2016-05-20 at 3:05 PM UTC
Just a roller coaster of emotions, getting anxious, getting depressed, contemplating my life, etc... just fuckin' craziness. Dunno how people smoke weed to relax... it just heightens everything for me.
I only took one bong hit, too. Ended up calmin' myself down by watching some comedy videos and stuff. But I really contemplated what I'm doing with my life. I guess a lot of the anxiety came from the fact that I'm nearing 30 and doing nothing with my life, and I have nobody, and I'm hanging around a bunch of loser stoners.
Maybe I shouldn't be so mean to that girl at work who likes me. I need some fucking stability in my life. Maybe go back to school.
2016-05-20 at 6:56 PM UTC
Yeah I don't see much positive that comes out from doing legal drugs anymore. Alcohol, tobacco, cannabis, bundy, dph, nutmeg, inhalents and Caffeine are rich people drugs for people with nothing to do all day.
Meth, LSD, ketamine, nitrous and opiates are the best drugs to do in 2016. Also syncans.
2016-05-21 at 4:09 AM UTC
Talk up the girl at work, man. Im a bitter piece of shit, and even I'm polite to cute girls until they start telling me about their relationship with Jesus
2016-05-21 at 8:43 AM UTC
Weed is the drug of niggers and wiggers. Do meth or cocaine instead.
2016-05-22 at 4:28 PM UTC
Just occurred to me that maybe she was implying I should ask her out by saying that, but maybe I'm just looking into it too much.
Fuck it, maybe I should just ask her out. She did bring up her underwear during the conversation. That's flirty right? I don't know. I hate women. And I hate how I'm even thinking about this.
2016-05-22 at 5:18 PM UTC
Ironically weed can make you think about shit you don't wanna think about when you are high.
2016-05-22 at 6:14 PM UTC
She obviously wants you, Einstein. Just fucking date her for a few months until she breaks up with you just like the last slut did. That's how it works. Date, fuck, break. Date, fuck, break.
2016-05-22 at 9:18 PM UTC
Upon skimming thru your posts, I think you should get some benzos . Powdered courage is way better than liquid courage.