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2017-09-11 at 7:08 PM UTCYou go get some pictures of her. You have all kinds of reasons not to have pictures taken but she doesn't. You don't have to post them here but definitely take some pictures of her. You gotta be crazy to think she won't want you to admire her beauty.
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2017-09-11 at 7:15 PM UTCOh. OOOHHHHHH.
And as the grasshopper flutters in the breeze
As an eagle curls it's wing to say goodbye
We find ourselves in our natural state, as one, and that is how it must be..Needs to be.
Darling angel, never in me loife m8 have I encountered such pure and stunning, awe inspiring radiant bliss and beauty which you do oh so eloquently display.
And so take my heart tonight, take all of me.
THE BEST OF ME
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2017-09-11 at 7:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist i could be thinking shit here coz i'm pretty fucking high right now. i got this idea(prolly stupid, lol) for a little private joke, so i'll share here coz its anon. the joke is something along the lines of comparing her to the cia, because she's hard to get into.
i'll explain, i've been having a bit of trouble fucking her because, and i got to admit i never saw this coming, she has the tightest pussy i have ever fucking come across. i mean considering her current profession i was half expecting the opposite. but i'm not even exaggerating, i can't even get two fingers inside her coz it hurts her, its that tight. even with just one finger, the entrance is really tight coz its like more solid flesh, but once inside its still very snugly fitting around your finger but obviously its a lot softer and stretches. i can't even remember a girl with a pussy even close to how tight this girl is.
the first time i fucked her was such a palava it was fucking comical, we been laughing about it ever since. she insisted on using a condom, i tried to convince her not to, by telling her i was tested in jail and was clean, but she pulled the 'not on the pill' card, and said getting plan b was a hassle, so i went along with it. and she only had one condom handy, so i put it on, it was a make i never heard of, 'pasante', sounds foreign. it was very tight fitting and hard to even roll the latex all the way down. what also didn't help was this fucking gear that's going around, its not as bad as that real strong stuff the other week, but it still has a bit of an effect where you just cant get a full rock hard boner. and if you aren't constantly stimulating your cock it tends to start to go down a bit quick. so anyway she'd sucked me off for a while, i'd fingered her and licked her out for a good while and was ready to get on with fucking her. i'd put this condom thing on and she suggested we start with doggy style, so i said cool. now i'm quite tall anyway at 6'2, so i've always been slightly too higher than chicks when doing doggy style, so i'm usually coming from a bit of an angle, but i always make it work. so by the time i got this condom on and we've got into position my todger is starting to wane a bit already. but i position it to her pussy and start to push it in and its going nowhere. i'm trying to push it into this tight little hole and its slipping out of position, my cock keeps bending up, i'm trying to jerk it off a bit to get it harder again but this fucking shitty condom is coming half off as i do it. i'm trying again, and again its slipping out, getting a bit softer, again i jerk it a bit, try and pull this condom back on.
after a few times of this i suggest she goes on her back coz i can get a better angle. so she turns over, spreads her legs and presents me this sweet little pussy, i position myself over her and go to slip it in, by this time its started going a bit soft again, so i quickly give it a tug, the fucking condom is half off again but now i'm thinking fuck it, i go to try again and its slipping out of place off towards her ass, i try again and my cock is bending up again coz its not quite fully hard, and then finally, bingo, i manage to get the tip in. i put my hand down on the bed, lean more over her and start pushing into her. its only going a little way in at first coz she's so damn tight so i start pumping to work it in. about two pumps i think and boom, its fucking slipped out again. so we go through more of the same, get it in again, couple more pushes and out it comes again. by this time the condom is practically falling off the end. now i'm thinking this thing really isn't helping, its making it worse. but i'm thinking if i tell her that she might decide its not happening and stop, and there's no way i want to give up now. so i just say nothing and carry on, letting the condom just fall off, i didn't even see where it went. so i get it in again, it slips out again, in again, out again.
then she says have you still got the condom on? so i'm like 'it just kept slipping off and its getting in the way'. she goes 'where is it?'. i look down and can't even see it, i'm not even sure exactly when it came off coz i just stopped pulling it back on again and let it fall off itself. so now i'm thinking shit did it come off inside her, and i can see she's thinking the same thing. so i've got my finger and had a little feel inside but can't feel anything, then she starts putting her finger in to feel. i said get up a sec and as she gets up off the bed the condom is stuck to her ass, lolmao. so i says 'look this fucking thing is just getting in the way and making it worse, but i really want to fuck you so can we try without it?', and she's ok, so we try again.
she sucks me for a bit to get me nice and hard and we go for another attempt. after a couple of little slips i manage to get it in her and actually start fucking this lovely tight pussy. i still can't get all the way in and i'm having to go real slow and easy but we're cooking on gas now. i can see she's looking like she is really starting to enjoy it. i'm sweating like a cunt by this time and i'm getting conscious that its gonna be dripping straight on her face, lol, but i don't think much did tho. i dunno if its from all the drugs she's doing but she is quite dry down there. i noticed when i fingered her and licked her out that her juices were very thick and white and creamy. and i was getting a dry mouth after all that fucking about so couldn't get much spit to help lube her up.
anyway we were in fucking stitches after this just laughing on the bed about it, it was fucking hilarious. it was like being fucking 12 or 13 again where trying to fuck some girl but fumbling around and not knowing exactly where the fucking hole is or anthing and having trouble getting it in, lol. so now i've got some lube and i've stopped doing the gear while i'm fucking her. its much better with a proper hard on and is the loveliest pussy to fuck. still takes a bit of work to get right inside her but its worth it in the end, hah.
i think she'll see the funny side of that joke, what you think?
