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2017-07-10 at 7:41 AM UTCI found a search string for the NCBI that brings up fascinating results. I have a lot of papers to look through now.
https://www.google.com/search?biw=1366&bih=662&q=aspergers+talents+site%3Ancbi.nlm.nih.gov&oq=aspergers+talents+site%3Ancbi.nlm.nih.gov&gs_l=serp.3...7042.8730.0.9064.9.9.0.0.0.0.87.594.9.9.0....0...1.1.64.serp..0.0.0.uqJ-tutb-l0
Originally posted by Lanny allow me to introduce you to the only good philosophy sub: https://www.reddit.com/r/badphilosophy/
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2017-07-10 at 7:42 AM UTCSure, the rush is better IV, but is it worth the risk?
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2017-07-10 at 8:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Long term retention is incredibly poor, especially if you never use it IRL. If you don't at least think about, or read about it.
this isnt really news to me but did this hit me like a train recently. when i went down to the union hall a few weeks back for my apprenticeship application, we were given a math quiz along with the actual application. youd expect that for a skilled trade that involves alot of geometry and engineering that the quiz would be at least mildly challenging...
nope. 20 questions, 5 for each operation, and they were literally just fractions and decimals. guess who failed it? (hint: nearly everyone) its been like 10 years since i learned fractions and decimals, in elementary school. the guy next to me was in his mid/late 20s and was already a certified electrician and after about 15 minutes, he looked up at me, completely dumbstruck, and said "i can wire an entire house in a day but i cant do this? are you fucking kidding me??".
after looking it all over again and literally printing off worksheets to practice, i ended up getting a 100 on the retake, and mfw the guy grading it said "wow! you smoked this!" like it was difficult. no shit i did, guy, i just forgot how to do it. i dont recall ever having to do that a single time in hs since youre using graphing calculators for everything which eliminates the need to grasp/remember the basic concepts. i understand that you may not always have a calculator, but the likelihood of that is lower than me being able to split a hair with a .22 bullet at a mileThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-10 at 8:06 AM UTCbold text for strong men
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2017-07-10 at 8:08 AM UTC^sounds like the test I had to take for the EDM job I'm currently at. It was 40 questions, half were workplace safety, the other half were basic math. I got 39 out of 40 and I knew which question I had got wrong; it was a question about how to transport a load that was too heavy for a forklift and all of the answers were clearly wrong. When I got done the temp agency person was surprised I scored that high, and asked me if it was hard. I said "no"
I've always loved math. I'm pretty sure that if I'd have been given a chance at college I would've been John Nash-tier -
2017-07-10 at 8:10 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-10 at 8:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Anyway, back to the topic at hand, Hydration is key, especially with stims, but still for shooting in general. Also, keeping your blood from being so thick… taking aspirin can fix this. Ive ruined shots and had to backload for clogging needles before. That's a fucking bitch.
Since you're probably not eating much or at all and your metabolic rate/energy expenditure, physical activity, and sweating are all increased, I would really recommend using an electrolyte drink mix.
Years ago I was researching, and most know how obsessive my research is, the optimal hydration source to utilize throughout my strength training regimen and came across a news story about professional athletes, in this article Major League Baseball, using Pedialyte as an elite source of hydration, due to being so optimally formulated.
Pedialyte is excessively expensive, even the powder form, but I found an alternative that's actually superior, comparing ingredients, and far cheaper. As you can see, it's very well reviewed: https://www.rei.com/product/109746/vitalyte-electrolyte-replacement-drink-mix-80-servings
You should always use magnesium glycinate (powder form is best, much cheaper) when using stimulants due to the depletion they cause, especially at supra-therapeutic levels (Amounts used for recreation.), which is a major part of what causes stiff or lockjaw, teeth grinding, and other symptoms.
Memantine is also requisite. It's a pharmaceutical NMDA antagonist which is very intelligently designed, regulating both insufficient and excessive levels of glutamate, which stimulants increase to levels that can potentially cause excitotoxicity. Many also report that it greatly reduce tolerance and the buildup of tolerance, possibly lower the ceiling as well. If you peruse the Wikipedia page you'll note that it is being researched for a wide array of promising treatment options. It has also been very well received on r/nootropics, with many more people than most substances hailing it as miracle drug for their ailments, with some producing fascinating anecdotes of how effective memantine can be. Memantine is extremely safe, there is no concern of interaction with other medication or drugs, except it may potentiate ketamine too much or make it unpleasant (Research if you ever use it.).
