2023-09-15 at 7:39 PM UTC
Because my mum and dad fucked and didn't abort me
the fucking bastards.
2023-09-16 at 7:46 AM UTC
I exist because my dad got drunk enough to think my mom was hot
2023-09-16 at 8:54 AM UTC
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[the staring tame crusher]
Constantly thinking about killing myself but I don't want to hurt myself
*violins*
2023-09-16 at 8:57 AM UTC
I don't know why I exist but look at this fucking psycho retard
Fucking hell.
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2023-09-16 at 9:11 AM UTC
I survived for a long time basically cos it was the default. Plus I held out hope for the future. Now I dunno. GG would be a reason, but my mom (who is the over riding force in my life since I got sick at 25) doesn't want me going out with her cos she's lazy, stupid, autistic and too old to have kids. We don't even "go out" much any more.
I guess I'm back to the "hold out hope for the future" mode. I've got holidays booked in the Philippines in November, dunno if I'll go or not. Would like to have some kids, but with who and who would raise them (even if GG was able to have kids she is still in bed at 10am here, she'll be in bed till 12 almost, she isn't up to raising kids) I dunno.
Maybe go to the Philippines and meet some South East Asian bunny and have a gang of little pinoys with her, but I feel too tired. I'm getting old and I can tell, next year I'll be 40.
2023-09-16 at 4:55 PM UTC
The condom broke. That's the answer to it all.