2023-06-24 at 8:17 PM UTC
At least ik I got the genes to stomach Bacardi.
2023-06-24 at 8:19 PM UTC
Another story was about someone being mauled by a werewolf at 4am.
2023-06-24 at 8:21 PM UTC
Now wondering if I had issues or was inspired by Christopher Pike, I had a similar writing voice and still do. I want to write happy fantasy stories but when the flow comes it's fucked up murder mystery and nothing like my normal thoughts.
2023-06-24 at 8:23 PM UTC
If you ask Myers, he'll confirm I am only neurotic online. Irl I seem slow and like I'm not thinking of anything.
2023-06-24 at 8:23 PM UTC
Idk if I'm really mentally ill if it only comes across online. Would I be fine if the internet didn't exist?
2023-06-24 at 8:28 PM UTC
Got half a mind to go to the beach tonight, depends on my energy.
2023-06-24 at 8:28 PM UTC
Kafka has officially cracked up. Next step is the mental ward.
2023-06-24 at 8:32 PM UTC
I'm always like this with Mik.
2023-06-24 at 8:33 PM UTC
Surprised I've avoided the ward tho. My secret is not having any acquaintances irl and being a zombie during the day.
2023-06-24 at 8:39 PM UTC
I'm most sane when I have Mik to spam, productivity everyday and a lil virtual hangout every night which isn't here. It seems sad but it's what I need.
2023-06-24 at 8:44 PM UTC
S'weird that only talking with Mik for three years when I knew he didn't care about me is what kept me sane and sober. I only started spiralling when I joined this shithole.
2023-06-24 at 8:47 PM UTC
I can't go back bcus ik our relationship wasn't normal and there's something better out there, even though he ticked enough boxes of what I need.
2023-06-24 at 8:49 PM UTC
I need a psycho and an empath in my life.
2023-06-24 at 8:51 PM UTC
Alls ik is I want something more than using someone as a soundboard to spam, I like having philosophical discussions. Being with him wasn't the best use of my brain. Mik didn't read anything that wasn't related to his studies.
2023-06-24 at 8:52 PM UTC
Wasn't interested in anything, he was a rock.
2023-06-24 at 8:54 PM UTC
Why is it always the moon and one star I see in the sky.