2018-06-06 at 10:33 PM UTC
The proportions look weird. Not even her huge tits but... I dunno, her shoulders and neck seem to be too high up.
2018-06-06 at 10:55 PM UTC
If you turn the picture upside down, it looks like she has a big ass dick in her shirt. Perhaps Obbe has Freudian leanings.
2018-06-07 at 12:16 AM UTC
stop it you fucking retard
2018-06-07 at 1:08 AM UTC
And the high dose fentanyl patch, the final piece of the perfect death, has been ordered. My Zofran and Metoclopramide have arrived. The latter comes with the pentobarbital, but the Peaceful Pill Handbook recommends both if available for an even stronger anti-emetic effect mediated via a different mechanism. I also ordered some packs of Prazosin to trial to reduce anxiety and some of the negative effects of stimulants related to norepinephrine (even on low dose pure d-meth I can still feel paranoia has increased noticeably, although it's mild and isn't constant, just a mild feeling like anxiety and more likely to be triggered, as well as baseline anxiety.). One of those packs is reserved for the perfect death collection to prevent the fear response from the survival instinct.
Also ordered more ketamine and I may just manage to pull off straight A's, despite a really rough start and a massive depressive episode fucking things up a bit, so right now it's just in case something pushes me to that, and I don't know what it could be in the future. It's nice to know you have the best death available in case you're ever in unbearable suffering that can't be resolved.
I could actually be a good student and pull of a 4.0. The only thing I see standing in my way is how much I fucking hate math and that I likely won't enjoy programming, but view it as a trade that could pay very well even part time (My ideal would be 6 hours a day 5 days a week). I've been going to the math lab where you can use their computers (you can do it on your own computer, but have to log 25 hours there) to try to test out as far as I can when I take the assessment again before the fall semester begins. It's actually not that bad, the ALEKS program is pretty much my ideal method of learning math and it's a lot more efficient. I wouldn't say I particularly dislike it, I can see how some people find it fun getting lost in working out logic puzzles. If I could master enough trigonometry during that time, going straight into calculus would be fantastic. I want to take as little math as possible. Taking advantage of the extended testing time I could receive would increase my chances even higher. Even just by learning to guess well you may be able to pull off a 1/3 chance of passing, although that would be a terrible idea because you'd crash hard.
2018-06-07 at 1:10 AM UTC
Also need to order some nice clothes and start dressing well. I understood the importance of it long ago. Wide variety of positive effects if I want to give being social a try.
2018-06-07 at 1:41 AM UTC
when i see dicksucking lips like that i seriously want to bust them open
