2023-03-01 at 8:21 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
Sounds like me in Poland:
"“I was deranged,” says Half-Life writer Marc Laidlaw of his decision to publish the plot of Episode 3 as fanfiction. “I was living on an island, totally cut off from my friends and creative community of the last couple decades, I was completely out of touch and had nobody to talk me out of it. It just seemed like a fun thing to do… until I did it.”"
2023-03-01 at 9:40 PM UTC
And then a big titty AI Hacked into his phone and started taking off her top
2023-03-01 at 9:44 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
damm thats a long time no scron? to be a writer and cut off from everyone for the last couple of decades?
2023-03-01 at 9:47 PM UTC
What if you have a titty AI though b but it was as smart as real humans
2023-03-02 at 6:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley
I hate myself for not being able to kick the drinking but it's part of being me and imma keep working at getting rid of it. Thanks for reading my thread
It doesn’t have to be a part of you, that’s the thing. If you say you’re going to keep working to get rid of it, you’re not going to. You’re giving yourself the option right there. It isn’t a **keep trying** scenario. It’s a drop the shit, it isn’t a part of you anymore scenario. Don’t even give yourself the option.
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2023-03-02 at 1:13 PM UTC
Originally posted by Average Jane
It doesn’t have to be a part of you, that’s the thing. If you say you’re going to keep working to get rid of it, you’re not going to. You’re giving yourself the option right there. It isn’t a **keep trying** scenario. It’s a drop the shit, it isn’t a part of you anymore scenario. Don’t even give yourself the option.
Wow pretty and smart.
...but enough about me.
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2023-03-02 at 3:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
Wow pretty and smart.
…but enough about me.
You sexy, sexy bitch, you.
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2023-03-02 at 7:40 PM UTC
Yeah I use to drink a lot after getting out the navy. One day I said fuck this shit and stopped. Once in a while I'll have a shot with someone at a gathering.
Man up Bradley, you stopped before so do it like for life.
2023-03-07 at 12:27 AM UTC
Hell yeah I haven't had a drink since the first. Sometimes I shake a lot and my nerves might be a little fried but I really do believe it's better to solve this issue then wallow in a dysfunctional life as an alcoholic.
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2023-03-07 at 12:29 AM UTC
Also I had many tests run on me and nothing is wrong with my heart or body sides acid reflux caused by my love of hot sauce and warm malt liquor
2023-03-07 at 12:33 AM UTC
I pretty much had resigned myself to the fact I was 29 and caused major damage to my heart through alcohol and drugs, which would mean I'm not long for life and that's that.
When they gave me maylox or however it's spelled and the "aching, constant chest pain" went away within minutes they said bro u got minor acid reflux, it's not the bottom of your heart that's fucked it's the absolute top of your stomach, you're fine.
I was very happy to not be dying but they ran tests anyway and said my one liver enzyme was slightly high most likely because I was a .27 (and not that drunk) and had been drinking.
2023-03-07 at 12:39 AM UTC
Rather than celebrate with a tall boy, I realized i should take this as an opportunity to change. I haven't had a cigarette or drink since. Sometimes I get cravings really bad but I just let em go through me like a bad meal.
This time I'm not in rehab, not on probation, not really shit externally motivating me, not in sober living housing or trying to meet anyone's standard.
For the first time I set it all down because I wanted to rather than because I had someone making me and I think I'll find a lot more success doing it out of self interest than I did out of FEAR.
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2023-03-07 at 12:41 AM UTC
But like all alcoholics and addicts I struggle being comfortable in my own skin, always have, but I know the person I am when I am drinking is truly an unlovable person even to myself and while I've never really loved myself, I like who I am not drinking a lot more than when I'm drinking
2023-03-07 at 11:51 AM UTC
Hey Bradley long time no see. I take a few days off sometimes. Hope you doing ok and wish you luck (again). Haha, nah seriously good luck.
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2023-03-07 at 12:54 PM UTC
Damn I get a text message if my account goes below a threshold.
Have you ever thought about putting away a hundred a month so you wouldn't be destitute if you had an unforeseen bill