Woah, I just got trips for 6 (three sixes) on the die (singular of dice) I sometimes fidget with, first try! I swear I've been able to get it far more than statistically likely. I hope it really is Satan about to grant me incredible power.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-10 at 8:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Since you're probably not eating much or at all and your metabolic rate/energy expenditure, physical activity, and sweating are all increased, I would really recommend using an electrolyte drink mix.
Years ago I was researching, and most know how obsessive my research is, the optimal hydration source to utilize throughout my strength training regimen and came across a news story about professional athletes, in this article Major League Baseball, using Pedialyte as an elite source of hydration, due to being so optimally formulated.
Pedialyte is excessively expensive, even the powder form, but I found an alternative that's actually superior, comparing ingredients, and far cheaper. As you can see, it's very well reviewed: https://www.rei.com/product/109746/vitalyte-electrolyte-replacement-drink-mix-80-servings
You should always use magnesium glycinate (powder form is best, much cheaper) when using stimulants due to the depletion they cause, especially at supra-therapeutic levels (Amounts used for recreation.), which is a major part of what causes stiff or lockjaw, teeth grinding, and other symptoms.
Memantine is also requisite. It's a pharmaceutical NMDA antagonist which is very intelligently designed, regulating both insufficient and excessive levels of glutamate, which stimulants increase to levels that can potentially cause excitotoxicity. Many also report that it greatly reduce tolerance and the buildup of tolerance, possibly lower the ceiling as well. If you peruse the Wikipedia page you'll note that it is being researched for a wide array of promising treatment options. It has also been very well received on r/nootropics, with many more people than most substances hailing it as miracle drug for their ailments, with some producing fascinating anecdotes of how effective memantine can be. Memantine is extremely safe, there is no concern of interaction with other medication or drugs, except it may potentiate ketamine too much or make it unpleasant (Research if you ever use it.).
Woah, I just got trips for 6 (three sixes) on the die (singular of dice) I sometimes fidget with, first try! I swear I've been able to get it far more than statistically likely. I hope it really is Satan about to grant me incredible power.
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2017-07-10 at 8:23 AM UTCBlah blah blah blah
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2017-07-10 at 8:25 AM UTCIf you're not going to read a post, please just ignore it instead of making a big deal about how you didn't read it? Thanks.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-10 at 8:43 AM UTCtfw dont drink or eat shit while on the crystal jedi so i am perpetually almost dying
last weekend and earlier today i gave myself heat exhaustion at work as well as extreme dehydration. like, i was sweating so heavily a couple of my coworkers asked me if i was alright. its not atypical for a dishwasher that stands right next to a source of hot water, air, and steam to sweat like a whore in church, but this was different. i would reach above me to pull down a glass rack and my feet would immediately cramp.
i need to find a better solution to my current problem of my meth nutrition (or lack thereof). ive had a noticeable decrease in the size of my biceps (just as a point of reference, everywhere else too), but its probably due to rapid glycogenolysis. the food i do eat is in large part pretty balanced though.
obviously when i come down i have the gnawing hunger, but do any of you know of a good strategy to end it quicker? it never subsides, like ever, until ive replenished my body enough to make it at least less of a problem. i could always just eat 30 boxes of oreos or something i suppose. if i were to keep on my current weight of weight loss, i would be well over 20lb/moThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-10 at 8:44 AM UTCcrystal jedi lul
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2017-07-10 at 10:11 AM UTCSploo, I disremembered I was going to tell you this, but I recalled that the gifted classification is simply given to those who score in the 130+ IQ range in the US. So I actually don't know just how high my official IQ is. Quite some time ago I was going to order my student record, but the transaction failed because it was still stored at the school building that replaced the temporary one while I was there.
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2017-07-10 at 10:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Let me give you a tip: If you wanted to hide this from me you should have used a far better strategy. Simply making the post blank is too suspicious and easy to notice. I would have written a false response to the post you quoted making it seem like you had stated or asked something else, something plausible and fitting, that had nothing to do with requesting them.
