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  1. #61
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow You're supposed to have a tribe, a family that doesn't betray you and looks out for you at those times when you aren't looking out for yourself. People aren't made to be alone. Think how in a dark wood you feel so much safer when you have someone else with you.

    Granted, and I do to some extent, but when it all boils down you're all you got to look out for yourself in the end.
    I struggle with trust especially placing it in the hands of a deity or people.

    Feeling safe doesn't equate to being safe so while its nice to feel the comfort of others, I don't fool myself in thinking that their presence will keep me safe.

    In dark times, when some weird, paranormal shit was happening which had me freaked, I asked for intuition from Plantesi if she could grant that during that rather fucky event... But I won't depend upon it.
  2. #62
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Also you do not just imagine entities, they do have an existence external to your mind, though the name and the relationship varies.

    It also depends on the person. Some people pray and their prayers have enormous power. Spirituality is not just made up, and not just a mental illness, no matter what they say.

    Prayer or whatever... It harnessing energy, manipulating it. Like people who preform spells. All that is, the items, the ritual, is just a way it helps some people focus energy. Some people need nothing, others need elaborate incantations, silver goblets, virgin blood, etc. But that's down to the individual and how well they can manipulate the energy around them for their ends. Its not even so much WHO you pray to either, though they can decide to contribute or help focus energy for said purpose... Just the belief sometimes is enough.
  3. #63
    GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Houston [this unquestioningly unfrequented clast]
    Originally posted by hydromorphone Prayer or whatever… It harnessing energy, manipulating it. Like people who preform spells. All that is, the items, the ritual, is just a way it helps some people focus energy. Some people need nothing, others need elaborate incantations, silver goblets, virgin blood, etc. But that's down to the individual and how well they can manipulate the energy around them for their ends. Its not even so much WHO you pray to either, though they can decide to contribute or help focus energy for said purpose… Just the belief sometimes is enough.

    Correct. The energy focus is key. Ritual takes many firms, but it is just a summoning of energy. The most important thing is that that energy has to be carefully directed. The field is full of frauds and phonies, but a skilled energy worker can have enormous power.
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  4. #64
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Correct. The energy focus is key. Ritual takes many firms, but it is just a summoning of energy. The most important thing is that that energy has to be carefully directed. The field is full of frauds and phonies, but a skilled energy worker can have enormous power.

    Very true. We after all are just energy when everything else boils away. Its all on how you use it.

    I was told when I was younger I was born with a blue veil. Which, so I'm told can make me more adept to such things, or more open to the paranormal... Which... I definitely have had my fair share of paranormal events. Not always good either. I've had a lot of negative attach to me in my youth that has followed me around... I just stubbornly tell my current poltergiest to fuck off and suck my nonexistent dick. This thing has physically written on dry erase boards, moved shit and left bloody lines down my back... I live seeing a lot of shadow people (never while on meth funnily enough). I hate those niggers... They are part if it. They don't phase me anymore, none of it does.
  5. #65
    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Originally posted by hydromorphone Very true. We after all are just energy when everything else boils away. Its all on how you use it.

    I was told when I was younger I was born with a blue veil. Which, so I'm told can make me more adept to such things, or more open to the paranormal… Which… I definitely have had my fair share of paranormal events. Not always good either. I've had a lot of negative attach to me in my youth that has followed me around… I just stubbornly tell my current poltergiest to fuck off and suck my nonexistent dick. This thing has physically written on dry erase boards, moved shit and left bloody lines down my back… I live seeing a lot of shadow people (never while on meth funnily enough). I hate those niggers… They are part if it. They don't phase me anymore, none of it does.

    Are you a witch? Brujeriaisimo?
  6. #66
    BeigeWarlock African Astronaut
    When I'm in the forest alone.. the last fucking think I want is someone coming near me.. that's how horror stories start out. that crazy fucker in the woods with an axe.


    unless there is a bear. then I want someone around me so I can push them into the bear and run.
  7. #67
    Originally posted by BeigeWarlock When I'm in the forest alone.. the last fucking think I want is someone coming near me.. that's how horror stories start out. that crazy fucker in the woods with an axe.


    unless there is a bear. then I want someone around me so I can push them into the bear and run.

    i'll keep that in mind if i'm ever in a forest with you and we see a bear
  8. #68
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by greenplastic i'll keep that in mind if i'm ever in a forest with you and we see a bear

    I'll keep that in mind if I'm ever walking in a forest alone and come across you and t2k1 and a bear all at once.
  9. #69
    Originally posted by hydromorphone Very true. We after all are just energy when everything else boils away. Its all on how you use it.

    I was told when I was younger I was born with a blue veil. Which, so I'm told can make me more adept to such things, or more open to the paranormal… Which… I definitely have had my fair share of paranormal events. Not always good either. I've had a lot of negative attach to me in my youth that has followed me around… I just stubbornly tell my current poltergiest to fuck off and suck my nonexistent dick. This thing has physically written on dry erase boards, moved shit and left bloody lines down my back… I live seeing a lot of shadow people (never while on meth funnily enough). I hate those niggers… They are part if it. They don't phase me anymore, none of it does.

    Lol holy shit you're insane.
  10. #70
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Girl yo so crazy, I think I wanna have yo baby
  11. #71
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by gumbo Lol holy shit you're insane.

