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2017-05-16 at 3:17 AM UTCGet her high
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2017-05-16 at 3:22 AM UTCI just have to go to sleep and tomorrow I will figure something out.
Now I'm going to sleep, oh boy. 25mg MCZP, 32mg Flubro, 150mg Bac, Phenipenisbutt, TPAIN for myyy painnnnnnnnn-Ah, BONGHITS, syncans, 75mg CBD., 1g L-theanine and 1g Magnesium, A handful of Valerian and Hops pills and then 8'm out.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-16 at 3:24 AM UTCI'm out.
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2017-05-16 at 3:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † I just have to go to sleep and tomorrow I will figure something out.
Now I'm going to sleep, oh boy. 25mg MCZP, 32mg Flubro, 150mg Bac, Phenipenisbutt, TPAIN for myyy painnnnnnnnn-Ah, BONGHITS, syncans, 75mg CBD., 1g L-theanine and 1g Magnesium, A handful of Valerian and Hops pills and then 8'm out.
Thats it lol?. What exactly are all those medicines for?.
Looks to me like a stack someone would take with them on a business trip to somewhere extremely unpleasant.
I am not convinced on any of these substances you people take.. In fact I am starting to think everything I have ever read on the internet about drugs is useless.
I dont know what kind of theraputic index you are trying to reach but those substances are all Grade A trash. This is why I only take things I can make myself, local only.
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2017-05-16 at 3:50 AM UTCI'm smarter than you.
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2017-05-16 at 3:52 AM UTCSeriously.
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2017-05-16 at 3:52 AM UTC“I could not fail myself and die on a fish like this,” he said. “Now that I have him coming so beautifully, God help me endure. I’ll say a hundred Our Fathers and a hundred Hail Marys. But I cannot say them now."
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2017-05-16 at 3:53 AM UTCNo seriously, I want you to give me a full run down of everything there if you're so smart.
If it was in front of me now I would flush it all.
Originally posted by RisiR † Seriously.
No, I'm serious. Why dont you tell me how each and everyone of those is made?, the origins of their precursors, natural and synthetic processes, their role in nature and the universe.
Please, because it seems to me like you just buy and consume whatever is on sale and you can get your hands on easiest. Thats hardly ideal for anything
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2017-05-16 at 3:57 AM UTCSo...Bongo was a b-ckwheat?
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2017-05-16 at 4:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † I just have to go to sleep and tomorrow I will figure something out.
Now I'm going to sleep, oh boy. 25mg MCZP, 32mg Flubro, 150mg Bac, Phenipenisbutt, TPAIN for myyy painnnnnnnnn-Ah, BONGHITS, syncans, 75mg CBD., 1g L-theanine and 1g Magnesium, A handful of Valerian and Hops pills and then 8'm out.
When you wake up, you should also consider how the drugs perhaps aren't helping your situation. -
2017-05-16 at 4:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Coathangers Suck -WS I'm constantly amazed how poorly some well paid professionals choose to conduct themselves. Like fuck, how did you even get this job?
Realizing this has made being a "professional" so much easier. There are literal idiots pulling down double my salary. I got this.
What are you doing now? You never told me how you started getting your life back together. -
2017-05-16 at 4:47 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † I kinda feel like I understand depression but now I got hit by sadness I can barely comprehend.
Oh my god, why?
I would have thought you of all people would understand it by now.
Have you read these? I know it seems retarded to recommend a cartoon, and the art style is that way on purpose, but put aside your biases and give it a serious read, at the end it will probably make sense. It's actually from a webcomic that used to be pretty famous, and these in particular were popular, even described by professional psychologists as the most accurate depiction of what severe depression was at its core they had ever seen.
www.hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html
www.hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2013/05/depression-part-two.htmlThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-16 at 4:53 AM UTCNone of you are getting your lives on track or doing jack shit. Get a job, get a girlfirend...fucking idiots even if you become rich and famous you are all too stupid to do anything about it. YOu do not contribute to humanity one bit. You hold back progress.
