2018-03-27 at 4:47 PM UTC
As some of you know I've been a little fucked up the past week or so doing drugs and stuff. The drug use pretty much culminated when I had been up for a while already and decided I was going to get some sleep that night by getting super stoned and doing a little MXE to chill out and float into sleep. Me and my friend each did a tiny bump, then I did another small line by myself a minute later, and then he went to the balcony to go smoke a cigarette while I weighed out some doses in water for us to take. While dissolving about 30 mg of MXE in water for us to dose volumetrically, I started to feel extremely high and would forget what I was doing and how many mL I was supposed to weigh out for each of us, then I forgot how much MXE I had put in the water. I was looking at the measuring glass and it was getting hard to imagine reality outside of the measuring glass. It was like the entire universe was myself and the water glass, as one object. My friend came back from smoking his cigarette and I was so fucked up I kept trying to explain to him that I was too fucked up to weigh out the doses but I couldn't form the sentences no matter how hard I tried. He asked if I wanted him to just weigh out his dose because I couldn't and I just said yes. He dosed and then I was high as fuck.
Later I hit some nitrous which completely shattered reality. I have never been as high as I was that night. The wah's from the nitrous lasted like at least an hour after taking them. My friend was with me the whole time and said I kept saying "holy fucking shit" over and over again and when he asked about it I just told him I wasn't sure if he was there for it or not and couldn't explain. My memory of this is pretty hazy but I remember it was insanely trippy. MXE is way more mind bending than I remember. Now I've finally had a couple nights good sleep and am feeling like a human being again and not a degenerate space alien.
2018-03-27 at 5:12 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
Nice man ive been doing a lot of drugs recently too
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2018-03-28 at 1:33 PM UTC
this is why i can never do drugs again
i'm having enough trouble being in reality while sober
after a trip like that i couldnt just "come back to reality"
or maybe i could. maybe a wild trip like that would make this sober reality finally seem like reality in comparison.
