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2017-11-24 at 5:37 PM UTC
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2017-11-24 at 6:05 PM UTCMalice's rolly dont tick tock it just gliiide
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2017-11-24 at 6:42 PM UTCdo u have ur essentials is there anything u need
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2017-11-25 at 12:57 AM UTC
Originally posted by Wick Sweat Malice's rolly dont tick tock it just gliiide
This is a decent description of how I perceive the passage of time relative to NTs. The perception of quantity is different as well, something that occurred a decade ago doesn't feel that much different than a memory from any other point in time.
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2017-11-25 at 1 AM UTC
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2017-11-25 at 1:51 AM UTCyou got your fleshlight and buttplugs then?
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2017-11-25 at 1:51 AM UTCdo they do a cat fleshlight?
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2017-11-25 at 2:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader but forget not guillotines and quarterings.
quartering is torture. guillotines is the best for someone who is charged with a capital crime and sentence to death (if valid). I mean death row and dying there with the amenities of HBO and room service is the best way to go if you died in your sleep peacefully. but if you are going to die, slice. then they stitch it back on, and put makeup on it and you can have an open casket.. without bloading up from all the chemicals injected into you.
the other way is to shotgun slugs to the head.. cremate. I guess.. but what if that hurt. -
2017-11-25 at 5:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice This is a decent description of how I perceive the passage of time relative to NTs. The perception of quantity is different as well, something that occurred a decade ago doesn't feel that much different than a memory from any other point in time.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-11-25T01:00:17.629774+00:00
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2017-11-25 at 1:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 quartering is torture. guillotines is the best for someone who is charged with a capital crime and sentence to death (if valid). I mean death row and dying there with the amenities of HBO and room service is the best way to go if you died in your sleep peacefully. but if you are going to die, slice. then they stitch it back on, and put makeup on it and you can have an open casket.. without bloading up from all the chemicals injected into you.
the other way is to shotgun slugs to the head.. cremate. I guess.. but what if that hurt.
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2017-11-25 at 5:46 PM UTC
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2017-11-25 at 9:54 PM UTC
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2017-11-26 at 3:55 AM UTC
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2017-11-26 at 4:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Still pretty crazy. Nothing exciting ever happens here. Not that i want my city/county/whatever to be on fire but dang. The new Life is Strange really got me sold on the whole gigantic wildfire vista look.
ive been around fires that range in size from dozens-of-acres to hundreds-of-acres and even downwind within a few hundred yards of the actual flames the ash-fall was never as thick as snow flurries. tiny pieces...as in pieces the size of 'grape nuts' cereal...would fall at the rate of one in an area about 5' x 5' every five minutes or so.
what is cool is on very windy days flaming parts of the trees, leaves, palm fronds, or pine-needles go airborne and fly for hundreds of feet....or when the trees/palm trees that are 100-feet-ish high fall over into flames its like an explosion. -
2017-11-26 at 11:52 AM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock ive been around fires that range in size from dozens-of-acres to hundreds-of-acres and even downwind within a few hundred yards of the actual flames the ash-fall was never as thick as snow flurries. tiny pieces…as in pieces the size of 'grape nuts' cereal…would fall at the rate of one in an area about 5' x 5' every five minutes or so.
what is cool is on very windy days flaming parts of the trees, leaves, palm fronds, or pine-needles go airborne and fly for hundreds of feet….or when the trees/palm trees that are 100-feet-ish high fall over into flames its like an explosion.
shame you wasn't closer
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2017-11-26 at 3:09 PM UTCur green medicine
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2017-11-26 at 3:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice What happened? Landlord tells me she recently divorced and is planning to move back in, so the lease is ending. Bummed out about it, will miss cats and worry about them.
Then: ER-Came to slumped against fence with no memory of why I was going out or what happened and a line of high school students walking past, which I had never seen before. May have been sucker punched to the head from behind.
ER: Smoke inhalation from PG&E caused fire (There were some big news stories about this). Told me I had been asleep for 12 hours. Wrong place at wrong time. May have been told the air quality was a 10 (worst) where they found me. Could also have been giving me auditory hallucinations earlier at home. Pissed self (haha), probably tried and failed to find someone to contact, apparently little girl drew card for me hoping to get better, am also given a bag of food and drink. Lost medication I had purchased. Start crying like a little bitch short time after card is given to me. Walk home to blocks with someone from the hospital checking up on me and on phone with girl telling her how much I miss my family. When I get home neighbors are there. Mother sees me crying/sobbing and asks what's wrong and I admit that I want my parents, don't know where they are.
Ask neighbors across street benign question, they seem to ignore me. Then guy comes across and tells me that I disrespected his uncle and am going to pay for that. Tells me to kneel and hold the bars of the gate. Hear him saying "break his arms". Calls someone over, mentions he'll do it for $35. When car rapidly pulls up I leg it. Jump fence, but am pushed out into street by neighbors. Sprint to Hospital/ER area nearby, which usually has a cop. When I come back the place has be ransacked and is a total fucking mess. Everything feels ruined and I no longer feel safe.
Then an overheard phone call in Spanish a few days later when I'm trying to clean up because I have the windows open to air out the place, telling other person on phone to make sure I don't run this time. Get out, lock door, and put self in strategic position while I call 911. Neighbor notices and people in house start leaving until it's empty. May also have seen them holding hands up as cop car drives past. Cops take 1-1/2 hours. Black guy drives up and rapidly jumps fence while saying something like "White boy fucked up". Then "Aaaaah!" while running. Fortunately I get away and he tries to leave quickly. Hear him telling someone to let him in. Cops arrive, don't do shit, tell me to go to shelter if I feel unsafe.
Accidentally walk in wrong direction. Start running toward ER just in case. May have caught someone following me. Try to go in to get help, but there's nothing they can do for me. Would have called for an Uber if my phone hadn't been wrecked, although I was possibly near broke. Tell them I'm having thoughts of suicide second time I come in. Also catch Hispanic guy come in behind me with an afro and evil eyes, possibly asks what room I'm staying in, then leaves. This results in first 5150. Weird experience at psych ward, definitely not what you'd expect. Really fucked up, actually.
Was also taken off 75mg Nardil, which sure as hell doesn't help.
Anyway, pretty much lost everything and now I'm trying to move back in with my parents, or at least my dad, as my sister messaged me and told me they're on the East Coast now, while dad is in Pomona. Staying at a transitional place.
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2017-11-26 at 3:21 PM UTC
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2017-11-26 at 3:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 as long as they don't botch it, the beheading is probably the quickest way to go. perhaps most painless. you go into shock, your brain might be still on for a moment, or not. I mean you get knocked out quickly. no pain. We can't say for sure, but if you ever been in a serious accident, the adrenaline and trauma cause an instant numbing. partly from damage nerves and partly from natures own anesthesia?
Why do they bother trying to inject prisoners in the USA with poisons to slowly stop their breathing. what makes you think this is painless? Why not just hack their heads off quickly.
What I don't understand is why we can't use a gram of heroin. Plenty of the stuff is seized, after all
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2017-11-26 at 3:30 PM UTC
