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Do you remember the first time you took a drug?
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2018-03-25 at 3:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist yes, yes i am
one of the most dangerous of recreational drugs and one i've been addicted to now for 34 years.
my 1st cigarette was when i was 9, it was a pack of lucky strike, unenhancemented.
but i didnt smoke seriously until i was like 15. i still manage to quit after nearly 20years,
its not really that hard to quit,
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2018-03-26 at 1:34 AM UTCMethamphetamine was the first drug I've done at the age of 12.Booze is a drug also but I didn't get drunk from it in till a few months after using Meth, but drank alcohol many times since the age of 9.
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2018-03-26 at 1:59 AM UTClol, how do you end up taking meth at 12?
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2018-03-26 at 2:12 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-26 at 3:04 AM UTC
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2018-03-26 at 5:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny lol, how do you end up taking meth at 12?
My sister was all tweaked out before school and was in the bathroom tweaking out and kept asking me if she looked ok to go to school and end up giving me and my friend all her shit and it was fucking crazy cuz i've never done drugs and my friend smoked weed already but we went up to my bedroom and both snorted a line of more then probably needed. Well my friend did his he just got up and left my house and walked home which was 4 miles away and i got all sketched and skipped school myself and hid in the woods all day and worked on this fort we were making that was already a month into building and i finished it all that day methed the fuck out lol. -
2018-03-26 at 5:23 PM UTCI smoked a bunch of weed and hallucinated a giant statue holding me in its palm and it said "watch this" and moved its hand out from under me and quickly moved the other one under me and it was like I never even moved an inch.
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2018-03-26 at 5:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader my 1st cigarette was when i was 9, it was a pack of lucky strike, unenhancemented.
but i didnt smoke seriously until i was like 15. i still manage to quit after nearly 20years,
its not really that hard to quit,
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i know its not hard to quit, i went 9 months without a cigarette in prison when they brought in the smoking ban, it didn't bother me much after the first couple of weeks. the reason i haven't quit smoking tho is because i don't want to, i like smoking and plan to continue as long as i live. it pisses me off when non-smokers, especially ex-smokers, just assume the reason you haven't stopped smoking is because you are completely helpless and lacking in self-discipline to do so. i mean you are talking to somebody who after a 15 year heroin addiction quit using every day and now continues to use every couple of weeks and resists any urge to use more. that is only done by exercising a massive amount of self-control. way more than it takes to give up fucking smoking ffs.
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2018-03-26 at 7:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist i mean you are talking to somebody who after a 15 year heroin addiction quit using every day and now continues to use every couple of weeks and resists any urge to use more. that is only done by exercising a massive amount of self-control. way more than it takes to give up fucking smoking ffs.
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This is very true. I ran into some old friends and happened to have a like a 1.3/g chunk of shard on me so I meet back up with them back at their place and break off maybe a quarter of it off of it for $20 and went back like two weeks later and they're STILL awake and running back and forth to this dope man's house and giving him whatever they can hustle up. Somehow they're still acting pretty normal and my closest friend there is telling me all the insanity I've unwittingly caused and how they are obviously strung the fuck out.
To be fair I usually don't even think about sleeping for at least 4 days once I blast off myself but two weeks FUUCKK. They were being poster boys for the "not even once" campaign. Last I heard the guy was at least two months behind on his electric bill and about to get his 6 year old taken away for the second time.
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2018-03-26 at 8:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist i know its not hard to quit, …the reason i haven't quit smoking tho is because i don't want to, i like smoking a…it pisses me off when non-smokers, especially ex-smokers, just assume the reason you haven't stopped smoking is because you are completely helpless and lacking in self-discipline
IMHO the hardest part about quitting smoking is to convince yourself that you dont like how nicotine makes you feel anymore.
and that you no longer want to see yourself as being in the 'race' or 'class' called smokers.
the truth is that you, and everybody else dont like to smoke, but think they do becos nicotine is taking / had taken control over their minds and most people are just too weak to fight the sway of this chemical.
you think you like smoking but thats just an illusion.
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2018-03-26 at 8:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader IMHO the hardest part about quitting smoking is to convince yourself that you dont like how nicotine makes you feel anymore.
and that you no longer want to see yourself as being in the 'race' or 'class' called smokers.
the truth is that you, and everybody else dont like to smoke, but think they do becos nicotine is taking / had taken control over their minds and most people are just too weak to fight the sway of this chemical.
you think you like smoking but thats just an illusion.
well obviously you're the expert when it comes to what i want huh?
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2018-03-27 at 3:59 AM UTC
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2018-03-27 at 8:27 PM UTCYes.
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2018-03-27 at 9:27 PM UTC
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2018-03-27 at 10:06 PM UTCFirst time I did meth I played insane clown posse max volume and spent 3 days jacking off. 10 hours straight in the bathroom , my dad's Girlfriend knocked on the door as I had a two hand grip going 100mph and she said "I think he fell asleep".
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2018-03-27 at 10:08 PM UTClol
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2018-03-28 at 12:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by Something Squirrel First time I did meth I played insane clown posse max volume and spent 3 days jacking off. 10 hours straight in the bathroom , my dad's Girlfriend knocked on the door as I had a two hand grip going 100mph and she said "I think he fell asleep".
OH HOW WRONG YOU WERE
I remember renting a room and jackin off for like 24 hours at a time. I'd hear them outside my room talking about me. "Is he here?" I'd slow my (name brand only) Vaseline stroke game down to a snails pace. -
2018-03-28 at 12:33 AM UTCI once locked myself in a bathroom for like 14 hours because I thought the cops were outside the door with my grandparents and co workers and they were gonna give me an intervention so I got naked and did all my drugs and wrote on the window in the steam "PIGS!"
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2018-03-28 at 4:31 AM UTCWent to a rave at 17 and took 150mg of pure MDMA. Rolled absolute tits, made out with a woman I didn't even say a single word to, and made an ass out of myself on the dancefloor. I rolled so hard that I got the golden glasses effect when looking at people and also saw light pulsating rainbow auras every time the build ups came in a song. Fucking awesome night. I wish I could experience that roll again because I never got any visual effects again aside from the eye shakes.
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2018-03-28 at 5:22 AM UTC