I absolutely realized this, and I can't remember if I considered editing the post or not, but I essentially didn't really care about it because of other shit in my mind, and just felt like leaving it blank. The reason why I edited it was because I revealed myself in this thread (https://niggasin.space/thread/14290) and I figured you'd see it, be motivated to look through my posts, and I thought you would stop taking me seriously since I asked someone for that psych report. I just didn't think you'd find it that interesting; I thought at the most you'd certainly wonder about it, but I didn't think you'd be motivated to consult me about it. I found your posts on here about the psych report before I found the post on totseans.
About the other shit (catfucker, micropenis), I found your posts revealing those were trolls before I found them, as well. I didn't really give a shit about it, honestly. Though your stories about it were mildly funny.
The only thing I thought was true were your posts about mass murder and such (though I just chalked it up to occasional homicidal thoughts, I didn't think you were seriously considering or planning on killing a bunch of people), I could have believed that because of your viewpoints about humanity. But for some reason, I didn't really give a shit about that, either.
Come to think of it: reading your posts, I've sometimes wondered if you're trolling/not being serious about certain things regarding biology and politics.
Originally posted by Malice How did you find place? Did you find this site first and then my one of my extensive posts on Reddit or the inverse?
Okay, so I found your post "Towards a Neurology of Loneliness" on r/nootropics precisely a year and a half ago. I found it interesting, and I also found some posts from you explaining how socially isolated you were, which hit home to an extent. I was inspired to message you with my main Reddit account (supercrepe was an alt) for some advice on noots and such. You responded back a few times, I took your advice regarding Nardil (still can't believe I was prescribed right off the bat first try. I wasn't even lying to her about anything, I was straight up. Man, I'm incredibly fucked up.) which certainly generally helped.
Two months later, I ended up reading your post about your story regarding social isolation. This one: https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/3u9gak/lsd_for_introspection_on_severe_depression_and/
While I felt like I wasn't as bad, overall the post hit home - especially regarding social isolation and the like; while I wasn't as exclusively isolated as you, generally speaking, it was something that was definitely present in my life. Didn't have a genuine friendship with someone since age 12, inconsistent communication with school acquaintances, etc. I found it really interesting that you'd drive yourself to social isolation based on your viewpoints on humanity at such a young age, though. So I found your story and worldview quite interesting. I'd check up on your Reddit profile and see what you were posting on there every once in a while.
Months later, sometime early this year, I started becoming even more suicidal and lethargic. I went through a period where my self-esteem started getting really bad, was becoming even more hopeless about my life and my endeavors, didn't think LSD/psychedelics would help me and such. I was motivated to read your post again, in a way it resonated with me even more, and I started to wonder if my social isolation, my life, was just as bad, if not worse, than yours. I ended up referencing your story in emails that I sent to my online friend in CA to further explain my situation to him, why I was suicidal, etc. I started checking your posts on Reddit more, ended up reading every single comment/submission. Then, I saw a comment you posted that was seemingly referencing TOTSE/Zoklet culture. You revealed your username. So I googled "malice zoklet" and found your profile and posts here. I noticed you were posting a lot about your recent bout with suicidal depression and Nardil, and the like, so I ended up deciding to read every single post you made on here, just out of curiosity, for the fuck of it; because obviously I have nothing better to do as a general shut-in/hiki. I think I've read every single post. I know that sounds utterly ridiculous but for some reason I'm fascinated with you and your life, overall.
Why am I fascinated? Well, I can relate to your social isolation, to a degree. I also find it interesting that you decided to shut yourself off at a young age, and how Asperger's tendencies influenced that. As a person with Asperger's myself, that's interesting to me. Your knowledge of drugs/substances is also of interest, speaking as someone who is developing an interest in drugs. Matter of fact, I find your knowledge base overall and how you utilize your intelligence to be very interesting; in a way, you're like a jack of all trades, but master of some - due to your Asperger's fixation on certain things. That's actually something I admire, something I want to become. I probably disagree with some things you write here and there, but with other things, mainly regarding mental health and the like, I think you really get it. That's why I find your posts interesting to read overall.
