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2018-12-05 at 9:12 AM UTCHow to always be high on chemicals with no negative repercussions how
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2018-12-05 at 9:13 AM UTCFaggots micro dosing GHB before 2nd period
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2018-12-05 at 9:13 AM UTCDo more chemicals and disregard anything that isn't related to getting high
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2018-12-05 at 9:20 AM UTCMeth_God
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2018-12-05 at 9:23 AM UTCMy aunt's name is Crystal
I've always wanted to get her spun so I can say I smoked crystal with crystal -
2018-12-05 at 9:24 AM UTC[video]https://www.reddit.com/r/Ice_Poseidon/[/video]
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2018-12-05 at 9:52 AM UTC
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2018-12-05 at 10:02 AM UTCClick yes
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2018-12-05 at 11:58 AM UTC
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2018-12-05 at 12:53 PM UTCI could just start a thread, but that would be so unlike me.
Do you feel like your "real life" has begun? Probably for obvious reasons, but I've always had this sense of that I'm not who or where I'm supposed to be.
I keep thinking that when I get my head together, why I get my health together, that things will fall into place.
I miss my thoughts being electric and dynamic. I'm tired of feeling slow and foggy and inarticulate.
I kinda wonder at which point "potential" is a moot point, and you've pretty much ruined yourself.
Idk what I'm even asking really. Just woke up out of a sound sleep, threw up, and now my guts and twisting so hard I can barely lay down.
You guys have been pretty much my only constant social group since I was 15, and I care about your faggots and wish I knew some of you better.
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2018-12-05 at 1:13 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I could just start a thread, but that would be so unlike me.
Do you feel like your "real life" has begun? Probably for obvious reasons, but I've always had this sense of that I'm not who or where I'm supposed to be
I keep thinking that when I get my head together, why I get my health together, that things will fall into place.
I'm about 90% sure it's my destiny to die early. There's no other explanation.
No matter how well things are going for me, my mental state continues to worsenI miss my thoughts being electric and dynamic. I'm tired of feeling slow and foggy and inarticulate.
I know how this feels. I used to be a motherfucking genius before I started doing drugs seven years ago. Now, I can't even finish a sentence without making a fool of myself
Not to mention the fact that if there is anything in my path of travel I WILL trip over itI kinda wonder at which point "potential" is a moot point, and you've pretty much ruined yourself.
I'm always torn between "I've ruined all that I may have been able to accomplish"
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"It's my destiny to commit suicide to punish my family for their wrongdoing"
After all, "everything happens for a reason," right?Idk what I'm even asking really. Just woke up out of a sound sleep, threw up, and now my guts and twisting so hard I can barely lay down.
You guys have been pretty much my only constant social group since I was 15, and I care about your faggots and wish I knew some of you better.
Night.
You and me both.
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2018-12-05 at 1:20 PM UTCMaybe it's just something like God, that the mind creates to create calm and acceptance. In most ways I think I'm better than I was, but that's just growing up. Maybe that's just another thing I've told myself to give the last 13 years purpose. But it's Been so long, I don't even remember what I t's like not to live like an animal. I don't start things. Starting a thing means I have to cultivate it, make it better. What if I fail? What if I waste time? I mean even a thread is too much of a commitment. If i lived any place and in any time where I had to actually fight to exist, it think I'd just waste away in a corner somewhere. I always fancied myself on the more intellectual end of the spectrum of intelligence, but some of you tracked out freaks make me look like a drooling idiot. I wanted to be a writer, but I've never written anything. I had drawers and drawers full of notebooks crammed with poems and stories and couplets that I never bothered to flesh out or finish. I "wanted" to be a musician . Not particularly a famous one, but just someone who gave people music. Seemed like a noble calling. Never bothered to learn an instrument or get voice training. Wanted to travel and meet people all over the world, have adventures. I've never gone anywhere. Haven't even left the country. I don't know what it is. I've just kind of always felt like this. I don't know wtf it is.
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2018-12-05 at 1:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox I'm about 90% sure it's my destiny to die early. There's no other explanation.
No matter how well things are going for me, my mental state continues to worsen
I know how this feels. I used to be a motherfucking genius before I started doing drugs seven years ago. Now, I can't even finish a sentence without making a fool of myself
Not to mention the fact that if there is anything in my path of travel I WILL trip over it
I'm always torn between "I've ruined all that I may have been able to accomplish"
and
"It's my destiny to commit suicide to punish my family for their wrongdoing"
After all, "everything happens for a reason," right?
You and me both.
I hope you feel better. Really.
I feel kinda exactly the same way. But dying early or suicide just seems more like a logical conclusion of my life at this point rather than some melodramatic end to an unremarkable life. I mean I've felt better sometimes on mushrooms and stuff, but it's probably safe to say that our bran chemistry is fucked. But neuroplqsticity and all that, it'd almost certainly improve with proper lifestyle...just who knows to what degree. I just feel like I'm just waking in circles. It's like Groundhog Day, reliving the same thing over and over again. I wish someone would've really impressed upon me how quickly things happen, and how you set the pace for your life. It feels like 6 months ago that I was sitting at a bonfire at the beach with friends and everything just WAS. Everything felt free and open and unchallenging. Everything was right there at that moment. And now i just feel off....
The truest thing I can say about my life's experience, is that as long as I can remember, I've felt like the walking memory of an old man on his death bed, looking back on his life with regret. Even that,I'm sure I stole from a movie. But when I heard it, it was the most clear articulation of my mind that I could possibly muster.
Anyway always feel free to message me if you feel like it. God knows I ain't got shit going on. Then again, if you're as like me as I think you are, most of the time you probably can't think of anything to say, and writing anything to anyone feels like too much work. *shrug*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-05 at 2:05 PM UTC
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2018-12-05 at 8:40 PM UTCBreadbowl grenades
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2018-12-05 at 8:46 PM UTCRiot Officer: Why are you holding a long loaf of bread?
Fascist: I just like to carry one when I go out. I never leave without one. -
2018-12-05 at 11:38 PM UTCRiot Officer: Why are you holding a long loaf of bread?
Fascist: We are in France -
2018-12-05 at 11:48 PM UTC
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2018-12-06 at 12:03 AM UTC
Dio, and this song got me through the shit when I had to have surgery on my leg back in May. Fucking was hell. "heaven, help me". I wanted to die listening to this song so many times. Fuck god or Jesus when there's Ronnie James Dio. -
2018-12-06 at 12:18 AM UTCMaybe you should keep listening
