Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Cosmetic treatments actually leave you feeling empty, because they are really meaningless, and your inner self knows it. Feeling empty for too long leads to depression.
It's true being happy with my appearance doesn't make me happy, but it's better than feeling ugly, that's soul-crushing.
Originally posted by Lanny Lanny
Maybe I should give up all my worldly possessions and become a monk and not speak and eat bean soup with other monks with a vow of silency
That's the last you'll all hear or see of me. I'll be in some mountain side by candle light reading the good book.
Ig I feel dismal about life because I've never had a boyfriend and now it's apparent that I will never marry or have children. I don't feel motivation to make friends irl or even go outside much and that's unlikely to change as well. I don't even think I want children but it's knowing I won't have a normal life and not knowing what I'm supposed to do instead that's bothering me.
I'd like to stop being a recluse and try living in an EU country for awhile because being a recluse is a sad way to live. I feel like I need to be prompted though because I'm always gonna be more inclined to stay indoors.
