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The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2022-09-01 at 1:21 AM UTCTMI dood
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2022-09-01 at 1:22 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 1:23 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 1:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley I stopped drinking for a period of 3 1/2 years between 12/27/15 and Spring of 2019. I then returned to daily drinking from then till June 1st. You need not spew your vitriol, I could be drunk right now but choose to want to rectify my life and try to do better. I know last week I got drunk for two days and smoked some crack, but it's been about a week and I don't feel any compulsion to use or drink. I hope it doesn't come back but if I do relapse the most improtant thing is that I cut it off as soon as I realize I"m fucking up everything I have going for me and undoing the positive changes.
I hope you, in your limited compassion for me, can recognize my effort and even my short term gains I've made and my desire to further improve myself to be a more likeable, kinder, person because honestly it isn't easy sometimes and I think about just getting really drunk and laying in the sun and just dying, but choose not to, not for anyone outside of myself, but for me and my desire to be a good cog in the society I live in.
Plus like even when I smoke weed I get really evil thoughts about others and I don't like it, that's a recent change or maybe it wasn't i wouldn't know i stayed drunk and high until I quit everything when I got to miami.
Ok my bad it’s been a week. Calm down I just got the timeline wrong. That’s not a lack of compassion you friggin drama queen. -
2022-09-01 at 1:43 AM UTCSorry, when I'm sober I take criticism kinda like at face value that being personally. It's a weird quirk of my personality. I think a lot of it came from my mother who would criticize me in earnest (sometimse) and who would joke around with me a lot (I didn't understand it was joking) so most of my childhood was others that knew me fucking with me, cuz I could never get the joke, or understand when people were kidding, none of that shit.
So I sometimes take things to heart and have thin skin, but when I drank none of that bothered me even my own self hatred didn't, I think that had a lot to do with my alcoholism in my early years.
I just wanted people to like me and spend time with me as a child, and to a certain extent even as an adult. UNLESS THEY WERE FUCKING FAT. -
2022-09-01 at 1:48 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 1:53 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 2:52 AM UTCASSBURGLARS SYNDROME
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2022-09-01 at 2:59 AM UTCCould a candle correctly be considered a machine?
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2022-09-01 at 3:13 AM UTCI hate this bitch
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2022-09-01 at 3:15 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 3:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo IF U CAMT CAMDLE ME AT MY WURST U DNT RESERV ME AT MY BREST
"And please, what happened next, Mrs. Wick? I know this is difficult. Please, please take your time."
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"A candle.
*Muffled sobs*
"He raped my... My.. bott- my anal cavity, repeatedly, for years. , always with a candle... Always with the lit end. And..and..and he would laugh. He would stare me in the eye and laugh..
*a quiet sob crescendos into a gutteral moan, heavy weeping as Mrs. Wick begins convulsing and seizing on the stand, quickly rushed off t receive medical assistance*
*A kid laughs in the back of the court room*
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2022-09-01 at 3:36 AM UTCCan a candle be considered a machine TELL ME.
A candle is a machine. T/F ? -
2022-09-01 at 3:42 AM UTCT
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2022-09-01 at 3:52 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 4:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Could a candle correctly be considered a machine?
nope.
I can't remember the definition of MACHINE, I know a machine replaces work. A candle doesn't replace shit because humans can't produce light, we can light a fire, lamp or turn on a light but it's not like the light is coming from us and no matter what technology we invent there will never be light that comes from a human enough to light a room to see in. The malware flashlight app on your phone doesn't count
The only solutions are permanent night vision or turning ourselves into being of pure energy and light like the presence of God entering a room filling it with a blinding light and the brightness of the light is based on how pure your soul is or how intelligent you are
Because that is the ultimate form of man as we are made in the image of GOD
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2022-09-01 at 11:57 AM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 4:09 PM UTCCan something be both?
If I said I need to go dry my clothes with my drying machine and what I did was just light a candle and put my clothes above it, isn't the candle being a drying machine? -
2022-09-01 at 4:13 PM UTC
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2022-09-01 at 4:14 PM UTCSo a candle is both. Maybe more one or the other, but it's both. That's all I needed thank you.