How are you feeling at the moment..

1. 2023-06-25 at 3:08 PM UTC

   #24501
   WellHung Black Hole
   Tara is not enjoying The Wetlands right now because they are no longer wet because it has not rained since April.
2. 2023-06-25 at 3:12 PM UTC

   #24502
   Kafka sweaty
   I'm just gonna go to the library, write in my notebook and sort my feelings out. Sucks I keep buying tickets to things then not going.
3. 2023-06-25 at 3:12 PM UTC

   #24503
   

   cryptographiccontrarian African Astronaut
   yung and im gorgeous, the flow fuckin flawless
   i know that talk is cheap but from me you cant afford it
   drugs in my cauldron mixin up the potion
   yung white witch in the styx just flowin
4. 2023-06-25 at 3:12 PM UTC

   #24504
   Kafka sweaty
   The ballet will probably be on MarqueeTV soon.
5. 2023-06-25 at 3:14 PM UTC

   #24505
   Kafka sweaty
   I'm just worried bcus of the alternative transport that I won't get there in time and they don't let anyone in once it starts, I can't deal with anyone staring at me and it probably won't cheer me up.
6. 2023-06-25 at 3:16 PM UTC

   #24506
   Kafka sweaty
   I hate when I'm like this because it's the opposite of my dad. One inconvenience and I get depressed.
7. 2023-06-25 at 3:17 PM UTC

   #24507
   Kafka sweaty
   I won't go outside if there's one inconvenience and it can be anything like running out of hair conditioner.
8. 2023-06-25 at 3:18 PM UTC

   #24508
   

   cryptographiccontrarian African Astronaut
   JUNEONABEATDONTSHOOTEMINTHASTREET
   
   
9. 2023-06-25 at 3:23 PM UTC

   #24509
   Kafka sweaty
   Need a Monty irl rn. Last time I was this off he snapped me out of it.
10. 2023-06-25 at 3:23 PM UTC

    #24510
    Kafka sweaty
    But it's fine bcus I'm going to London after this.
11. 2023-06-25 at 3:25 PM UTC

    #24511
    Kafka sweaty
    Can't believe I'm going to the library instead of the ballet.
12. 2023-06-25 at 3:27 PM UTC

    #24512
    Kafka sweaty
    I feel close to panic attack nd dunno why bcus I haven't been doing coke.
13. 2023-06-25 at 3:28 PM UTC

    #24513
    

    cryptographiccontrarian African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Kafka I feel close to panic attack nd dunno why bcus I haven't been doing coke.

    
    does posting here help to ground you
14. 2023-06-25 at 3:32 PM UTC

    #24514
    Kafka sweaty
    And the library's closed. What will I do tonight.
15. 2023-06-25 at 3:35 PM UTC

    #24515
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by cryptographiccontrarian does posting here help to ground you

    
    I need to vent to organise my thoughts. Once they're posted they're forgotten. I am cleaning my mind. I don't actually want anyone to respond or even listen to me in these threads.
    
    ...When I was having panic attacks in London it helped going to my virtual world with a phone app because everything is the same there. Even on a beach in Athens I was in a virtual world on my phone.
16. 2023-06-25 at 3:37 PM UTC

    #24516
    Kafka sweaty
    I need routine so on vacation I don't want to neglect everything from my life at home.
17. 2023-06-25 at 3:38 PM UTC

    #24517
    Kafka sweaty
    I feel like I could lose myself, sometimes I completely forget what I'm doing with my life and need checklists to get through the day.
18. 2023-06-25 at 3:40 PM UTC

    #24518
    Kafka sweaty
    Today I remembered I have exams next month. They didn't cross my mind for two weeks.
19. 2023-06-25 at 3:46 PM UTC

    #24519
    Kafka sweaty
    Ig I'm more comfortable venting here because you're all mental so idc what you think. When I left my anxiety flared up in other communities.
20. 2023-06-25 at 4 PM UTC

    #24520
    Kafka sweaty