    Never denied that.
  12. #72
    NARCassist gollums fat coach
    Originally posted by gumbo Lol holy shit you're insane.

    you know months ago i was thinking you couldn't make yourself sound any more obsessed and butt hurt over hydro, but still to this day you're managing to surprise me.



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  13. #73
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow My belief has always been reincarnation. More or less what Varg and his wife have figured out, though I'm not that interested in the details. Sometimes you can remember your previous life.

    that honestly sounds horrible.

    we're just rebooted and reformatted to make the same mistakes, over and over again...

    maybe this is what hell is.
  14. #74
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by aldra that honestly sounds horrible.

    we're just rebooted and reformatted to make the same mistakes, over and over again…

    maybe this is what hell is.

    Yeah, tell me about it. I might believe this shit, but I don't endorse it, its not a comfort. My father was the same way. He said when he died he was going to shoot god in the face for this fucked up system. That always makes me laugh though. I wanted to commission a huge oil painting of my dad shooting god in the face. That'd be super cool to hang in the living room as a memorial to my dad imo.
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  15. #75
    GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Houston [this unquestioningly unfrequented clast]
    Originally posted by hydromorphone I was told when I was younger I was born with a blue veil. Which, so I'm told can make me more adept to such things, or more open to the paranormal… Which… I definitely have had my fair share of paranormal events. Not always good either. I've had a lot of negative attach to me in my youth that has followed me around… I just stubbornly tell my current poltergiest to fuck off and suck my nonexistent dick. This thing has physically written on dry erase boards, moved shit and left bloody lines down my back… I live seeing a lot of shadow people (never while on meth funnily enough). I hate those niggers… They are part if it. They don't phase me anymore, none of it does.

    Veil stuff is kinda mysterious. I don't have much interest in that.

    Some people have unusual auras, there's a lot of different types out there. You probably have some abilities, you should explore them if you feel drawn to, you usually just know what you can do and can't do.

    Poltergeist stuff is usually explained by telekinesis - people do it themselves.

    Originally posted by gumbo Lol holy shit you're insane.

    Anyone who'd let you fuck them is ready for the assylum imo.
  16. #76
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Veil stuff is kinda mysterious. I don't have much interest in that.

    Some people have unusual auras, there's a lot of different types out there. You probably have some abilities, you should explore them if you feel drawn to, you usually just know what you can do and can't do.

    Poltergeist stuff is usually explained by telekinesis - people do it themselves.



    Anyone who'd let you fuck them is ready for the assylum imo.

    When I was younger my grandmother took me to this psychic. The psychic said I had a yellow and blue aura. She said I should work in healthcare... Which... I don't, but medicine is kinda my passion. I like to consider myself a Quack MD who graduated from the school of Hard Knocks.

    I don't usually attribute colors to peoples auras when I meet them, but I can feel it. §m£ÂgØL actually has a very rare sort of aura I've never come across before, but that was years ago, shit changes too sometimes.

    I do agree that some people cause their own hauntings, maybe I have inadvertantly done that, but shit is fucked and has happened even when I'm not there. And the who back bleeding with streaks of blood and shadow people definitely has fucked with me in the past. I e had guns disappear and reappear right in front of me too... That was a fucked event. Ah well... I just keep going.

    When I was younger I used to dabble in such things. I think I welcomed shit into my life I shouldn't have back then that's caused this and have struggled to make it go. That's why I have a belief in it, but wouldn't say I practice anymore.

    I never liked the term witch. I think wiccan and I hate most of those fags.
  17. #77
    GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Houston [this unquestioningly unfrequented clast]
    Originally posted by hydromorphone I never liked the term witch. I think wiccan and I hate most of those fags.

    Kinda like sex-worker, energy-worker is the best and most neutral term.
  18. #78
    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Veil stuff is kinda mysterious. I don't have much interest in that.

    Some people have unusual auras, there's a lot of different types out there. You probably have some abilities, you should explore them if you feel drawn to, you usually just know what you can do and can't do.

    Poltergeist stuff is usually explained by telekinesis - people do it themselves.



    Anyone who'd let you fuck them is ready for the assylum imo.

    you are full of shit
  19. #79
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Originally posted by greenplastic you are full of shit

    Being human with how our digestive tract works, we all are full of shit at some point in the day.

    Originally posted by GasTheKikesRaceWarNow Kinda like sex-worker, energy-worker is the best and most neutral term.

    Yeah, I could dig that.

    On a side note though, terms like 'whore' don't bother me so much, just it has a negative, and taboo impression to it in society to most people. I think its funny when §m£ÂgØL or someone else thinks they're gonna hurt my feelings when I've said myself more than enough times that that is in fact what I do. I am a lot whore, though sex worker, or prostitute sounds better, and more polite I guess.
  20. #80
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by hydromorphone When I was younger my grandmother took me to this psychic. The psychic said I had a yellow and blue aura. She said I should work in healthcare… Which… I don't, but medicine is kinda my passion. I like to consider myself a Quack MD who graduated from the school of Hard Knocks.

    I don't usually attribute colors to peoples auras when I meet them, but I can feel it. §m£ÂgØL actually has a very rare sort of aura I've never come across before, but that was years ago, shit changes too sometimes.

    Is "feeling an aura" any different than "getting that vibe" when you first meet someone? Quite simply , intuition.
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