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2018-06-12 at 8:37 PM UTCIt seems to burn quick too, the couple times I put it in a pilo. Like almost as soon as it melts, it starts to burn.
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2018-06-12 at 8:42 PM UTCwhere's fucking enter this place isnt the same
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2018-06-12 at 8:44 PM UTCa-PVP doesn't burn quickly, though.
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2018-06-12 at 8:49 PM UTCThere ehebrrh I he is heh tr
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2018-06-12 at 8:53 PM UTC
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2018-06-12 at 10:47 PM UTCAced the sociology final easily, did't even need the large index card we were allowed to use (front and back).
Finals are causing me extreme stress, which I don't handle well. The daily meth and caffeine use are playing a large factor, but there's no doubt they work. Not that confident in my Japanese skills. I'd be satisfied with a B because I think deserve it. If i hadn't missed all those classes due to going into suicide mode I may have still managed an A. It would make sense that language ability would be one of my weakest areas considering how little I've communicated throughout life.
The philosophy review was 40 pages long, way different than the mid-term, which I aced without any notes. This time I'm taking advantage of the full page front and back because many questions were about relatively minor things most people wouldn't remember. I'm going to use my system to add every one of them and ace it even if he decides to include that and make it an absurd length.
Japanese final tomorrow and philosophy the day after, both start at 7:30, which is lousy. I'm going to have to knock myself out in order to get enough sleep.
Don't procrastinate, if you have excess time actually study, even read ahead, don't let work pile up, take a stimulant if it's what you need to get out of bed instead of missing class. Obvious lessons. -
2018-06-12 at 10:58 PM UTCIt'll be at the point where I figure out how I handle STEM classes that I'll decide whether to suicide.
Then again, with meth and caffeine autism memory may be augmented to the point where just reading some things once may be enough to remember them. Writing them down seems to take this to a higher level, just a few repetitions and kanji may be permanently ingrained.
There's no doubt it cures my ADD, but I can't handle this stress. If a benzo like anxiolytic without any of the negative effects were released, and some are in the pipeline, I could achieve an intellectual god mode. Still wouldn't fix how miserable I am inside, though. -
2018-06-12 at 11 PM UTCfucking hell
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2018-06-12 at 11:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice It'll be at the point where I figure out how I handle STEM classes that I'll decide whether to suicide.
Then again, with meth and caffeine autism memory may be augmented to the point where just reading some things once may be enough to remember them. Writing them down seems to take this to a higher level, just a few repetitions and kanji may be permanently ingrained.
There's no doubt it cures my ADD, but I can't handle this stress. If a benzo like anxiolytic without any of the negative effects were released, and some are in the pipeline, I could achieve an intellectual god mode. Still wouldn't fix how miserable I am inside, though.
Snort a line and go fuck a hooker nigga fuck! -
2018-06-12 at 11:10 PM UTCYeah, my blog type posts really aren't worth reading.
There's a potentially promising side to this though. Since it's akin to muscular atrophy, having been so unaccustomed to so many aspects of school, coming in regularly even when you don't want to, interacting with peers, regular work, studying independently, conscientiousness, a lack of procrastination, dealing with stress from major projects etc. Eventually I may adapt, particularly with the possible increased plasticity the tism may give me.
It's nearly the inverse of the hiki lifestyle. If I could take a pill to prevent any negative effects from social isolation and that boosted mood and be in VR perpetually I sure as hell wouldn't be doing this. It conflicts with my philosophical viewpoints, though, because I don't see happiness as a sole reason to live to be valid. -
2018-06-12 at 11:12 PM UTC
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2018-06-12 at 11:13 PM UTCcool i hating on them or you but when i'm getting fucked up i don't really want to read even that much. words get all jumbled up like wtf like you are typing in cantonese or some shit
you keep doing you tho in here esp. -
2018-06-12 at 11:23 PM UTC
>Cantonese
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2018-06-12 at 11:27 PM UTCI don't think chinese people exist
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2018-06-12 at 11:27 PM UTCdamn didn't know...well your ppl are fucked up and i don't need a logical reason(s)behind it either
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2018-06-12 at 11:29 PM UTConly the koreans seem to exist. maybe trump have the chinese, japaenese, and the rest in prison camps. raped and tortured every second of every day...the new age hitler
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2018-06-12 at 11:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice It'll be at the point where I figure out how I handle STEM classes that I'll decide whether to suicide.
Then again, with meth and caffeine autism memory may be augmented to the point where just reading some things once may be enough to remember them. Writing them down seems to take this to a higher level, just a few repetitions and kanji may be permanently ingrained.
There's no doubt it cures my ADD, but I can't handle this stress. If a benzo like anxiolytic without any of the negative effects were released, and some are in the pipeline, I could achieve an intellectual god mode. Still wouldn't fix how miserable I am inside, though.
mal, did you see my earlier post about microdosing lsd?
Originally posted by NARCassist have you ever tried microdosing acid?
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2018-06-12 at 11:45 PM UTCThe clearest example of anti-natalism in Buddhism I've ever seen.
Nanda, I do not extol the production of a new existence even a little bit;
nor do I extol the production of a new existence for even a moment.
Why? The production of a new existence is suffering. For example, even
a little [bit of ] vomit stinks. In the same way, Nanda, the production of a
new existence, even a little bit, even for a moment, is suffering. Therefore,
Nanda, whatever comprises birth, [namely] the arising of matter,
its subsistence, its growth, and its emergence, the arising, subsistence,
growth, and emergence of feeling, conceptualization, conditioning
forces, and consciousness, [all that] is suffering. Subsistence is illness.
Growth is old age and death. Therefore, Nanda, what contentment is
there for one who is in the mother’s womb wishing for existence?
Garbhavakranti Sutra
Originally posted by NARCassist mal, did you see my earlier post about microdosing lsd?
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Bad for me. It has schizomimetic effects. -
2018-06-12 at 11:53 PM UTC#SOLIDARITY
TMWPIIMH
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2018-06-12 at 11:55 PM UTChave you done acid before malice?
i watched another yt vid after that one where an autis.t dude did 700ug and he was well cool with it.
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