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2017-09-11 at 7:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † You go get some pictures of her. You have all kinds of reasons not to have pictures taken but she doesn't. You don't have to post them here but definitely take some pictures of her. You gotta be crazy to think she won't want you to admire her beauty.
that is correct, just made me realize that I haven't taken any pix of my gf and I've known her for almost 5 months -
2017-09-11 at 7:20 PM UTC"When the Beetus makes you piss yourself, I'll become your diaper. Love you. "The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-11 at 7:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist have you ever tried putting a condom back on once its unrolled? that shit just doesn't work that way, lol.
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I've only used a condom once, and not to completion. It was less for safe sex and more out of curiosity. Wish I'd worn them more than once though. 25c at that truck stop in Memphis would have saved me three years of trouble. Thank bejeesus almighty it wasn't eighteen years. -
2017-09-11 at 7:27 PM UTCFuckin condoms.
Condoms
Condoms
Condoms
"Hey, do you have a condom I could snag off ya, bloke?"
"No."
"OMG Narc you didn't bring any CONDOMS?? We need CONDOMS! CONDOMS CONDOMS CONDOMS!!"
Penis bags
Cocket protecters
Dick coffins
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2017-09-11 at 7:36 PM UTCTake a picture before she leaves.
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2017-09-12 at 8:57 AM UTCi feel sad
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2017-09-12 at 9:03 AM UTC
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2017-09-12 at 9:17 AM UTCshe wants to cool it while she's in there. i think that's a good idea tbh, but still sucks kinda, if you know what i mean. she said she'll call and i said i'd write too. just getting this idea in my head that something in there will give her a change of heart or summing. i dunno, i'm prolly just being negative, we'll see i guess.
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2017-09-12 at 9:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist she wants to cool it while she's in there. i think that's a good idea tbh, but still sucks kinda, if you know what i mean. she said she'll call and i said i'd write too. just getting this idea in my head that something in there will give her a change of heart or summing. i dunno, i'm prolly just being negative, we'll see i guess.
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yeah she'll feel different I'm sure after she's been there awhile (i mean in a good way where she will probably want to see you). A couple times since I've met my hen she go busy with stuff like a few months ago or so, her parents from dc bought a house here in austin for her and her gf's. So they were really busy with that and her parents coming into town and just stuff like that.
Im sure i could of gotten her to hang during that 2 weeks or so but I can tell she's much more family oriented than me, plus she has a really good job she's busy with so we would just text and stuff until her family left. I know thats not exactly the same situation as yours but I definitely did miss her a lot.
The last couple weeks she's been in colorado with her folks and so I just wait until she hits me up to say hi, which is fairly often compared to my last gf. My last gf and I would rarely ever text each other unless it was to make plans to hang. In fact sometimes I would text her just to say whats up, but she wouldn't ever reply back, (yet she would stalk me on zoklet/here) It was a power and control thing that I got used to, but I'm digressing.
I guess I don't know exactly what your relationship is like with her, but it obviously sounds like you're obviously close. Just try to go do some unadulterated good clean fun with her when she gets out.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-09-12 at 11:18 AM UTCyeah thx Bill Krozby. i think its a bit coz i only been with her properly for not even a week. its been too quick. i am glad she's going tho. i was with her yesterday and she got a call from a client arranging to see her this afternoon. she said the other day that she wasn't doing anymore, but then she arranged for today and said she'd use money for some gear. but this morning she's blown him out. i am real happy about that. 1, coz i don't really want her seeing these guys, and 2, coz i think it shows a little determination and progress on her part.
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2017-09-12 at 12:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist yeah thx Bill Krozby. i think its a bit coz i only been with her properly for not even a week. its been too quick. i am glad she's going tho. i was with her yesterday and she got a call from a client arranging to see her this afternoon. she said the other day that she wasn't doing anymore, but then she arranged for today and said she'd use money for some gear. but this morning she's blown him out. i am real happy about that. 1, coz i don't really want her seeing these guys, and 2, coz i think it shows a little determination and progress on her part.
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Yeah I personally am a really jelly guy (i try not to show it though) and I don't know if I'd be able to do that. But at least you know where she's at from the getco and its not a surprise.
a few weeks ago I drunkenly text this girl that I don't want her seeing anyone else but me (we've been seeing just each other anyways but the first time we had that talk when she brought it up it didn't go anywhere) I deleted the text and when I woke in the morning i felt kinda stupid / embarrassed because I knew I said something but I wasn't completely sure but she text me back saying she was fine with that.
I definitely felt kinda "insecure" in a way when I first started seeing this girl, because we would netflix and chill, and while I definitely can be a homebody I like to also get out and go see rock shows and drink downtown, its my favorite way to get out of the house for a night. And I've brought up going to see my favorite local band and she seemed really ambivalent about i just gave up on, and I thought maybe she is embarrassed, which isn't true because she's talked about me to her gf's and her parents and even asked if i wanted to come eat dinner with her gf's. (I would have but I had to help a buddy with something) But I came to the conclusion as I've gotten to know her more, that she isn't into things like that.
She's not really into music the way I am and her way of having fun on a friday night is hanging with her gf's at their place drinking fire ball whiskey and watching "deadpool" like a bunch basic bitches. Which is cool whatever. Its just I'm more of a loner and rebel and don't always feel the need to have everyone I know congregate in area. i'm more one on one and most of my other friends tend to not know each other very well.
Like when I go out I typically go with the hen I'm seeing or some girl i'm going on a date with i dont really know or one guy friend or by myself and I just end up talking/hanging with strangers. As opposed to assembly your crew of bros and being all like "weeeel gonts, we're all going out tonight and we're all gonna laid..!"
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2017-09-12 at 6:39 PM UTCwell she's gone. i'm still not hundred percent sure i'm gonna hear from her again. its been a hard day tbh.
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2017-09-12 at 11:44 PM UTCmeloncholy is all i feel right now
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