Originally posted by Enter
SBTlauien a lot of stories involve women talking to you at least. Plus you finger banged that stripper. Are you sure people don't like you?
I have no friends, no family, no girlfriends, alone on holidays, alone all the time, problems circle in my head. I try to burn of the stress by working out but the only real way I can burn it off is by secretly doing bad things. I'd rather just be normal and not do bad things. People definitely don't know about these bad things I've done. People don't know anything about me. I don't really exist. It's a really weird situation I'm in. Right now, this forum knows more about me than anyone else. Unless I'm under investigation, then the investigators know the most about me. But the shit in my head, nobody knows about that.
Originally posted by SBTlauien
I have no friends, no family, no girlfriends, alone on holidays, alone all the time, problems circle in my head. I try to burn of the stress by working out but the only real way I can burn it off is by secretly doing bad things. I'd rather just be normal and not do bad things. People definitely don't know about these bad things I've done. People don't know anything about me. I don't really exist. It's a really weird situation I'm in. Right now, this forum knows more about me than anyone else. Unless I'm under investigation, then the investigators know the most about me. But the shit in my head, nobody knows about that.
What state are you in, I will be ur friend and buy your beer
I think I need to move to a different city. I live in Salem, Oregon and I can tell than when I go up to Portland(where I go to strip clubs and bars and in general) the people are way better. People seem more relaxed and seem like they are happier. In Salem, it seems like most people are pissed off or something. Every job I have, my co-workers at some point(usually within two months) make it obvious that they don't like me.
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Do you have any savings? You should try to save up a few grand, ask your boss to take an unpaid sabbatical and live in another city for like a month. Take time off for yourself. An Airbnb for a month the can be pretty cheap actually, like $1000-1500.
I'm telling you this because a friend of mine actually did exactly this before moving: she made a roadtrip, lived in the city for a month in an Airbnb and made money doing Uber while she was there to get a hang of the geography, traffic, what it would be like to live there etc.
I'm honestly wondering if he hallucinated the whole thing.
Guy with a 'black hat'? You couldn't see who he was, and weren't able to get close to or confront him? The girl wasn't able to tell you what he said or who he was?
This sounds like the sort of thing I thought was going on when I ate a box of motion sickness pills.
Maybe find the girl and open with "was it you that was telling me about a guy with a black hat the other day?" - I wouldn't be surprised if she had no recollection of it.
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Originally posted by aldra
I'm honestly wondering if he hallucinated the whole thing.
Guy with a 'black hat'? You couldn't see who he was, and weren't able to get close to or confront him? The girl wasn't able to tell you what he said or who he was?
This sounds like the sort of thing I thought was going on when I ate a box of motion sickness pills.
Maybe find the girl and open with "was it you that was telling me about a guy with a black hat the other day?" - I wouldn't be surprised if she had no recollection of it.
I'm thinking that too. It reminds me of when Malice thought those people were out to get them, and saw a "guy with an evil looking face" go up to the front counter of the ward he was in and ask where he was. It's fucked, and I've been on fucked up drugs that have done the same thing to me. Most likely in his mind.
ye there this paki car i seen pulleing out and the pavement was blocked and the car put the opposite signal on like he was turning up were i was walking BUT HE TURNED DOWN
they r trying to kill me but i remaind the same
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I wasn't on drugs, it happened. There are a few things that happened a long time ago that could be causing this, but it would only mean that grudges are being held from like 10+ years ago.
1. In elementary school a friend made up that a teacher was molesting these two girls and the teacher got fired(I think) after a police investigation.
2. I use to valdalize things a lot as a kid. Like sling-shooting out car windows until it made the news.
3. A friend went on a shooting rampage, killing two other people and wounding others, before killing himself.
Maybe I have a bad reputation. But this stuff is from a long time ago. We're talking like over ten years ago.
Originally posted by aldra
I was thinking psych issues, not drugs. None of those things make any sense for people to be coming at you covertly like that
But they do. And then they start being dicks to me. Everytime.
I can kind of tell though, that my new co-workers don't like me. Everywhere I go...
