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Regarding my son
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2018-01-16 at 5:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny I don't know who's been "talking shit" but I would have had no idea you were pregnant again or that frodo burned his hands has you not volunteered that info.
Gotta be honest hydro, it seems like you're having a hell of a hard time taking care of one kid, I can't see any reason to have another. You're the one always saying you don't have long to live, why put two orphans into the world when you don't have to?
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2018-01-16 at 5:45 PM UTC
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2018-01-16 at 5:45 PM UTC
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2018-01-16 at 5:46 PM UTC
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2018-01-16 at 6:08 PM UTCSo this is how school shooters are made huh
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2018-01-16 at 6:28 PM UTCWhat the hell is wrong with you anti-natalists on here? No one is brought up with a perfect childhood, but it's better to have someone bringing new life into the world that not. And minor injuries are a part of life.
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2018-01-16 at 6:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic Because what if one of them is the next Albert Einstein or MLK jr?
What if one of them turns out to be a nigger or a jedi patent office worker though?
Originally posted by Issue313 What the hell is wrong with you anti-natalists on here? No one is brought up with a perfect childhood, but it's better to have someone bringing new life into the world that not. And minor injuries are a part of life.
OP your health problems sound fucked, you should consider major dietary modifications and meditation.
There’s not having a perfect childhood and then there’s being raised by a prostitute who’s dependent on pain management drugs she can’t always afford and whose health issues make it unlikely she’ll be around by graduation (her own estimation on all counts).The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-01-16 at 6:46 PM UTC
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2018-01-16 at 10:59 PM UTCNobody fucking cares, you narcissist.
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2018-01-16 at 11:14 PM UTCI swear when I clicked this thread I was just thinking to myself “the OP is definitely not gonna be a 17-page block of text”
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2018-01-16 at 11:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I don't know where the fuck anyone has got the idea my son is in/was in foster care, or that he got burnt in a fire.
My son, approximately a year ago, got burnt when he was with a babysitter and I was at work. He'd grabbed the grates of a fireplace at a home where the babysitter took him. He was taken to the hospital, and was referred to a burn center, especially since he's just a baby. He was there overnight, and had his hands wrapped up for a couple weeks, which definitely made it look worse than it was, and on antibiotics. You can't even tell he got burnt at this point. It was the equivalent to a kid putting their hands on the stove. I wasn't even there, and while it was a lack of judgement on the babysitter or letting him in the room with a fireplace going, it wasn't intentional, nor anyone's fault.
Oh, and I never swore on my son's life over PoC's dick being "perfect" for me or whatever. I would never swear on something so fucking petty, and let me tell you even if I did, that would be the last cock in the world I'd swear on. Yeah, while with him, I suggested he was a decent fuck, you know, because this was a person who fucking literally tried killing themselves before we got into a relationship, and I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but at this point I don't even give a fuck. He better learn to use his hands to please a woman, because he sure as fuck can't do it with his dick.
You fucks think all I care about is drugs? I don't. I care about being out of pain so I can function, work, and take care of my son. If I didn't give a fuck about my son, and keeping shit together, I would say fuck this shit, and fucking just die. Yeah, I was spending approximately $800 a month on T-PAIN. I went a while, cut back, and let my tolerance go down, so now lower doses work for me again. It wasn't easy, but I did it with the help of a friend. I know for a fact, I'll be on some substance to function for the rest of my life, so I have some quality of life and can do normal things like everyone else without being literally in tears in pain. I have legitimate health problems which include two herniated discs (just herniated another when I was cleaning a house back around October), my knees are fucked, I have arthritis, and a thoracic aortic aneurysm, coupled with a rapid heart rate that will stay, at rest, around 160-170 BPM. I take propranolol for it, which helps, but I still often get chest pain. I have also been having seizures now for a little over a year now too.
