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2017-06-28 at 2:13 PM UTC
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2017-06-28 at 2:57 PM UTC
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2017-06-28 at 3:36 PM UTC
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2017-06-28 at 5:18 PM UTCI wish I could get to "the further" and possibly just stay there forever and more importantly be able to sleep indefinitely.
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2017-06-28 at 6:54 PM UTCYesterday was one of the worst days I'd dealt with in a LOOOOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGG fucking time, and that's saying a lot since Friday night til Monday afternoon, I was in super bad withdrawals, "Contemplating on the Tree of Woe, getting by with mega super doses of gabapentin and on Sunday night, with alcohol.
Went over to a friend's in the evening, took her grocery shopping. She fixed me dinner (I cooked, she just was like.... "here... make food" lol). I ate 1/4 of this special fudge, got stoned as fuck, and then smoked DMT. Before I smoked the DMT, 1337 called and bullshitted with me (Hey, I told him not to go to the dope-man... I can't help he doesn't listen), so he gets there, I go to smoke DMT and we both report back, high as fuck on our respective drugs about 30 minutes later. (Before this, stoned, I'd taken her dog and walked like a mile and found this beautiful lake that was dammed up, with the waterfalls and it sounded so nice... I'd walked back on a busy road talking to 1337 on my way back lol)
I fucking seen whisps of the aliens, and seen... not so much seen, but more "felt" my horse... fractals were fucking awesome. I laid spun out on my friend's bed, with her dog, and it was... just what I'd needed after such a hellish day. I'd come down when he'd called back, but was still fucked and we'd had a fucked up 3-person conversation about dual-vaginas, how that would work out, and if pregnancy could happen separately, like getting pregnant once, then a few months later getting pregnant and having babies at different times... I think my friend who was there too, we'd got onto orgies... drugging and raping... and I think I'd said I'd eat 1337's wife's pussy... and I'm not bisexual, not in the least LMFAO...
Holy shit... I also drove home, 50 miles with a state trooper on my ass, at 4AM. He finally blew by me when I was about 2 miles from home.
I am definitely down for IVing DMT. God, I am fucking itching to eat an entire fucking field full of magic mushrooms while I rape Piles of Crack again. BTW, yes, all my previous posts of raping PoC had come to fruition and if not for coming home pretty much in WDs and and stressed as fuck over everything else, I would have reported back sooner on that. Very happy. Very sad to have had to leave to come back home for the time being... soon enough though, won't really have to worry about that, though... We'll have a place together, and I'll be able to rape PoC every night 'til my heart's content- it'll be great. It's not so far off. -
2017-06-28 at 7:15 PM UTCthey got a beer for that^
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2017-06-28 at 7:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † You're a real piece of shit, dude.
Originally posted by Sophie Probably for the best if you're going to be a dickhead anyway, you mong.
*puts hands on hips and pouts* Hey, if I'm too awkward and uncomfortable I shouldn't feel obligated to do so. I'm simply being honest, you know I give it to people straight, without obfuscation.
Although, to be honest, I did have an urge to play ping pong after I woke up. It could be a potential demonstration of autsim power, using visual skills to exude an astonishing level of mastery, rising inhumanly quickly, for a hiki that has never played sports before.
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2017-06-28 at 7:20 PM UTCthey got a beer for that^
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2017-06-28 at 8:10 PM UTCYou met him to buy drugs but you won't play ping pong with him?!
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2017-06-28 at 8:29 PM UTCThat was out of desperation due to post-acute alcohol withdrawal. I literally had a minor epileptic seizure, the first in my life, in the morning, before I met him. It was kind of cool and psychedelic in a way if you know what to expect.
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2017-06-28 at 8:39 PM UTCI wonder how much asexuality affects life outcomes. I am the least ambitious, driven, and productive person ever. Although there are things I want to do, fortunately I don't feel the neurotic and pathological need to constantly be engaged in activity, which is behavior, a personality trait, that's particularly pronounced among the Ashkenazim (jedis), who are also the most successful group worldwide.
