2024-06-09 at 4:44 PM UTC
Feel unwell and don't know what it is, more fatigue than usual and something with my head, it's not just brain fog, I feel too warm.
2024-06-10 at 1:15 AM UTC
I didn't do anything yesterday because I was sick so I have to rush today to sort everything for the trip. I'm still going to go because it could be something in my environment making me sick, like my cat.
2024-06-10 at 5:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Sounds sexual.
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2024-06-12 at 5:36 AM UTC
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2024-06-12 at 10:10 AM UTC
Instigator
Naturally Camouflaged
[the staring tame crusher]
I need to leave the goon cave.
But the weather has been shit so I won't bother.
2024-06-12 at 10:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by Instigator
I need to leave the goon cave.
But the weather has been shit so I won't bother.
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2024-06-12 at 2:20 PM UTC
My brain feels like a marshmallow or a balloon that could dissipate any minute. Memories of dreams start to surface sulphur.
2024-06-12 at 2:27 PM UTC
My heart isn't so good so I keep having to remind myself not to walk so fast and to take breaks. I can see how much I have to slow down now. In London I'd do 15-20K steps a day. I could have stayed out longer but am going to rest now to be on the safe side.
2024-06-12 at 2:33 PM UTC
It's kind of weird everyone staring at me, I probably wouldn't be able to cope with it if I thought they perceived me as ugly, but I know they don't.
2024-06-12 at 2:43 PM UTC
I've noticed I'm not smoking as much here. I hate smoking outdoors, hate the light breezes and the wind blowing smoke everywhere so can't really relax with a smoke outdoors. I might take that into account if I ever try to quit.
2024-06-12 at 2:46 PM UTC
I've had truffles and vodka but don't think that's the only reason I feel this way. I think my identity is in limbo. I don't want it to evolve, but I don't want people from the past in my life either.
2024-06-12 at 2:47 PM UTC
How can I decide what's important when nothing is important
2024-06-12 at 2:52 PM UTC
In a bus station yday there was a guy talking loudly on the phone, ik he was speaking English but I couldn't understand a word he said. I wondered if I'd forgotten what culchies sound like, if there was an echo in the room making it hard to hear or if there's something wrong with me. But I noticed today too I'm not understanding what people say when I should know.
2024-06-12 at 2:52 PM UTC
It's all tuned out background noise.
2024-06-12 at 2:55 PM UTC
It's probably sleep deprivation. That's the only way I've been able to tune out background noise in the past. Maybe it isn't normal to hear every word of someone's phonecall and it's just my autism.
2024-06-12 at 4:55 PM UTC
Imagine being on vacation and spending the whole time posting on NIS...