Maybe and I am giving you an EXTREMELY doubtful slim chance this ever happens that you can actually redeem yourselves for all this time wasted. You people cannot be helped, you are beyond hope, corrupt just like the rest of humanity.
You all had so much potential too. This place could have really been something and changed the world.. none of you can see it.
Nobody cares, everyone forgets, you will all die. -
2017-05-16 at 4:54 AM UTC
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2017-05-16 at 4:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † I kinda feel like I understand depression but now I got hit by sadness I can barely comprehend.
Oh my god, why?
Aw... RiRi, dude...
That's really sad. Don't be so sure you'll ruin her life; depressed ass mofos love to self-sabotage like this. She might be able to help you, and you might be able to help her. It could be great. It could be not so great. But if you don't take any chances you're just going to end up more miserable and the next time opportunity strikes you're going to feel like it's an even worse idea. Gotta break outta that cycle eventually. You seem like really awesome guy. Don't give up on yourself. 💖
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2017-05-16 at 5:01 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † Hah! Lil Dargo…. there's more to life than having sex. So, so, so much more and it's all fucking me right in the fucking face.
5 years ago. Fuck… 5. Years. Ago. I thought I have testicular cancer which turned out to not be the case. I was semi-homeless, deeeep into Benzos etc. had absolutely nothing. I thought I fought my way out of the hole but no… no. I just can't be happy.
Rock bottom again. And now there is a person I have to reject or destroy and I can't deal with that at all.
You've probably considered this before, but are you like me?
Afraid of intimacy, that you just can't function in relationships, and will only end up hurting the other person, that you aren't worthy of it, or they deserve someone better?
I agree with Phoenix, you've probably been in an incredibly self-destructive, self-sabotaging, cycle, like I have. For whatever reason, regardless, you need to break out of it.
I've wondered for some time whether Thanatos/the death drive, could be a genuine phenomenon for some: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_driveThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-16 at 5:06 AM UTCHoly cow, I didn't know Freud eventually became a big fan of Schopenhauer!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_drive#Philosophy
Neo-Schopenhauerians of the world unite! We need to create a resurgence of his works.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-16 at 5:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Never saw that film. Great scene. Oh Lanny, I love you sometimes. I literally threw a major bitch fit just because I felt you didn't like me. Haha, oh god I'm a sad case, my quality of life is so fucking awful…
It was a wierd flick. I'm not sure I'd recommend it. It has its moments though. -
2017-05-16 at 5:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by Phoenix Aw… RiRi, dude… 😭
That's really sad. Don't be so sure you'll ruin her life; depressed ass mofos love to self-sabotage like this. She might be able to help you, and you might be able to help her. It could be great. It could be not so great. But if you don't take any chances you're just going to end up more miserable and the next time opportunity strikes you're going to feel like it's an even worse idea. Gotta break outta that cycle eventually. You seem like really awesome guy. Don't give up on yourself. 💖
Send him nudes, build up his confience. You have the power to mend broken souls just like you did for me. You are a real living angel, there you go I just explained your entire existence. You can now live happy forever being an space angel.
Originally posted by Malice You've probably considered this before, but are you like me?
A faggot?. Yeah, you are both fucked.
You guys should get gay married or something because nobody wants to fuck either of you and if some fools ever becomes so desperate that they actually do you will be in for a rough awakening once they replace you in the drop of a hat.
Originally posted by Malice Holy cow, I didn't know Freud eventually became a big fan of Schopenhauer!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_drive#Philosophy
Neo-Schopenhauerians of the world unite! We need to create a resurgence of his works.
This might just be the best thing you have ever posted in your entire life, On the Eve of the ending of Zaint Zattex no less. I have quit Trianglism forever but I would be honored if you can find anything relevent in anything I ever posted to inspire you in this envaevor. This is a really good idea, I think you have opened up an important stream of thought here that needs to be meditated upon further.
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2017-05-16 at 5:14 AM UTCLook up the Slaying of Holofernes