It's been claimed that throughout history, at least on a subconscious level, women were ultimately the drivers of many great men. Well, at least great among the masses, borgeous success (Hey, money is nice.).
Given that I have absolutely no desire for a wife, children, house, nice cars, enabling a woman to squander my savings (Women are responsible for the majority of household expenditures, and of course I don't merely refer to necessities), I suppose that it would make sense that there would be a modulated biological setpoint, certain shifts that lead to different desires, a different lifestyle strategy.
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2017-06-28 at 8:48 PM UTCA woman's sexuality is naturally always on display. So much of their self-image, their self worth, naturally depends on it. Some may surpass it to some extent after years of consistent psychological effort, but I have very little faith that it is more than a few percent who attain an adequate level of detachment.
Does anyone else feel, on some level, moderately infuriated and repulsed when they see a woman who is dressed in a manner clearly meant to elicit some level of sexual attraction? Even their mere breasts can be enough to have this effect on me. -
2017-06-28 at 9:14 PM UTCI would play ping-pong with any one of you niggas. I'd fucking RUIN you too.
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2017-06-28 at 9:42 PM UTCGot a head full of bullshit and a bottle full of 100 proof, a winning combination.
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2017-06-28 at 10:08 PM UTCSF.Enterprises.NIS@gmail.com
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2017-06-28 at 10:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice A woman's sexuality is naturally always on display. So much of their self-image, their self worth, naturally depends on it. Some may surpass it to some extent after years of consistent psychological effort, but I have very little faith that it is more than a few percent who attain an adequate level of detachment.
Does anyone else feel, on some level, moderately infuriated and repulsed when they see a woman who is dressed in a manner clearly meant to elicit some level of sexual attraction? Even their mere breasts can be enough to have this effect on me.
you're delusional. you've spent so much time wallowing in self pity and self-hypnosis that you've lost all grip on reality.
no, when a chick is flaunting her shit it isn't a personal affront to your masculinity.
grow a clue. it's normal mating behavior. you're just mad you have no chance. -
2017-06-28 at 10:32 PM UTCIf I don't find a good functional benzo to maintain myself on I think I'm going to become an alcoholic, this is the first time I've felt I was really in danger of having a problem with my alcohol consumption.
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2017-06-28 at 10:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice A woman's sexuality is naturally always on display. So much of their self-image, their self worth, naturally depends on it. Some may surpass it to some extent after years of consistent psychological effort, but I have very little faith that it is more than a few percent who attain an adequate level of detachment.
Does anyone else feel, on some level, moderately infuriated and repulsed when they see a woman who is dressed in a manner clearly meant to elicit some level of sexual attraction? Even their mere breasts can be enough to have this effect on me.
I feel that way, but less repulsed and more just acknowledging what a show of character it is. Anybody who dresses or acts to draw attention to themselves in public is pretty fucking pathetic, to an extent. There's this one girl in the class across the hall from where I sit while I wait for my class to start and she has more makeup than clothes on. And fine, whatever, but she's also ALWAYS shivering and rubbing her arms and clearly cold because the AC up here on the third floor is dank ass purp ass. She is sacrificing comfort to draw attention.
And she's fat to top it off. Just rolls of skin like a waterfall. I guess maybe her clothes help her feel better about that though, which is fine. Just don't understand her dressing in clothes that leave her cold every day.
Dressing to look NICE is a different ballgame though. Who doesn't like looking nice? But you can dress nice without being mistaken for a prostitute.
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2017-06-28 at 10:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Piles of Crack If I don't find a good functional benzo to maintain myself on I think I'm going to become an alcoholic, this is the first time I've felt I was really in danger of having a problem with my alcohol consumption.
Reading up a lot on pyrazolam.
Have you tried or looked into phenibut?
