2024-05-29 at 12:09 PM UTC
I hope I never lose u CandyRein
2024-05-29 at 6:24 PM UTC
I feel kind of weird and out of it, as if there's something important bothering me but I can't pin-point what it is so I'm restless, as if I have one foot in reality. I feel like I don't have full control over my physical body because I am daydreaming or something.
2024-05-29 at 6:27 PM UTC
What's on my mind is I'm a bit stressed about the exams so I'm trying to make backup plans, like should I go on a coke bender after or stab someone?
2024-05-29 at 7:38 PM UTC
I feel horrible like this guilt like god or somehting is pounding my chest what i did today not only encouraging but liek giving alcohol to a girl about to turn 16 in a week who is rpegnant and maybe making her baby retarded.
2024-05-29 at 7:38 PM UTC
this has to be the worse thing ive ever done.
2024-05-29 at 7:39 PM UTC
see that bagirl in the middle. imagine me pounding fucking her all over the palce like a weird porno movie on the grass on the side standing her laying on ground legs up etc.
2024-05-29 at 7:40 PM UTC
this is why i am so fucked up i was imgianing this the whole time spending time wirht her and her friends even later finding out she has a baby coming me giving her booze and cigarettes and shit.
2024-05-29 at 7:40 PM UTC
im a piece of garbage for this. i feel the worse ive ever felt in life.
2024-05-29 at 7:45 PM UTC
this is a worse feeling than if i would have run into an 11 yr old who wanted to hang out and meet me later and i went and showed up.
2024-05-29 at 7:57 PM UTC
Browsing Brandy Melville is triggering my anorexia. Like I was starting to feel OK bcus I want volume in my face but now I want to be anorexic again and feel sick.