2023-05-05 at 7:50 PM UTC
Take that one of two ways:
1) Why are you even still alive?
2) Metaphysically, why do you think you exist at this moment in particular? Every moment in history is unprecedented, to be sure, but you exist at the same time technology to simulate your existence can at least be credibly hypothesized, if not realized within your lifespan. You exist at the cusp of a potential AI singularity, which may immanentize the eschaton for good or ill. Your world has anime, low child mortality, disease is not yet conquered but it has been thoroughly bloodied and broken, space travel is possible, nuclear weapons and power plants exist. You exist at the absolute pinnacle of freedom, technology, and human civilization to date, and that is surprisingly an atypical state historically - it certainly has not been universally true; empires rose and fell, progress was made and then set back, and very rarely does it ever attain new heights. It is only the last few centuries which break from that pattern, and depict a clean and steep line of progress that surpasses all previous highs.
So why are your existing at the moment? Why are you existing in this moment?
2023-05-05 at 7:56 PM UTC
I am still alive because i have not died. I am existing in this moment because of a confluence of pertinent variables. Furthermore, i fuck niggers. THANK YOU.
2023-05-05 at 7:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by WellHung
I am still alive because i have not died. I am existing in this moment because of a confluence of pertinent variables. Furthermore, i fuck niggers. THANK YOU.
understandable
have a nice day
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2023-05-05 at 8:04 PM UTC
I am waiting to finish my exams before I OD. If I fail them and somehow survive my life will be even more hellish. If I'd attempted already I could be in a hospital rn full of doom about missing my exams.
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2023-05-05 at 10:47 PM UTC
i have absolutely no fucking clue
2023-05-06 at 1:29 AM UTC
I am lucky to be currently existing. When I was on dope I would overdose quite frequently. Luckily I've either been with someone that knew what to do or I fell out in public. I learned quickly that I needed to keep narcan if I was going to do the shit. The last few times it happened my homeboy said it took probably close to ten minutes of mouth to mouth after being narcanned to come back. The way he put it i was playing with my life and each time it was a little harder to bring me back, so I decided I probably shouldn't push it anymore. The look on his and his girlfriend's face was a big factor as well. She'd be tore up in tears telling me she thought I was dead. How I made it through that I'll never know but I have to be here for some reason. I'm working to find meaning in life as right now I see everything as meaningless/pointless. I really need to because sometimes I feel like there's no reason to keep going. I do have solace knowing I have a good kid that grew up right and that gives me pretty much the only purpose I have. Life is hard for me to understand sometimes.
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2023-05-06 at 3:34 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
1. I hate the demiurge
2. I hate the demiurge
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2023-05-06 at 3:58 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Posting in a Malice thread
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2023-05-06 at 4:09 AM UTC
Everything has a role even at the molecular level. I'm fulfilling some stupid role is why I exist still I guess. My role will be to die at some point. Which then, Iiiiiii still might exist. What is even existence ??????????
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2023-05-06 at 5:04 AM UTC
Im kinda just waiting around to make sure my mom is okay financially i think. My life has improved in most ways- so it seems less and less likely that ill kill myself. But also Ive become someone i kind of hate, and life has lost all its flavor, and every year more my chances of having the kind of adventure i want become less and less, so not existing doesnt scare me near as much as it used to.
And also i have to remind myself that killing yourself is a kind of higher functioning trait. Stupid, low IQ people dont generally realize what a gigantic waste of space they are, and that the world would be just fine without them. But also, that means at some point that the world is full of mostly retards.
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2023-05-06 at 5:23 AM UTC
i am
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2023-05-06 at 7:03 AM UTC
every single post in this thread is a goddamned lie. the only reason anyone exists is to pay attention to me
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2023-05-06 at 7:26 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
Originally posted by Incessant
the coming golden age
lol
lmao
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2023-05-06 at 8:50 AM UTC
Nope. No dreaming allowed. You're allowed to exist, and nothing else.
2023-05-06 at 9:29 AM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
My 30s have been a fucking cake walk compared to my 20s and of this is indication of my future then im alive to enjoy the rest of my life
Idk its weird its like when i was using hxc i was scared to succeed or something, and now its just like everything ive ever wanted comes so easy basically
Just do actually what you want to do.
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