What I find interesting though, is the way you clarified those things about TOTSE and Zoklet to me, and how you wanted to reassure me that you're not that fucked up; that you're not a potential mass murderer, and the like. Don't get me wrong, I believe you - to an extent at least. I find it interesting because it sounds like you're concerned about what I think of you. You have to understand: pragmatically speaking, I'm just as fucked up as you, or at least close. I wouldn't judge you about something like that. And yeah, some things you post about (if you're not trolling) are perspectives I find pretty fucked up (even though I haven't done my research, and I think there's always a possibility you may be right), but you have to understand, I do have sympathy for you; I can understand why you'd come to certain conclusions about humanity. So it's not something I would condemn you for.
I joined NIS two months ago because I figured I'd have some questions for you regarding certain things, and even about other things as well (like, I found the whole scuffle between you and Bill Krozby interesting; I was kind of staggered that Bill Krozby seemed to think his presence on this forum had any value, so I wanted to consult him about that). I probably won't be a regular poster, because I really don't have anything of intellectual value or anything interesting to talk about due to me being uneducated/crippled by athletic abilities and concentration issues, so I'd essentially just be another shitposter. Guess I'll keep lurking, overall - sorry if that bothers anyone.
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2017-07-10 at 10:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Sploo, I disremembered I was going to tell you this, but I recalled that the gifted classification is simply given to those who score in the 130+ IQ range in the US. So I actually don't know just how high my official IQ is. Quite some time ago I was going to order my student record, but the transaction failed because it was still stored at the school building that replaced the temporary one while I was there.
why dont you find out?
[link]iqexams.net[/link]
do T.E.R.O.41 and/or Logica Stella
if anything it could be lower than 130, since childhood scores are less stable, and considering the amount of environmental deprivation you've subject yourself to i wouldnt be surprised if youve lost something
i was also in that classification for elementary school
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2017-07-10 at 11 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I have some good ones on my legs, got some nice ones on my hands. My arms are hard to hit, but I can do it. I found a REALLY nice one on my left arm that runs on the outside from the wrist almost to the elbow I can feel… Nice fat squishy one. My dad helped hit me there a long time ago, but it was always hard for me and I could never do it, but the way this bitch is popping, OMG! I could hit and it'd be easy as fuck, yo.
Since having a baby my veins everywhere have grown larger and easier to hit…. and probably my aneurysm too, but meh… something has to kill me, right? Probably should lay off stims, but… Drug faeries leaving shit in my mail box and shit… fuck yeah.
I'd fucking rape Piles of Crack if he wasn't 450 miles away right now. I really am going to be feelin' froggy when I get this blow… Gorilla fuck isn't even the word.
Anyway, back to the topic at hand, Hydration is key, especially with stims, but still for shooting in general. Also, keeping your blood from being so thick… taking aspirin can fix this. Ive ruined shots and had to backload for clogging needles before. That's a fucking bitch.
Untie the tourniquet before shooting… some people can get away with this, but for me it causes more to blow. I got away sometimes, but untying helps, but sometimes you lose the vein too from moving around to untie.
Well, hope this keeps ya safe. Also, easiest ways Ive found to buy the shit from was an equine veterinarian. They'd sell me tubes of the shit… just go in and say you gotta horse that tore their face up with barb wire or something… I've never had a problem… I told her I just wanted to have on hand and she got to make 40$ for selling me a giant jar that lasted me for like 8 years, after half spilling out…
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2017-07-10 at 11:01 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote this isnt really news to me but did this hit me like a train recently. when i went down to the union hall a few weeks back for my apprenticeship application, we were given a math quiz along with the actual application. youd expect that for a skilled trade that involves alot of geometry and engineering that the quiz would be at least mildly challenging…
nope. 20 questions, 5 for each operation, and they were literally just fractions and decimals. guess who failed it? (hint: nearly everyone) its been like 10 years since i learned fractions and decimals, in elementary school. the guy next to me was in his mid/late 20s and was already a certified electrician and after about 15 minutes, he looked up at me, completely dumbstruck, and said "i can wire an entire house in a day but i cant do this? are you fucking kidding me??".
after looking it all over again and literally printing off worksheets to practice, i ended up getting a 100 on the retake, and mfw the guy grading it said "wow! you smoked this!" like it was difficult. no shit i did, guy, i just forgot how to do it. i dont recall ever having to do that a single time in hs since youre using graphing calculators for everything which eliminates the need to grasp/remember the basic concepts. i understand that you may not always have a calculator, but the likelihood of that is lower than me being able to split a hair with a .22 bullet at a mile
Originally posted by Malice Since you're probably not eating much or at all and your metabolic rate/energy expenditure, physical activity, and sweating are all increased, I would really recommend using an electrolyte drink mix.