Get your shit straight before you start talking shit about me. I have not been a perfect mother, but I've done everything in my power to give my child all he needs and wants. No parent is perfect, but I love my son. I would give anything for my son. It's why I get up everyday, why I keep going, even when shit is hard. I vent a lot on here. I've gone through some very traumatic experiences in my life and most recently, but IRL I protect my son from seeing that side to me. I protect him from knowing his mother is chronically depressed, and do all I can to put on a smile, and be happy around him, and when I can't fake it for him, I let a trusted person watch him. About the worst thing I did was let PoC borrow my son's ukulele, until he could get strings for his guitar I gave him for his birthday, only because he'd gone on saying about us moving out that way with him. Of all the shit I did, I did it to be good to PoC, and all the shit he can go on talking about me, the worst I ever did was say I couldn't continue a conversation because I was not doing good, and felt a seizure coming on, which I'd had one right in front of 1337 on skype that morning. I always get burnt when I try to do good things, then assholes like to come in and shit on me to add insult to injury. I genuinely gave a fuck about PoC, though I do see now, it wasn't right for either of us, he still didn't have to be a fucking nigger about the whole thing, and he certainly, after all the shit he did, could have returned my son's- MY FUCKING CHILD'S- ukulele. I never asked for a single cent from that fucker, and refused to take money when offered even. For all the time, money and bullshit I went through to even come visit him, when I'd said, since I'd just started a new job, I wanted to wait, not even for the money, just the fucking stress of such a long ass drive, to wait, but fuck no if that could happen, you'd think he'd be decent and just spend the $20-25 to send a kid's ukulele back to their mother. I don't even play the ukulele, I play the guitar because I find them to be too tiny and uncomfortable, I just wanted to share music with my son, and only lent it to him because I trusted him, and my son wasn't really ready for it yet. Yeah, after all that, and still trying to be polite, I am still shit on. Yep, a shit mother really would spend the time to try and teach her son how to play an instrument, or even just spend time making noise with him on our respective instruments.
I'm not perfect, but I'm not this fucking monster of a parent some of you have manifested in your minds. Everything about me said by others just about is either a lie or a giant exaggeration of events.
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2018-01-16 at 11:17 PM UTCKill urself bitch
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2018-01-16 at 11:18 PM UTCno1 care
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2018-01-16 at 11:18 PM UTC,,,,,,, no1 care abuot u kill ur self bich}\\
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2018-01-16 at 11:19 PM UTCFuck, forgot to log into Bling Bling
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2018-01-16 at 11:23 PM UTCWhy the fuck would you lend your child's instruments to anyone anyway? What the fuck?
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2018-01-17 at 2:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by Issue313 What the hell is wrong with you anti-natalists on here? No one is brought up with a perfect childhood, but it's better to have someone bringing new life into the world that not. And minor injuries are a part of life.
Humans are need machines and the creation of life creates needs where there were no needs to be met. It's incredible that so many people seem to be incapable of understanding this, blinded by their own animalistic biological instincts, and miss the fundamental problem of life. You create the risk of suffering simply to fulfill your own egotistical desires, treating human lives as means as opposed to ends in themselves. Creating life can never be done for the benefit of a child, because that has no needs prior to being brought into existence.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-01-17 at 2:04 AM UTCWhenever I think about humanity I just imagine a time lapse video of mold growing on an orange
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2018-01-17 at 2:10 AM UTC
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2018-01-17 at 2:11 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Humans are need machines and the creation of life creates needs where there were no needs to be met. It's incredible that so many people seem to be incapable of understanding this, blinded by their own animalistic biological instincts, and miss the fundamental problem of life. You create the risk of suffering simply to fulfill your own egotistical desires, treating human lives as means as opposed to ends in themselves. Creating life can never be done for the benefit of a child, because that has no needs prior to being brought into existence.
That's such a simplistic slogan-tier line of reasoning that simultaneously assumes the existence of negative utility but denies the possibility of positive utility. What principal justifies the avoidance of suffering that doesn't justify seeking lived fulfillment?
