitive that you like creating drama and staying in the hospital, but have no serious intentions of killing yourself. I don't think you're even aware of this though, as it's probably tied to your unconsciosus mind. -
2018-12-21 at 7:27 AM UTCHydro is cool I'd fuck her if I wasn't marriedThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-21 at 8:12 AM UTCJust realized the extent of the raging hydro did at my general comment.
Fucking lol. Bitch having sexual murder fantasies cause I posted a one liner. -
2018-12-21 at 8:16 AM UTCHow much you'll niggas spend per person on Christmas? I'm spending like 25 on a joke present, I think its too much. I also spent like 50 on real presents for this person already.