Years ago I was researching, and most know how obsessive my research is, the optimal hydration source to utilize throughout my strength training regimen and came across a news story about professional athletes, in this article Major League Baseball, using Pedialyte as an elite source of hydration, due to being so optimally formulated.
Pedialyte is excessively expensive, even the powder form, but I found an alternative that's actually superior, comparing ingredients, and far cheaper. As you can see, it's very well reviewed: https://www.rei.com/product/109746/vitalyte-electrolyte-replacement-drink-mix-80-servings
You should always use magnesium glycinate (powder form is best, much cheaper) when using stimulants due to the depletion they cause, especially at supra-therapeutic levels (Amounts used for recreation.), which is a major part of what causes stiff or lockjaw, teeth grinding, and other symptoms.
Memantine is also requisite. It's a pharmaceutical NMDA antagonist which is very intelligently designed, regulating both insufficient and excessive levels of glutamate, which stimulants increase to levels that can potentially cause excitotoxicity. Many also report that it greatly reduce tolerance and the buildup of tolerance, possibly lower the ceiling as well. If you peruse the Wikipedia page you'll note that it is being researched for a wide array of promising treatment options. It has also been very well received on r/nootropics, with many more people than most substances hailing it as miracle drug for their ailments, with some producing fascinating anecdotes of how effective memantine can be. Memantine is extremely safe, there is no concern of interaction with other medication or drugs, except it may potentiate ketamine too much or make it unpleasant (Research if you ever use it.).
Woah, I just got trips for 6 (three sixes) on the die (singular of dice) I sometimes fidget with, first try! I swear I've been able to get it far more than statistically likely. I hope it really is Satan about to grant me incredible power.
Originally posted by twistquest I absolutely realized this, and I can't remember if I considered editing the post or not, but I essentially didn't really care about it because of other shit in my mind, and just felt like leaving it blank. The reason why I edited it was because I revealed myself in this thread (https://niggasin.space/thread/14290) and I figured you'd see it, be motivated to look through my posts, and I thought you would stop taking me seriously since I asked someone for that psych report. I just didn't think you'd find it that interesting; I thought at the most you'd certainly wonder about it, but I didn't think you'd be motivated to consult me about it. I found your posts on here about the psych report before I found the post on totseans.
About the other shit (catfucker, micropenis), I found your posts revealing those were trolls before I found them, as well. I didn't really give a shit about it, honestly. Though your stories about it were mildly funny.
The only thing I thought was really true were your posts about mass murder and such, I could have believed that because of your viewpoints about humanity. But for some reason, I didn't really give a shit about that, either.
Come to think of it: reading your posts, I've sometimes wondered if you're trolling/not being serious about certain things regarding biology and politics.
Okay, so I found your post "Towards a Neurology of Loneliness" on r/nootropics precisely a year and a half ago. I found it interesting, and I also found some posts about you explaining how socially isolated you were, which hit home to an extent. I was inspired to message you with my main Reddit account (supercrepe was an alt) for some advice on noots and such. You responded back a few times, I took your advice regarding Nardil (still can't believe I was prescribed right off the bat first try. I wasn't even lying to her about anything, I was straight up. Man, I'm incredibly fucked up.) which certainly generally helped.
Two months later, I ended up reading your post about your story regarding social isolation. This one: https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/3u9gak/lsd_for_introspection_on_severe_depression_and/
While I felt like I wasn't as bad, overall the post hit home - especially regarding social isolation and the like; while I wasn't as exclusively isolated as you, generally speaking, it was something that was definitely present in my life. Didn't have a genuine friendship with someone since age 12, inconsistent communication with school acquaintances, etc. I found it really interesting that you'd drive yourself to social isolation based on your viewpoints on humanity at such a young age, though. So I found your story and worldview quite interesting. I'd check up on your Reddit profile and see what you were posting on there every once in a while.
