i don't know how im feeling tbh. with my body might be a good zeroth-order approximation. first order maybe something like 'with the essence stored within my body'. from there idk. and i mean my body is my essence. its a hard knock life tryna figure out how these things work.
what even are feelings. i feel like this would be handy to answer before i can answer how they are.
Upset because of the pigeon so I'm drinking beer. I had plans today and want to stop letting emotions get in the way of my productivity; I need more self-discipline so I hope the rest of my day can go to plan. Idk I'm just upset because I know my dad loved pigeons, the last time I saw him in his house he was trying to tell me a story about a pigeon on my shoulder when I was a child, but I was in a rush to go home so I didn't let him finish the story.