2022-12-04 at 10:08 AM UTC
This is the how you are feeling one
2022-12-04 at 11:11 AM UTC
Pleased and somewhat rested.
2022-12-04 at 2:13 PM UTC
I've been awake since 7am and am having a mental illness day in bed. I'm stressed about a deadline and the plan was to work on it today...
I got microneedling for the first time yesterday. I was there for an hour, could feel blood running down my neck, she put a mask on me and left. It felt weird like being on an operating table in a bright white room with calm piano music playing and my whole face an open wound. I actually cut my face on purpose once with a razor blade, not deep enough to scar but because I saw a fine line forming, so microneedling isn't that extreme to me. The instant results were amazing but it will take a month for the collagen to form. Anyway I intend to get more sessions and maybe leave dermal fillers for another year because this might be better.
The guy from the shop quit his job. I hate how he's still causing me stress months later. Do I have to worry that he'll kill himself or what if I was the first person he tried to ask out and he's scarred now? I don't understand how I end up hurting so many people when I don't try to nor want to. I think I've hurt four people this month.
2022-12-04 at 2:30 PM UTC
I held my breath getting piercings and almost fainted. So I guess I would faint instead of whimpering or whatever.
2022-12-04 at 2:52 PM UTC
The first time I got the bar in my arm it stopped my period and stabilised my anger issues. My period has stopped again but I feel more angry lately.
2022-12-04 at 3:09 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
it aint easy being greasy
2022-12-04 at 3:11 PM UTC
ive gotta hand it to most of you - most everyone i know in every dimension of life seems to be a lot more interesting than i thought
2022-12-04 at 4:50 PM UTC
There was nothing really as glorious as a good beer shit - I mean after drinking twenty or twenty-five beers the night before. The odor of a beer shit like that spread all around and stayed for a good hour-and-a-half. It made you realize that you were really alive.
(Charles Bukowski – Ham on Rye 1982)