Months later, sometime early this year, I started becoming even more suicidal and lethargic. I went through a period where my self-esteem started getting really bad, was becoming even more hopeless about my life and my endeavors, didn't think LSD/psychedelics would help me and such. I was motivated to read your post again, in a way it resonated with me even more, and I started to wonder if my social isolation, my life, was just as bad, if not worse, than yours. I ended up referencing your story in emails that I sent to my online friend in CA to further explain my situation to him, why I was suicidal, etc. I started checking your posts on Reddit more, ended up reading every single comment/submission. Then, I saw a comment you posted that was seemingly referencing TOTSE/Zoklet culture. You revealed your username. So I googled "malice zoklet" and found your profile and posts here. I noticed you were posting a lot about your recent bout with suicidal depression and Nardil, and the like, so I ended up deciding to read every single post you made on here, just out of curiosity, for the fuck of it; because obviously I have nothing better to do as a general shut-in/hiki. I think I've read every single post. I know that sounds utterly ridiculous but for some reason I'm fascinated with you and your life, overall.
Why am I fascinated? Well, I can relate to your social isolation, to a degree. I also find it interesting that you decided to shut yourself off at a young age, and how Asperger's tendencies influenced that. As a person with Asperger's myself, that's interesting to me. Your knowledge of drugs/substances is also of interest, speaking as someone who is developing an interest in drugs. Matter of fact, I find your knowledge base overall and how you utilize your intelligence to be very interesting; in a way, you're like a jack of all trades, but master of some - due to your Asperger's fixation on certain things. That's actually something I admire, something I want to become. I probably disagree with some things you write here and there, but with other things, mainly regarding mental health and the like, I think you really get it. That's why I find your posts interesting to read overall.
What I find interesting though, is the way you clarified those things about TOTSE and Zoklet to me, and how you wanted to reassure me that you're not that fucked up; that you're not a potential mass murderer, and the like. Don't get me wrong, I believe you - to an extent at least. I find it interesting because it sounds like you're concerned about what I think of you. You have to understand: pragmatically speaking, I'm just as fucked up as you, or at least close. I wouldn't judge you about something like that. And yeah, some things you post about (if you're not trolling) are perspectives I find pretty fucked up (even though I haven't done my research, and I think there's always a possibility you may be right), but you have to understand, I do have sympathy for you; I can understand why you'd come to certain conclusions about humanity. So it's not something I would condemn you for.
I joined NIS two months ago because I figured I'd have some questions for you regarding certain things, and even about other things as well (like, I found the whole scuffle between you and Bill Krozby interesting; I was kind of staggered that Bill Krozby seemed to think his presence on this forum had any value, so I wanted to consult him about that). I probably won't be a regular poster, because I really don't have anything of intellectual value or anything interesting to talk about due to me being uneducated/crippled by athletic abilities and concentration issues, so I'd essentially just be another shitposter. Guess I'll keep lurking, overall - sorry if that bothers anyone.
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2017-07-10 at 11:24 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Do you genuinely enjoy some forms of masochism? I do plan on giving casual relationships and sex a chance, so it's going to be interesting to experiment and discover just what I want. There's actually pretty solid data that people with asperger's are far more likely than the general pop. to have…unusual sexual tastes.
For example, among males the self-reported rate of homosexuality and bisexuality is a lot higher. Gender dysphoria is also immensely overrepresented. I don't know if specific fetishes have been studied, like BDSM, but this does seem to be the primary one, by far, that they tend to discover they greatly enjoy.
I've honestly thought about attempting to become a sadist in the bay area/SF BDSM community eventually simply because I genuinely enjoy abusing people and their pain. Of course I know BDSM is completely different, what the boundaries are. I'd have to learn what the process is. Seems pretty intimidating and awkward to me, having a group of new people judge you, the sub/micro-culture.
I don't know how well advertising myself as asexual would go, which I may genuinely be (I'll have to verify), because I don't necessarily want to engage in sex, although I wouldn't have a problem using objects, even digits.
It's consensual and the sub enjoys it, so it's perfectly ethical. It could be a healthy outlet for my…desires. Then I wouldn't feel compelled to behave like this online or in other situations because I've already been satiated, have a replacement for them that's far superior.
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2017-07-10 at 11:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by Kolokol-1 If you're not going to read a post, please just ignore it instead of making a big deal about how you didn't read it? Thanks.
Yeah, I gotta agree with this. It's essentially just a shitpost, a total waste of space. Also pretty self-centered too in a way, if you think about it.
