Originally posted by totse3.com
You want a piece of Malice. Cause we can hunt him down and you can talk to some real "reasoning."
He's a gentle soul though. Go easy on him
I wonder if he hitch hiked to LA or San Diego. It's warmer down there
Malice was too socially awkward to hitch hike. I doubt his anxiety and paranoia would have allowed him to do it, and even if he did, nobody would pick up that weird motherfucker who appears and is likely thinking about strangling and killing the driver along the way.
Last we heard, Malice got "on the bus". He'd purchased a strong barbituate to have on hand if he did finally want to go through with suicide, and was discussing it heavily right before he made that thread. I'm pretty sure he killed himself. I'm doing a little digging to see if I can find anything, but CA is a big state, and even the area where he was living (or so we were told) is densely populated. It probably gonna take awhile, if I ever do find anything. I really do miss Malice, he was a good dude. In a way, I hope I find nothing,and he just left the forum either for an extended period, or for good to start fresh, maybe somewhere else. I just don't think that's the case though... If he did do it, I just wish I could be as brave as he was... Maybe one day. (I did try recently, but failed because 1337 pulled me back from the brink... I took a 18g needle, and 10ml syringe and proceeded to hit my femoral artery and just screw off and on the syringe once I filled it up and then just filled up water bottles. I got 2500mls out of me, not including what kept pouring from the needle when the syringe was unscrewed, and I'm estimating 2500ml but I did fill. 5,500mlbottles to the very top too, so likely a bit more, and then proceeded to pass out all day every time I stood up for more than a few minutes. I've still been feeling like shit after that... Apparently when I try next time, I need to make sure I don't let people talk me out of it, and just keep going.)
